ambitiON/expectatiON..

    I wonder sometimes,why people like/love..to.. live in the old testament, when the new testament is written.. refining/redefining.. the old way of life. When the history of mankind is now clearly separated into BC/AD..Why then ?? Where expectations have reached new heights,with new chapters/horizons.. written/drawn.. unfolding with new dimensions/avatars..hum!! A tree is known by the fruit it bears/Children are the reflections of their parents..What a way to start a blog..very confusing to me as well..
    I have seen and admired the movies released in 2007/2009..named.. Taare Zameen Par/3 Idiots..beautifully depicted/portrayed..on human ambitions/aspirations..translating/depicting..a.. common/average human psychology..unfulfilled/unaccomplished..dreams/desires.. passED/rollED.. over to/into the next generation..for fulfilment..ignoring/bypassing the natural process of being self..clipping/chipping/trimming/shaping.. the wings..As being beautifully presented/portrayed into words in.. 'Tiger Mom'.. by, Amy Chua..to be read and imbibed..Am reminded of and inspired to write today..based on incidences, I come across, daily in my lively hood experience..the reason being..parents getting frustrated for lack of supply/availability of ADD/ADHD medications for their children,some only 2 to 4 years old..parents screaming/frustrating..all dramatised/enacted..in..the house/the public..in the presence of their children..pushing/driving..them to the edge of the wall/reasoning..as i think..now patience is only a virtue and arrogance is an acquired art/skill..being polished/trained..for the new millenia..reflected/reflecting.. now.. in the field of academics/sports..and being made fashionable/acceptable..by the media,which rules the head/mind..hum!! It is horrifying/saddening..to.. see a replica of the medical chart for parents and children..matching as mirror images..for..What/Why??Where are we rushing to..As rightly pointed out today by an elderly..wise/knowledgeable lady..we do not have time to breath/say hello..as, I nodded my hairless head to her rhythm/style..I wonder sometimes now..my children have.. needs/wants.. met on time..to my waiting game in the past..reminded of the sweet/memorable painful past..where we as a family owned/built..a.. house/vehicle only after..a.. point in my/our life..'as anything worth having is definitely worth waiting for'..as a space to be left for needs and wants is worth the time/quality.. I was protected/cared towards a reasonable point into my adulthood..to this developed/developing culture..where children are let to the mercy of the world at/from a.. very tender age..childhood squashed/exposed to experiments/choices..Is it a good model??
    As, I happened to read an article, on a speech, given in the British Parliament on.. February 2,1835..which said, to break the backbone of 'A' nation one has to fragment its spiritual and cultural heritage,to impose once dominance over,a seemingly contended nation..with genuine vaLues in life..Which they achieved..with patience/tactfulness..How long for/At what cost?? And the reflection of that labour..I have had a small exposure..living/working for about 4 years..its own historY/presenT.. reflects/dictated.. the fruits of the deeds..as is rightly said..'One reaps what one saws'/'One falls in once own pot hole'.. later in, one way or the other unnoticed..if not, to be caught up, in the karma of life..rolled over/passed over..to the .neT generation..an old fashioned saying to the majority now.. with no statistical graphs to prove it.. right/wrong..just some common sense/observation..needed..I try to remind self sometimes ..angle of incidence, is equal to, the angle of reflection, per the law of reflection of light, in Physics. May/Let.. truth/righteousness..reflect in my words/taughts/actions.
  Hoping the relationShip.. within/between.. self/family/community/nation..leading to nationS..keep afloat/floating to time.. in/towards.. a brighter tomorrow..remembering/forgiving..the.. follies of the past, while living in the present..not to be burned.. in/within.. the errors of the pasT/presenT..already paid for.. in.. guilt/sorrows/blood/lives..may not the weeds of.. Ego/Hatred..overtake our minD

needs/wants..

  I am being inspired again to type/scribble..thinking/taught the previous blog was/would be my last.. but as usual, two power point slides.. rolled/bounced.. over/into my court as a googly/curve ball..One, which is an age old advice on management of head/heart..'2 things help success in life..a)The way you manage when you have nothing.. b)The way you behave when you have everything'..and by coincidence happened to read another interesting paradox of this 21st century..which said..'our phones-wireless,cooking fireless,cars-keyless,food-fatless,dress-sleeveless,leaders-shameless,relationships-meaningless,attitude-careless,wives-fearless,feelings-heartless,education-valueless,children-mannerless,youth-jobless..Everything is becoming less but still ,our hopes are endless'..made me first laugh/laughed/realised/taught..so true/precise..to.. the facts on our diaspora..in this era of economizer..I/you/We..finding it difficult/struggling..to draw a fine line/make a balancing act..on the two laws of economics..Needs/Wants..on which..  I mostly wonder..the.. problems/solutions..of.. humanity..begins/ends..and a fraction cracked in this two arenas of economics..deserves/demands a Nobel price..being claimed/continuing so..as the decoding of human DNA progresses on,which might/will be a reality in the near future..but am sceptical on the former..as we march ahead..uncertain/blurred/disillusioned/dreaming.. towards the actualisation/factualisation  of technological advancements..towards the fulfilment of the Hollywood movie, I watched with my family..Wall E..  The movie fascinated me,as in all movies..which mopes up the imagination of human minds.. thinking finally an era where nations will no longer be forced to share a  common platform together..will have their own space ships..guided by 'a' common interest..Asians/Americans/Europeans/Africans..all driven/comfortable in their own space ships..and suddenly..scared me..on the reality of humanity/self..mind driven/controlled by technological marvels..now I/U/We are in an era where when together..are busy text messaging/chatting..in the company of friends/relatives..am reminded of an advertisement of a mobile phone..where a text message is send and 6 friends get together,sits on a wall, with a mobile phone in every individuals hand, keep on text messaging and breaks apart..is the irony of present day reality..as happened/happening.. when in the company of foes/relatives..the phone rings..start talking for minutes ignoring the bird in hand..sometimes feeling.. stupid/ignored/worthless/wasted..for the journey made..Why not talk to the siri/dragon software..will at least respond back in some format..like it/not..Where to draw the line is the question of this 21st millennium..
  The simple, formatted/humble answer one gives..being educated from creamiest universities/working in the most enviable organisations..is oh!dear/dearest friend..I have to meet my needs yar!!na!!hum!!dude!!so expensive these days..oops!!scratch once head in ave..and move once hand to the mobile phone to check if someone has called or left a text message..I happened to recently tell an acquaintance..our needs are always being met,even our grand parents with more than half a dozen to manage,survived,with even.. greater /higher.. risk of.. mortality/morbidity.. Is it not our wants driving us now?? An era where futuristic TV/mobile.. is just a flat plastic screen/sheet..What are the current employees/employers going to do in the immediate/near future..who rely on several components, manufactured at various locations, globally/internationally.. nOw.. giving jobs to the multitude,in a point of human history,where pace is rewarded..things has to be done/achieved.. within blink of an eye/tap of a finger.. going to do/accomplish what??..I agree we have a nice plastic sheet,needing least man power to manufacture..How is it going to be a sustainable model for survival/employment..also to be extrapolated to other fields of commerce..in this era of IPR/Copyrights..where people are used to eating bread..not knowing the process of wheat cultivation..being managed by few farmers and lodes/tons of machines replacing humans..where are the Jobs??if jobs available for the lucky few in the billions..where is the value??fact hitting back again and again..like a wave.. 'Change is a universal constant'..for good/bad..time will/can only tell..I realise sometimes..to be a fool to being an intelligent fool.
  Praying,the ChaOs theory proves me wrong.. in this bubble of unsustainable/overconfident.. model of.. change and consumerism..benefiting only a fraction of the population..of billions..the fact being, in this era of change/development a corporations profits are enough to bail out a nation..and where a model/invention is obsolete the next day/month/year..will only lead to clarity..not blank checks/minds..of.. unemployment/valuelessness.. and.. put our human race at risk, due to human logiclessness/greeD

binarY..

    I have been.. always/am.. behind, understanding the mathematical calculations in life..as in a movie..an eminent artist states..life/cosmos.. runs on precision..and.. mathematics/numbers..determines..the.. precision/timings..of.. Once existence..without which everything is zerO..so true to his statements..What is life in this era of advancements, without mathematics..two binarY numbers, fascinates me sometimes..1 and 0..without which,my present/current communication media is nullified..computers, which after the invention of the wheels,another zerO..changed the dimension how people trade/think..runs on two digits..1 and 0..Why not 2/4?? On which the present world in short runs/survives..in all sense/aspect..equated..to.. existence/survival.. in this era of adaptability/acceptability/likability/dependability.

  What  is the highest number which is divisible?? I wonder..it is infinity..and the smallest, countable number in its full..visible/tangible.. sense..its 1..as..1/1=1..hum!! like wise.. 0/0=0.. These binaries have some meaning/relevance then in this universe/cosmos..what could that be?? The religious order says..there is only one God,be it per.. Hinduism/Zoroastrianism/Buddhism/Judaism/Islam/Christianity..all attributed to one..'all streams lead to one'..and our existence linked by..all.. is to zerO..out of nothing/zero..'A'.. word/part..turned to flesh/life..that is.. i/we/us..referred to..in.. the holy books..being followed and still practiced by..The majority billions in our planet of this cosmos..of.. unknown.. limitations/understandings..all life attributed to.. 'A'=1.. being..out of..all derived/created..my ignorant mind sometimes makes me think/question..why are we then..special/unique..to.. all the beings/creations?? being attributed.. to thyself.. in image/self.. to my teachings installed within my limitations..
  The developments made out of the wheel..to.. the computers running on.. 0 and 1..has a logical reasoning..an era.. where the satellite,which is man made, control/controlling.. voice/distance/account/imagination..why not then..'A'.. super/divine.. being/creator..not have a master control over all living creations..and have..'A'.. precise/nano..account.. information of all its creations?? As we homosapiens are.. aiming to/striving to.. make/centralise/simplify/unify..all data's available .. to a single format/platform/database/usage..for.. simplicity/accountability..which is their ultimate destiny/dream.

  Having said this, my mind fly..to.. some basic questions/fundamentals..encountered daily by current humanity..Why do we strive for 'A' monogamous, personal relationship/political ideology..which is acceptable and proven sustainable, no matter what, for 'A' final.. good result/outcome..in all respect..to cut short/rather than running around the bush..in personal life,man and women,that is 1+1=1?? becomes only 2?? 1+1=2?? 2=offspring(s)/kid(s)..if the balance is tilted..what?? 2/2 becomes 1,and that one is non divisible..as an atom/quark/lepton..in like manner.. be it in separation/unification..in separation/divorce..caused by opportunity/circumstances/ideology/choice ..being triggered by these factors as .. economics/hardships/freedom,liberation or independence/nothing..in this process..the outcome/bi product of 1's..is shaped by the 1's choice..in terms the destiny..mental/social..stability/attributes..written/sketched..by the 1's actions/deeds..The past generation had mostly a single responsibility/assignment/consignment/objective.. added to 'A' single individual..and being understood/accepted/imbibed/attributed to the second individual..with the passage of time/history..has lead to multiplicitation/catastrophes..where the balance..of.. scale/equilibrium.. tilted/shifted..and got homogenised.. the current homogeneous system  once imbibed/absorbed got assimilated into a heterogeneous system..which as long as, in a solution form/format remains intact, but separates out with time, if in a suspension format..in simple chemical/chemistry terms..so the binding agents used in a solution/suspension are..love/respect/acceptability/ approachability..and the dividing factor/agent are..anger/ego/pride/arrogance..as if the relationship is.. bridged/compiled.. up.. as in a suspension, mostly in the case..of.. love/arranged..relationships..it has to be constantly, shaken to homogenise, depending on the nature of the individuals involved and environmental factors affect/affecting..their.. stability..unified by..tradition/religion..in majority of cases..and in a solution situation its a matter of.. precision/timing.. in short luck/karma.. works/sustains.. well to time, until unless, supersaturated/misused..to.. the limit.. with a deliberate intention only..in all this.. the basic.. foundatioN/anatomY..of the two parties involved has to be.. understood/studied..mandatory..for sustainability..as..scientifically/holistically as possible..towards once/others..physical/chemical..knowledge/awareness..as the two individuals involved in a partnership are biologically nonidentical..and it thus become very vital, for the homosapiens..to.. understand and learn the mental/chemical.. changes/reactions..happening at each quarter ..of the.. male and female individuals life..which behaves different at different quarters, in once life..as in a male its not always a physical attribute and in the female its not always a nectar producing juicy pot.
As with respect to political contest as briefed above..politics weather.. i/you/we..like or not..is an integral part of this fabricated society..which drives.. once way of life.. to.. a greater degree/freedom..with ..an imbibed..within.. hidden/unconscious.. motive.. instilled/formatted..into every individuals life/brains..for.. 'A'.. unified/common good..again its a factor of 1..or its a matter of 0..led to/leading into..by.. frictions/wars..of misunderstanding/misjudgement/distrust/infidelity..within.. societies/communities/regions/nations..so polities weather it can be classified as a necessary evil/obligation..is 'A' mandatory need..can't be brushed aside as 'A' want..or will hit.. me/you/us.. back on once head.. unexpectedly/surprisingly.. like a boomerang ..if not handled wisely/seriously. Be on guard against 'A' politician/party,who mix.. religion/need..as..it is the 'only' job description of the politician.. to.. fight for the 'common need' of his public.. elected/to be elected..that is..food/clothing/shelter/health..and its ..The.. choice/responsibility.. of the public/law..to safeguard his/her religious views.The 'choice'not to be misguided/mishandled. And there is 'A' fine line of difference between..being.. charitable/just..the latter should be attributed to the divine,and the former to the humans..in taughts/deeds..thus making..him/her.. meeker/humbler/truer..to self.. As my cosmic knowledge/wisdom,is very limited to the quark/lepton of the teachings of 'A' carpenters son,who resided/residing..within.. us/me for 33 years.Who said,"Ask and you will receive,Seek and you will find,Knock and the door will be opened to you".
  I happened to hear,when in fever,the parent of  'A' child,being referred/recommended by the doctor,formulated by the pharmacist, gives medicine to the ailing person..disapproved..for its texture/taste..but forced to take..result..relief/life..not..agony/death..so.. 'A'..value/political..view..is very vital..to believe in.. one/'A'..should not be left for as 'A' choice..within self..being confused for long..being Only made..after given the freedom..of.. choosing and time to maturity..and to remember that in life,one gets annoyed/angry with only 'A' person one cares/loves..not the one in the street..as it is correctly being said..'when you start giving too much importance to some1 in your life,you tend to loose the value in their life'.. pray for that fine wisdom..to.. enlighten self..at.. that juncture/point..of happening and be made realised.. I.. am not alone..there is a person who cares/loves mE.
  So the binary figures 1 and 0 is as complicating as it can be, it only depends, how it is handled and utilised..for good/development..or.. for bad/destruction..as one should not take a sudden/hasty decision/opinion,as the best time to analyse/judge the outcome of 'A' scenario/situation unfolding.. is later/time..and may common  rational sense prevail/rational wisdom prevail..within each homosapiens to make the right choice..be in.. personal relationship/ political decision.. making..utilising the vast knowledge bank of the past/history..to..learning and repeating the same follies/mistakes..and.. rectifying/imposing.. it/them.. only later when burned with..Man should not try to become God..Creator/Destroyer..but should work hard to meet the needs/aspirations.. of.. his/her.. people..limiting the intervention of the almighty for once survival/well being..where may the wisdom of 1 and 0 lead..us.. only towards enlightenmenT

choicE..

    In our era of choice,I am reminded of the things we missed/missing..considers to be, the best part of my/our life..left behind..now..lost.. rushinG/gallopinG/steaminG/propellinG.. ahead in full potential/thrust..towards a disillusioned/misguided..lifE/futurE.. of.. ambiguity/vagueness..where things are loved and people are being used..by trying to be/thinking to be..organic/natural.. is the irony of this  millennium in choicE.
    I am reminded of my legends,to refresh the memory..my/our..grand parents, who are the reason..of.. my/our.. being..in this jungle..of.. uncertain/fabricated/oblique/opaque erA of choicE..beyond a point..now..being controlled by..the..choicE..after a point the choice does not know..what.. the choice is/was?? As being sometimes, mocked by my wife/mother for being..in.. the past/timid,with..an.. attitude/view point.. of the 70's..asked them once, of my curiosity.. What do you expect from me?? from a 70's model hus/son.. the answer was fast/straight..be real to the present..ok!! then, you want me to behave like our kids born in the Y2K generations..with that level of maturity/reasoning..hum!! then a cloud of delima/confusion arouse within their clouT.. ha!!
    I still, miss/cherish.. the hand full..of.. few toys.. I got as present from my parents/relatives..some still intact in its old majesty and glory..dought if my kids will remember.. me/jungle of toys.. they are in now..in this erA..of.. choice/plenty..with ipads/iphones/tabs..replacing personal relationship/touch/intimacy..where personally am drowned..to.. breath and am trapped..within.. this civilisation of unprecedented change/choice..and buy/give.. my kids the same..and see them with.. it.. to me..is now the reality and my choice..advertisements..drives/driving.. the mind/head/heart..where a person has the libertY of Choice..to keep/process..'n'..number of husbands/wives/children's..as it has now become more fashionable/more acceptable/more charitable.. to adopt..than to have.. and to say/proclaim..I am residing/staying..with my steP to my owN..and hide beneath a clouD/clouT..of.. depression/anxiety..sOrry!! We have..very.. well trained graduated.. psychiatristS/psychologistS.. treating/guiding.. us..Who them self are in the same weLL..Degree/University.. guiding us out of the darkness of our being/within.. An Era.. where parents sacrifice..their.. choice of.. food/clothing/being..for.. their kids/children's..making it..milder for.. them to chew/pallate in..than to.. hearing them cry/yell out of frustration..now an easy way to shut their mouth..choice..made with moneY/timE.. 'A'.. decent/soft/easy.. upbringing/life..hiding/masking..the.. reality/taste..of.. life/traditions..and expecting all the best..of.. traditions/flavours.. from their children's.. for/from.. the future..to deliver/give a simple example..when we organise a party..we have kids special and adults special..what is kids special now??non spicy/mild/preserved.. froZen.. juicy chicken breasts/fish fillets..preserved from ice ages..or.. cheese pizzas/kids macs special..just cheese it /beef them up..sOrry..we now have special trained allergic clinics/shots/indigestion tablets/drops..which will take care of them/it..I don't remember getting, such a choice during my childhood days..was lucky, if i got some of my parents choice..and if the point is, made against/brought to light..will be labelled..as.. outcast/primitive..first from.. within home/then society..what is the choice left??..if.. I/we.. want our kids to grow up the way.. I/we.. want them..make milder, similar foods as adults,wash the food of extra spices, for them..give one choice not many..be it..toy/food/life.. and confuse them..or..be ready to eat their choice trained by thyself/absorb living in their choice shown by thyself.. 'if'.. invited..once to their home..as if i/we.. are living.. and inviting.. my/our parents.. with a.. grateful/open heart..to.. my/our home..unless otherwise without a preconceived motive/objective..expect a question from our children..Where were you?? with your parents during their needs/wants??Oh!!they had 10/8/4/2 children's..one amongst them..took care/taking care..as he/she.. was/is.. more liked/attached/got more favours from them..I was put aside/disliked..made my own.. world/future/fortune..hard working ..wow!! What a royal Bluff/Flush..of responsibility/wisdom gained in life..I guess you got practical/sacrificed for us..don't expect that answer from my/our children..actions/deeds.. speaks/penetrates..faster than.. empty.. words/actions/dramas..'just remember that/it'..like a famous Malayalam actor says..will bounce back.. like light rays falling on a surface in modern physics terms.
    I am reminded, of a question, asked to a great eastern,  thinker/philosopher..why don't you dress up like a gentleman..he after a paUse replied..I better focus on..my.. charactor/actions/deeds..to.. my dress..to.. be.. classified/dropped.. into.. the colony of so called 'gentleman'.. So true..to.. where.. I/we..are heading in this era of uncertaintY/clouT..where it is fashionable/acceptable.. to adopt to deliver/to take to give/ to possess to sharing/to duck out to meet head on..in all aspect of life.. equated to.. needs and wants..in.. my/our.. life/within..be it food/clothing/shelter..'as being happy does not mean everything is perfect..it just means.. i/you/we..have found the right tailored medication'
    In a world where..i/we.. run/jog/cycle/row..striving to..maintain/ get/become..A.. member in premier clubs..to show off..once vocabulary skills/dramatic skills/toned body.. but having no time..to.. clean/tidy/organise..once own.. inner self/house/yard..as its all now 'A' stressful.. job/priority..needing ..special..gurus/occasions/helps/guidance's.. is the irony of our present Millennium..and the fine line/wave length..of.. wisdom/understanding..to balance.. the heads/the tails..to the ..past/present.. for.. my/our/their.. future.. is the only key...to an.. evergreen/organic/natural.. Way to/of lifE