succEss

    What is/should be the definition of success!? I was chatting with my friend early morning around 4 AM and accidentally bumped on to this topic, went on to say it is a man made bubble of no depth attached/attributed in practice/reality to the space of real time we have traveled so far. Went to the extend saying who can/will be successful without a farmer/laborer to feed/provide for a day to start/end, we are all built on a hype and are parasites feeding on this built up aura of infatuation built around education/service, once without which people survived/thrived and we are now struggling/crawling  in the name of recession/depression with everything established/evolved around. We the minority who converse through this media are the 'perceived' few made it stories, may be due to responsible parents/environment lucky to be into, one is successful in reality when one has learned the art of climbing up/down the ladder with grace/dignity within a state of confidence/humility/reality/dream. I went on and on, will finally cut short by the statement he made, to my never ending established observations, often to be repeated when an opportunity smells/hovers around. You see man its all about this 'if you wish nothing and contended it is success, if you wish something and achieved it is also success, realizing one need just 6 feet of mud'.  Very true, not a word more/less.. I stopped there to his simple factual statement, and here I am pulled/dragged into the reality of success story again, in the name of laziness/achievement!?
    Will end today with one of my routine life event, the degree/magnitude on the success/failure of story is left to the readers imagination/interpretation. I am often prompted by my youngest daughter, to get up around 3 AM for the past few years to fetch her with  milk, as time rolled by it has become habitual for me to wake up around this time, wait for the prompt to provide her need/want. Understanding well it will stop with time and has definitely evolved/changed over the past few days, but not my habit of waiting for her to prompt me to fetch, breaking my usual well established uninterrupted sleep pattern. Could be attributed to her immaturity/growing up phenomenon, but what about in factual life at our work/social/family.. ethics/relationships. So to define success to our current understanding could be.. socially understanding creativity/ craftsmanship ending seekers story. Do I grow up ever, not to seek justification/accountability/clarity/worth at any point/moment of my existence, in the name of profit/survival/ambition/mission often to wonder, does in reality adults ever mature up from greed/selfishness, realizing with time it never happens, to fall into the cycle of immaturity is the established/acceptable norm of our century, pruned/crafted by our education/society so far, being evolved into in the name of success/worth/value/competencE.
 
 
    

independencE

    The word independence means to free from, sailing into the next chapter of freedom with perceived cycle of bliss/opportunity/freshness/understanding from the understood/realized experience of  torture/misery being enforced/entrusted against once free will/choice. Starting again another cycle of what!?  To obtain at what price/cost of freedom needs to be analyzed/rationalized, is it not the same old into a new format. Often to understand/think about its final impact/output, at a point when the circle is circumnavigated to reach at the same endpoint and be cliched.

    Independence is related to practiced dogmas enforced/exposed under strict/casual, discipline/approach towards an organized way to togetherness, governed under a common guideline enforced under the pretext of law, to differ from boundaries of once choice, termed freedom of religion/ideology broadly to be then linked into a practice and way of living into. The quest to be self, free from the gauge/dependence of family/relation/society, springs out  from within naturally at an age of self reliance/strength, often to be witnessed  physically in outgrown mass/density, to the maturity/insight within which remains often the same to the basic instinct of livelihood governed/chained under the legality/pretext of law/guidelines guiding the chosen surrounding/circumstances into.

    The cycle of freedom to be experienced/understood in action, when to witness nations formed/evolving on a day to day basis in various continents, divided under the bridges of oceans/space. Often to understand a reality that the cause of the split/divide by themselves/in itself is  no different to the unfolding circumstance/scenario be it within families/communities/nations. But stick together in the name of security/understanding/likeness/race, under the assumption/pretext that a known devil is better than an unknown friend. To wait for an evolved day when the have and the have not, to sit together is a distinct reality bound to happen/evolve  with circumstance/scenarios to sprout and expose one into deemed fact of time. History from/in the evolution to witness division/unity to sprout and branch out, to grow up into something different  is natures way of evolving/teaching/redemption.
    When thinking of sovereignty/republic for freedom/independence, the irony being myself classified into an Asian Indian for easy tracking/identification, we blame the Europeans for the division within our nation sometimes, when we were previously fragmented into hundreds of princely states to be now unified into fewer states with evolved circumstances, witnessing the same trying to unite the world when they are divided within themselves nationally, is the irony of independence to ponder upon for a fact check when linked to freedom/liberty. Globally knit now for trade, for evolved needs/wants sharing a common platform to achieve/sustain. History once linked to basic instincts of hunting/gathering, evolving out to barter, which  evolved now into precious metals/currency floating on an assumption, built on abstract numbers/accounts ruled by the dominant/strongest/mighty to be then  powerfully linked to freedom of understanding/independence to trivialize many, for the motives of some who control/dominate/possess/hold on to the majority in resources/assumed valuables. The understanding why/what of our sense of freedom/independence is not less than what we do to save trees, we chop them into pieces and makes paper out of it, to later write on it protect/preserve nature. Often to realize the responsibilities/challenges which accompanies independence once into a republic. Kind of like into the sacrament of marriage/relationship. Intention post/past of freedom/responsibilities are often built on truth/righteousness to witness the outcome with time and either learn/be responsible to adjust/reform is the essence of its meaning.

    Independence from the slavery of economics/necessities/thoughts is the vital essence of this phrase, thus now often co-related to relationships/understandings often built/destroyed with an abstract weapon, coined words, coming out of once mind expressed into/in sentences, through verbal/printed sources to create boundaries/bondage of hate/trust for political/religious/individual self interest. When it was/is established to being in unity/togetherness for a unified vision and mission, but to realize/optimist on its  fragments of divisions of mistrust/misunderstandings evolved out of instinct of superiority/dominancE.

angEr..

    Travel with life has exposed a reality into the understanding, that often to express anger in real time is an art, than to be silent/patient. Thus establishing within self that arrogance is a cultivated art and to let go of the taught that patience is a virtue, which is now being perceived as an outdated historical artifact of no practical intrinsic value/application. Proven from the cultural shift created/grown out of our academic/sports/work/personal relationships/daily exposures. Getting burned within self  in the process  is the reality in its making, reminding of its final outcome in application explained thus 'anger is often like holding a burning coal in once hand'.
    Anger is a reaction generated out of a situation deemed betrayal/negligence/overpowering/ignorance, built often on the foundation of ego. A culture created out of I/We are right  and knows it all. As in life the basic fact remains constant, that one likes to hear/react to what one is comfortable/exposed to, tested with once experience, whatever be its consequence in the short/long run. To realize/relate within that once life is often an ECG graph,where the wave pattern is a blessing in disguise, to help one establish that it has its ups/downs, without which its a flat line, as well observed/pointed out by many. But the wisdom within/knowledge applied at the appropriate situation/scenario places one apart from the majority in its utility value. The negativity related to its output bundled under terms as stress/ anxiety/depression/anorexia/insomnia often perceived to accomplish lifetime achievements/wordily pleasures with its warmth and prompt timely application, to finally bring in submissiveness/obedience as an outcome/result. Setting aside the school of taught to be happy with once possessions/reality, not to let go of potential prospects if knocking at once venture, routed within holistic fundamental outlook/approach to life, to be built on just sharing/caring which the humanity is loosing now in the name of civilization/advancements, where a sizable majority are well informed/educated but lacks empathy/sympathy/togetherness/common sense.
    To witness anger capitalization in the name of management techniques/training instituted and imparted to streamline one energy into desired fashion/format, to be channelized often for profitable/intended outcomes, often built on the mantra that the means to be neglected/forgotten/unnecessary/unwarranted for the final objectives, which is ruled out of the equation/being marginally focused  for its disapproval/popularity/pace/interest. As its easy to do it wrong to get it right from the very beginning, which has been our age old tradition/habit to get burned to earn pain and learn of its nature. Simply justified with our casual philosophy/understanding, underlining that 'everything is fair in love/war'. Realizing/forgetting the outcome/cost involved !? Often lost to metallic riches/glitters to focused attention in the name of love/peace.
   The end justifies the means or the means should justify the end is the simple misunderstood/understood sentence in my lifetime. As it is eminent from/in the majority happenings, one does what one wants to do under any circumstances and will easily find an excuse for the one which can wait/be ignored. So to define anger would put it simply as, a negatively generated energetic reaction. The wise applies it prudently, the knowledgeable handle it carefully and the enlightened tackles its with patiencE.