cockTail..

    A fusion/amalgamation of personality/approach is the relative meaning of the  word cocktail, now a fad if applied to any arena of our lively hood, a simple mantra to bring oneself to the limelight with ease. Pundits hiding within a disguised shade of  features/personalities and to find out their real intentions is next to impossibility, is the generation I live in now. Once a straight one dimensional  path, now a three/four dimensional game of virtuality/bluff. Often deluding my mind to seek what actually is happening or why is the reality camouflaged and changing every second with opportunity/circumstance to fit into the suite/vacuum of opportunity/vanity. Words/actions of no real personality/clarity but being amalgamated into a blend of murkiness/delusion. Loosing into the forest of choice by choice and getting drowned into the pact of information of no clear direction, kind of trapped into an uncertain mazing game. To differentiate oneself on values/ideologies is kind of asking to self, what came first the egg/chicken. Reflecting on, is kind of being lucky to be a part of that generation/pact of being brought up seeing the initial/developing/developed side of modernity/industrialisation. To the saying that to live in the past is history and to be living in the past is next to a forgotten dream, as moments passed by are cherished moments, after wading through it not once choice any more, is the reality of our living in the present, not intended for the future is our cocktail illusion blend. History/Past is now the concrete within the pillars of the foundation, to be built on from, as liked to be understood/perceived into thus.
    Irony of centuries, what has changed.. now in the name of principles/philosophies/way of life/ideologies. On the people who where never recognised/accepted when alive. To see politics  mixed with religion, 'when God is everything', witnessing the reality of  our stage now is no different to a cocktail drunk, to say what was pored first and at what ratio is next to rationality. Technically here religious denominations/spiritual leaders.. should by no means, seek human political help and guidance, else my understanding is showing once vacuum in faith and in its principles/depth. The purpose of spirituality is to be detached from this reality, to be connected/charged with the unknown. But who is into spreading this reality, seeking temporary relief within the humane zone crafted by perceived real virtuality, is the easy solution towards pleasure acknowledgement and recognition to core spirituality. Institutions built and mushrooming in the name of someone who never had a house, shows the shallowness of once faith and understanding of the greater wisdom lost with time. Means now set to achieve physically with competence and pride, promoted without fail using all possible ventures available at disposal, as being educated/tuned into.. to what should be built on a raw platform/foundation of sacrifice/clarity of selflessness. Reality is to see spiritual leaders/pundits standing in line for elections in the name of democracy and human rights, but supposed to be naturing/showing/behaving in a non partisan manner. Proving the emptiness of once faith into/within again and again. How does/can their preaching penetrate any further to seeds scattered on rocks.
    Politically bluffing, immersed again into a cocktail of the old/new. Dressed to disguise to the dark intentions longing to be achieved at the expense of the majority ordinary. Saying something and doing something differently to be witnessed, but  to be bailed out not on the actions/merits committed/accomplished but on the words constitutionally/legally written..twisted to benefit the guilty at large. Be in any hemispheres of our lively hood, humanity exploited in the name of religion/political ideologies as communism,socialism,capitalism.. something does not deliver as intended, blame the pact for their imbibed ideologies. Worth reflecting at the end  who won/ who lost and at whose expense. Religion is a way to life to help people ignore self and their wants to dig deeper into thyself, apart from politics which determines the needs/wants of the society. If once subjects are guided into this light to life and tuned towards this enlightenment within, how can its groomed leaders go wrong and be worried of/for their acts. Hoping the tail does not wag the head in once way towards lifE.
 

wOrry

    I can't believe this is happening has become a casUal call for the day, spat out in its formal format without any real intention, satisfied at a corner within that its not happening at my backyard. Actions actually reciprocated in a manner to once unintended conscience, within being trained to be apologetic for the rest of once hidden conscience, hidden under a mask of clarity and conviction  perceived so by the bystanders for the action undertaken, in reality to be erupting as guilt to the test of time when in solitude out of the frame box of popularity, lead to by an..event/understanding. I tend to categorise this concern of worry into two hemispherical platform, one driven out of shere physical attributes to be undertaken and the other mental block created leading to opacity of the scenario unfolding to the test circumstance.
    To my time of surroundings.. explored/tasted..so far its a matter of choice to be juggling with the unending evidence of knowledge bank conquered intentionally/unintentionally and now readily available/assible within the tip of once finger, but ironically mostly ending with an end result not different to the past blunders made and being repeated over and over again in the name of.. principles/revolution/virtues.. and get entangled within and encourage others to the unintended  web of influence of no literal intrinsic physical/mental stability . After all the fact being, right is right and wrong is wrong, not to be erased out in its totality to once convenient circumstantial reasoning to the test of time, else to be classified as inhumane to be thinking otherwise outside the box of imbibed perceived civility. After all how can one say, I like it only sweet when in reality its always a pinch of..salt/spice/bitterness/soreness..blending into the totality of real taste, to be tested and tasted to justify towards its realistic intrinsic very vital essential potential need, else to be sunk in its ignorance. So in once wagon wheel of worry, it is worth remembering that in our different.. stages/circumstances..of life there will/can be only one me. Reflecting on the thoughtful words of my wife, it is normal to be concerned about a scenario evolved/emerging, but should be the last thing to worry about. It is like a coal in once hand, will burn none other than thyself. Worth remembering that in..loving/relationship.. one should be trained within to make the recipient feel free. In reality seeing the poor running miles for daily sustenance and the rich running miles to burn out the excess calories, who is not worried!? How many dare to walk the talk, to make a difference not to worry later, by putting once words into diligent action.
   History/future..carved/crafted/repeated.. over again with no twist to its majority as.. cartoons/comedy..being perceived and understood as is in its unintended context, else should not say its after all a..cartoon/film..being just framed for fUn at its intended slot, when its clearly categorized/promoted thus. The peak of tolerance towards understanding hUmer and imbibed virtue is tested here at this platform called reality at display by self and once flock..surrounded/fenced with. Saddening to witness the show, when the perceived..proclaimed /certified.. educated fall pray to it..knowingly/unknowingly..ending up proclaiming and doing things else tabooed to once understood well established conscience, diluting in the process the value of acquired..philosophies/thinkers. Praying/reaching..out for that moment when..faith/hope/trust/love/responsibilities..will be perceived and undertaken in its literal puristic context intended for. Summarised well by a thinker that 'It is very simple to be happy, but it is very difficult to be simpleE'. 

UnderstAndIng..

    When we were watching the Olympics together as a family after a long haul, happened to hear a comment which went on to say, it was the dream of a child from a fast developing nation to make all the athletes march together, after the exhausting rat race to be the best in the events proving to self and others that they are the ..strongest/fastest/highest..in their respective arenas, though separated only by a margin of..grams/milliseconds/seconds/inches..which determines the future of the..individual/nation.. driven by.. needs/wants. Out of ..passion/liking.. for the event is the ! and ? often coming to my mind. In an era of marketing corporatism which dictates how to..eat/drink/sleep.. with the seeds of unending haunting passion ploughed and sown  deep into the mind, often wonders how is this modern evolved mutated philosophy, any different from that of the past dictators which ruled and guided human minds , kind of old same drinks in new labelled marketed bottles under different names. Sprouting out of perceived righteous value based reputed educationally paper certified groomed personalities, who claim to have seen and experienced life to its fullest. Else who speak reasonably otherwise is to digging once own grave. Worth reminding to self that stereotyping one 4 words used is first step towards pride and ignorance, making oneself feel..inflated/superior.. 2 the other, than understanding the real gravity of the situation and reason for sensible practicality of any scenarios.
    When the majority self.. exerted/exhausted/inflicted/glorified..medalist stand straight with dangling bandages  from their..legs/hands/swollen head parts.. bloodier it gets priceless their value which  then becomes a brand logo for.. perseverance/strength/courage/ commitment..Oops!! creeping into my immature misguided lazy mind probably. Used then as an icon 2 make the.. nation/individual.. proud, which  are now deemed established guidelines, for weighing the ratio and degree of success rate designed out of a well controlled, titrated, time tested scientific acceptable norm, to be applied as a benchmark for  personality grooming to be ..trained /aspired.. for. My reasoning begins and ends here, how long will I hold on to my dearest child..kissing/hugging.. saying, I will not let you go you are the apple in my eyes, does it work out that way, be in any arena of our unlimited understanding?? Now be it..sport/science/arts..our..efforts/goals.. are getting narrower to human reasoning and bodily tolerance which is ..twisted/moulded/focused/achieved..on pressure and exertion in the name of..courage/dedication/focus/patriotism..fueled and propelled by our well driven perceived understanding of body anatomy, being navigated by our pill cultured scientifically well greased power houses, in the name of published established science. Where old established 'values' are to be deemed neurologically accurate and relevant to be proven correct, kind of like asking quantify how much you love me to prove your real affection towards me , else is an atrocious act of.. ignorance/superstition. Dream of a day when..organic/natural..gets attention to..groomed/artificially..inflated modulated events in life. Else is this the definition of achievement we want for..self/our future..with implications like a bubble, and values based on the philosophy of 'united we stand but divided we fall'. In the process, what is the simple definition of living I often ? Why should I ask ? for established acceptable norms of our understandings..heated/moulded/shaped/cooled..with the test of  timE.
   

   
   

Event..

    I happened to meet, a moderately effluent mid aged women at my work station recently, during the business to get her engaged to mask off the boredom associated with the process of getting a green signal from.. bureaucracy/autocracy/red tapism/guideline.. stringing out of a reason deemed reasonable responsibility, to obtain per our understanding to be eligible to clain..for/from. I purposefully as in majority of the instances remarked typing in her married surname looks very familiar to me, she remarked really to the statement made. How do you know it? I remarked tangentially,I hale from that nation where this name evolved from and per the surnames an average individual hailing from this nation with reasonable exposure can blindly taxonomically pin point to their precise global coordinate. Interesting she remarked, and went on to say she was busy with her daughters wedding, which kind of went hazily per her understanding of the occasion. Hum!!not surprising madam, we in our tradition expect things to happen as it should happen, its kind of a surprise to us on the spot. What do you mean??she remarked. Madam say for instance in the west they have a tradition of rehearsing for a marriage celebration..days/weeks/months/year.. in advance ..anticipating to get it to the dot. We in the east experience it as it comes, what happens next is a surprise to the majority in the process of happening, no rehearsals for kissing,walking,dressings so on, traditionally may be due to lack of..time/resources/priorities/understanding. I would personally prefer events to unfold as it unfolds, to make it unfold the way it should 2 my interference is my preference madam and would definitely prefer..perfection/repetition/validation/preciseness..with automated mechanical intervened instrumentation process but not with human mind. And more over to..cherish/ understand..such events, how many are really interested, its accomplished for the sake of accomplishment to be within the bubble now. An..event/occasion..in the name of..ritual/culture/tradition/religion..waiting to be burst with time, if perceived and followed thus is my observation, within our space of current understanding madam. A point in our generation of pill culture,where it is fashionable to be medicated on the..principle/understanding.. of ..modernity/civility..and the term suffering is now mostly linked to our mental emotional well being in the developed nations, to the relative physical struggles undertaken towards survival by its past generation, sometimes have to sympathises for the word suffering itself, for the painful mutations it had to evolve through this generation to be termed generation gap. She looked now a bit symphetatic to her evolved circumstance and curious enough to wipe away the haziness associated with their evenT.

bIrthdAy..

    What day is it today, I asked my daughter she replied Monday, silly you appa you forgot hum!! Then what so special about today, it's just another leap into a space of uncertainty with  happenings to be  engraved into history termed as time,which is divided into ..seconds/minutes/hours/days/years..for convenience of recollection and referral to any piece of ..event/happening ..of  the..past/present/future to be.
    The sun..rises/shines/hides..depending on the weather designed for that region, some human crafted aspects debated on influencing the natural pattern intended actually for the day. Then one fine morning comes a  unique day for all individual happening once 365 days considered uniquely special by thyself and by some closely knit important personalities. What so ..special/relevance.. for a day.. happening/remembered.. only once  year round for some fortunate. I happen to explore deeper within into the meaning of the word 'birthday'. A birthday happens only once in a life time, to that persons space and point in time unique to that identified individual per records scientifically.  The rest are calculations laid down for the  individuals trip around the solastic orbit to reflect back on to the..joys/sorrows/lessons..earned during the journey called living in the life. A day put aside to think of self and question probably..why am'I' here?/what is my objective?where have 'I' reached?..and work around with..how to achieve?/when to achieve?..sketched out of experiences gained from the past and present.
    I was wondering the term birthday is misleading, to prove my point made earlier if reasoned scientifically for the explanation if one asks me, my explanation would be for example; when was my  second daughter born..I should say precisely, she was born on Wednesday,8th of April 2009 ,but this year her birthday fell on Sunday, 8th of April 2012. So the term birthday is.. irrelevant/misleading.. in the casual contest of the day if we should thus interpret it..makes more sense literally for birth date not birth day.So the margin of error of our..judgement/reasoning.. starts with the interpretation of birthday.To conclude on the observation which we casually wrongfully accept as right, is the reality of our life,words and events placed and misplaced for the convenience of interpretations not to be taken literally. May common sense prevail, into doing and thinking what is right to the moment of history in the making by self, one unique date set aside for self analysis only to be coined birthdatE.

secUrIty..

    The word security rings two bells into the ears..external/internal..when..talked/taught.. about. The former dominates the taught process and propels one into action, to the rational internal balance which should otherwise be per my understanding. Why does the mind play pray to the established  fact of insecurity driving one to further instability triggers my curious mind often, reminding oneself not to be judgemental seems a far cry in practicality lesson of living into the life. An open mind ready to accept the grudge of.. misfortune/circumstance..of time with ease is living into the reality,comprehending on the simple philosophy of how much is how much enough after all.The two major external stability deterrent factors..space/resource..predetermines the major component of stability of an individual per pure economics driving ..self/society.. towards..security/insecurity. A platform hypothetically created to rule out these factors, should then create an optimal environment to bring in security. What could be then the recipe for backing this perfect  scenario, is it then just basic needs met for food,clothing,shelter like flour,sugar,butter the very basic components of a cake recipe  /education as repeated awareness created, to the essence, fillings within a cake to be baked on controlled fire to the test of calculated time . These are the crucial key components on two sides of a balancing scale and the environment surrounding it that is the mind set,imagine to be like these extremes..gravity/vacuum..built on a platform of..water/earth/fire..understood simply as..will/vision/dedication..to be balanced through deterrents of ..ignorance/ego/control..by means of ..integrity/patience/virtue..as arrogance is a cultivated art with test of circumstance crafted out of..misunderstandings/accidents/grudge/selfishness. Leading one and the next blood line to a deeper black hole of uncertainty. For..what/where/how/when..to put a full stop is the ignored understood capability of humanity, superior to explored species so far.
    To highlight on some ironies of security issues of our era to statements posted online on..resources/values/freedom.  I wondered and commented thus on resources. One simple ?? Imagine the west and the rest of the world minimises the usage of ..oil /gas..instead encourages subsidizing only alternative source of energy, does one think this technology doesn't exist and they are ignorant. What is the revenue of oil depended nations. Lets ..hope/pray.. for ..unity/brotherhood.. not be fools in paradise, unless yearning for a primitive barbaric lifestyle again to be led by examples first by one who propagates so.Sorry, I hope  cotton worn around does not grow in these nations, nor does the technology to purify water from the ocean for the population now established, construction technologies, health care etc..let us not spread ignorance but virtue and common sense pleasE, we are all dependent on each other for one reason or the other, as educated individuals let us be sensible first to spreading viral images of ignorance. On the issues of guarding once religious values supremacy, happened to note on an interesting debate in present time on veils over to make it more liberal and convenient for its citizens, with a history of its own relevant ..present/past.. still practising in the name of ..choice/freedom..happened to comment. Classic peak of ignorance, if one values a ..tradition/ritual.. what is wrong in it?? I am waiting for a day when all men would be expected to move around.. clean shaved/bald headed.. for xyz reasons but allowed to kneel down for prayers in front of a bearded man on the cross, is the irony of..knowledge/ understanding.. spread/imbibed..now!! By the way I dought if a cross relick can be displayed in public aided institutions in many western institutions,which once prided on saying 'All roads lead to Rome'..still the leaders of these institutions don't get it, living under a shroud of.. knowledge/corruption/ignorance?? But teach history lessons through their ..schools/colleges. In practice what is the relevance of history some often question, if lessons are not learned from its past!! May be.. hope/faith..is what is driving the knowledged privileged class, in propagating so of its past glory and deeds. On the question of safeguarding continental influx of immigration, to be strictly enforced across borders,often wonders if there were electric barriers set prehistorically to prevent influx of migrations, later to be rigorously pursued in the name of..protection/safeguarding..of whom/what for??
      Where should the emphasis be pointed to sustain security. An earnest effort if not..asserted/ attempted.. in the arena of..physical/mental/social..well being will then tilt the balancing scale towards imbalance and  will undercooked or over burn the cake. To be reassured periodically through reasonably tolerated spirituality of..faith/hope/ trust/love/responsibility..to be focused and worked on through from within self..with a motto of self understanding and reflection to judgement, would then lay a platform of stability and security within self and surroundings. Worth reminding to self that positivity radiates security, to negativity beaming out instability in majority of the daily circumstancEs.

rItUaL..

    Rituals and traditions determining the identity of an individual like identity markers. Which,I and you love, linked to faith and passed over as traditions paving way to different customs determining the personality of..tribes/nations..at large. Why this many diversities, the answer lies with natural selection and observation, kind of like asking, why so many different verities within the same species of..animals/birds/fishes/plants. The unique linking identifying quality is nothing but rituals, binding a bunch of commons together in sharing a single platform of space, within the minds with some unifying common objective carved inside to surrounding circumstances of the past . The dislikes branching out to start their own space, blossoming out unique with time is the beauty of  natural selection confused with so called.. undocumented/disregarded..gap. Not to say the final outcome of natUre is bliss of no triviality in any regard. The marvel of life is holding and guarding this identity to the test of change. The final truth being different colours of the same species of flowers together only add  to the delight of the nature lover.
    I am accustomed to a set of.. pattern/discipline..born into not by choice but by chance. With..flaws/opportunities..as with any other..customs/rituals. The serenity to imbibe in the opportunity within to the flaws is termed as potential. And the attitude centered around to the environment acts as a..catalyst/prerequisite.. to exploring the rituals born into, usually trivialized with time as nothing should last for ever,is the universal philosophy always taken over by a factor called curiosity and applauded as an appreciable change. Stagnant adamant philosophies as proven with natural selections have failed the test of time. Understanding this basic outlined characteristic pattern and acting at its peak log phase, as in the life cycle of the tiniest bacterium is called sustainability model. The ones which acted promptly identifying and analysing the.. A/B/C/D..of the curve ..survived/survives.
    Why is my ritual, now kind of a jock to the majority into, bluntly denied by its providers is the enigma which  shatters my rest often. A ritual baked and tested with time, loosing its flavor being  promoted  as tradition not aligning to the application software accustomed to the device used daily now as changed with a factor called revolution . The reason is simple to my observation.. the old format has either lost its flavor of being over exposed to circumstances/ perceived adulterated with situations..as the taste lies within the pudding. The tendency to hide the wrong and prove the wrong as right is what is termed as adulterated. As any ritual followers basic programming stands on the foundation of..true/false..and trying to prove otherwise is a virus in the programme incorporated by the provider itself and deemed expensive in the long run to resolve, which clogs its  functioning at large. So may the truth be truth for a ritual to roll over into the next phase, not to be hacked and diluted by some.. deemed privileged authority/too large to fail personalities.
    My born into tradition by chance not by choice teaches me only one truth. To mould the flesh to withstand negativity represented by bread and to choose the means what is right to nourish the flesh symbolised by wine for blood..kind of true when considering the..basic.. structural unit/taste..of both. To be..reiterated/reminded.. at least once a week to keep its base defragmented to the test of error possibilities, as understood well in advance by him to its basic limitations in its creation. Guiding as a pole star for modest seekers how to discipline as shown by its founder.Blood the collective life providing units to each distinctive different compartments within performing the.. nourishing/detoxification..activity reminding one to choose a work cultural ethics, based on the philosophy of.. justice/righteousness. Thus helping one to feed the..flesh/sole.. with just simply the trUth. Spreading the positivity gained symbolised as news by his followers. Remembering the..BC/AD..and celebrating within both, understanding as to what had to happen was conceived well into the womb during the BC and delivered out into the AD to help practice into the way..to/of.. life..seeked/questioned..over generations. Now specified into simple..words/deeds..as shown by the master for us all to..follow/practice.

Should it be then..humane/natural..to..remember/ignore..the creator?? Ex..animals forget their creators so should humans per many as observed through nature. Then one should not talk of parental love and responsibilities,see the link and trend created thereafter. Ritual to me is a platform to remind of virtues, like practicing for a sport on a periodic basis, which only perfects once skills in that sport. To reflect within for the inner stability of the volatile mind is the objective of any founder. Which otherwise is possible beyond any doubt, but to remember how many can navigate by self without assistance, is the key to the lock. Thus a platform helps towards..reassurance/continuity..for the majority to built and develop from. Unfortunately to most its another arena to socialise, show once allegiance to a group as political parties of likes, meanwhile  diluting the intention of the needy to the real inner reflection and workout for the best of self as shown and led by its foundEr.