bIrthdAy..

    What day is it today, I asked my daughter she replied Monday, silly you appa you forgot hum!! Then what so special about today, it's just another leap into a space of uncertainty with  happenings to be  engraved into history termed as time,which is divided into ..seconds/minutes/hours/days/years..for convenience of recollection and referral to any piece of ..event/happening ..of  the..past/present/future to be.
    The sun..rises/shines/hides..depending on the weather designed for that region, some human crafted aspects debated on influencing the natural pattern intended actually for the day. Then one fine morning comes a  unique day for all individual happening once 365 days considered uniquely special by thyself and by some closely knit important personalities. What so ..special/relevance.. for a day.. happening/remembered.. only once  year round for some fortunate. I happen to explore deeper within into the meaning of the word 'birthday'. A birthday happens only once in a life time, to that persons space and point in time unique to that identified individual per records scientifically.  The rest are calculations laid down for the  individuals trip around the solastic orbit to reflect back on to the..joys/sorrows/lessons..earned during the journey called living in the life. A day put aside to think of self and question probably..why am'I' here?/what is my objective?where have 'I' reached?..and work around with..how to achieve?/when to achieve?..sketched out of experiences gained from the past and present.
    I was wondering the term birthday is misleading, to prove my point made earlier if reasoned scientifically for the explanation if one asks me, my explanation would be for example; when was my  second daughter born..I should say precisely, she was born on Wednesday,8th of April 2009 ,but this year her birthday fell on Sunday, 8th of April 2012. So the term birthday is.. irrelevant/misleading.. in the casual contest of the day if we should thus interpret it..makes more sense literally for birth date not birth day.So the margin of error of our..judgement/reasoning.. starts with the interpretation of birthday.To conclude on the observation which we casually wrongfully accept as right, is the reality of our life,words and events placed and misplaced for the convenience of interpretations not to be taken literally. May common sense prevail, into doing and thinking what is right to the moment of history in the making by self, one unique date set aside for self analysis only to be coined birthdatE.

secUrIty..

    The word security rings two bells into the ears..external/internal..when..talked/taught.. about. The former dominates the taught process and propels one into action, to the rational internal balance which should otherwise be per my understanding. Why does the mind play pray to the established  fact of insecurity driving one to further instability triggers my curious mind often, reminding oneself not to be judgemental seems a far cry in practicality lesson of living into the life. An open mind ready to accept the grudge of.. misfortune/circumstance..of time with ease is living into the reality,comprehending on the simple philosophy of how much is how much enough after all.The two major external stability deterrent factors..space/resource..predetermines the major component of stability of an individual per pure economics driving ..self/society.. towards..security/insecurity. A platform hypothetically created to rule out these factors, should then create an optimal environment to bring in security. What could be then the recipe for backing this perfect  scenario, is it then just basic needs met for food,clothing,shelter like flour,sugar,butter the very basic components of a cake recipe  /education as repeated awareness created, to the essence, fillings within a cake to be baked on controlled fire to the test of calculated time . These are the crucial key components on two sides of a balancing scale and the environment surrounding it that is the mind set,imagine to be like these extremes..gravity/vacuum..built on a platform of..water/earth/fire..understood simply as..will/vision/dedication..to be balanced through deterrents of ..ignorance/ego/control..by means of ..integrity/patience/virtue..as arrogance is a cultivated art with test of circumstance crafted out of..misunderstandings/accidents/grudge/selfishness. Leading one and the next blood line to a deeper black hole of uncertainty. For..what/where/how/when..to put a full stop is the ignored understood capability of humanity, superior to explored species so far.
    To highlight on some ironies of security issues of our era to statements posted online on..resources/values/freedom.  I wondered and commented thus on resources. One simple ?? Imagine the west and the rest of the world minimises the usage of ..oil /gas..instead encourages subsidizing only alternative source of energy, does one think this technology doesn't exist and they are ignorant. What is the revenue of oil depended nations. Lets ..hope/pray.. for ..unity/brotherhood.. not be fools in paradise, unless yearning for a primitive barbaric lifestyle again to be led by examples first by one who propagates so.Sorry, I hope  cotton worn around does not grow in these nations, nor does the technology to purify water from the ocean for the population now established, construction technologies, health care etc..let us not spread ignorance but virtue and common sense pleasE, we are all dependent on each other for one reason or the other, as educated individuals let us be sensible first to spreading viral images of ignorance. On the issues of guarding once religious values supremacy, happened to note on an interesting debate in present time on veils over to make it more liberal and convenient for its citizens, with a history of its own relevant ..present/past.. still practising in the name of ..choice/freedom..happened to comment. Classic peak of ignorance, if one values a ..tradition/ritual.. what is wrong in it?? I am waiting for a day when all men would be expected to move around.. clean shaved/bald headed.. for xyz reasons but allowed to kneel down for prayers in front of a bearded man on the cross, is the irony of..knowledge/ understanding.. spread/imbibed..now!! By the way I dought if a cross relick can be displayed in public aided institutions in many western institutions,which once prided on saying 'All roads lead to Rome'..still the leaders of these institutions don't get it, living under a shroud of.. knowledge/corruption/ignorance?? But teach history lessons through their ..schools/colleges. In practice what is the relevance of history some often question, if lessons are not learned from its past!! May be.. hope/faith..is what is driving the knowledged privileged class, in propagating so of its past glory and deeds. On the question of safeguarding continental influx of immigration, to be strictly enforced across borders,often wonders if there were electric barriers set prehistorically to prevent influx of migrations, later to be rigorously pursued in the name of..protection/safeguarding..of whom/what for??
      Where should the emphasis be pointed to sustain security. An earnest effort if not..asserted/ attempted.. in the arena of..physical/mental/social..well being will then tilt the balancing scale towards imbalance and  will undercooked or over burn the cake. To be reassured periodically through reasonably tolerated spirituality of..faith/hope/ trust/love/responsibility..to be focused and worked on through from within self..with a motto of self understanding and reflection to judgement, would then lay a platform of stability and security within self and surroundings. Worth reminding to self that positivity radiates security, to negativity beaming out instability in majority of the daily circumstancEs.

rItUaL..

    Rituals and traditions determining the identity of an individual like identity markers. Which,I and you love, linked to faith and passed over as traditions paving way to different customs determining the personality of..tribes/nations..at large. Why this many diversities, the answer lies with natural selection and observation, kind of like asking, why so many different verities within the same species of..animals/birds/fishes/plants. The unique linking identifying quality is nothing but rituals, binding a bunch of commons together in sharing a single platform of space, within the minds with some unifying common objective carved inside to surrounding circumstances of the past . The dislikes branching out to start their own space, blossoming out unique with time is the beauty of  natural selection confused with so called.. undocumented/disregarded..gap. Not to say the final outcome of natUre is bliss of no triviality in any regard. The marvel of life is holding and guarding this identity to the test of change. The final truth being different colours of the same species of flowers together only add  to the delight of the nature lover.
    I am accustomed to a set of.. pattern/discipline..born into not by choice but by chance. With..flaws/opportunities..as with any other..customs/rituals. The serenity to imbibe in the opportunity within to the flaws is termed as potential. And the attitude centered around to the environment acts as a..catalyst/prerequisite.. to exploring the rituals born into, usually trivialized with time as nothing should last for ever,is the universal philosophy always taken over by a factor called curiosity and applauded as an appreciable change. Stagnant adamant philosophies as proven with natural selections have failed the test of time. Understanding this basic outlined characteristic pattern and acting at its peak log phase, as in the life cycle of the tiniest bacterium is called sustainability model. The ones which acted promptly identifying and analysing the.. A/B/C/D..of the curve ..survived/survives.
    Why is my ritual, now kind of a jock to the majority into, bluntly denied by its providers is the enigma which  shatters my rest often. A ritual baked and tested with time, loosing its flavor being  promoted  as tradition not aligning to the application software accustomed to the device used daily now as changed with a factor called revolution . The reason is simple to my observation.. the old format has either lost its flavor of being over exposed to circumstances/ perceived adulterated with situations..as the taste lies within the pudding. The tendency to hide the wrong and prove the wrong as right is what is termed as adulterated. As any ritual followers basic programming stands on the foundation of..true/false..and trying to prove otherwise is a virus in the programme incorporated by the provider itself and deemed expensive in the long run to resolve, which clogs its  functioning at large. So may the truth be truth for a ritual to roll over into the next phase, not to be hacked and diluted by some.. deemed privileged authority/too large to fail personalities.
    My born into tradition by chance not by choice teaches me only one truth. To mould the flesh to withstand negativity represented by bread and to choose the means what is right to nourish the flesh symbolised by wine for blood..kind of true when considering the..basic.. structural unit/taste..of both. To be..reiterated/reminded.. at least once a week to keep its base defragmented to the test of error possibilities, as understood well in advance by him to its basic limitations in its creation. Guiding as a pole star for modest seekers how to discipline as shown by its founder.Blood the collective life providing units to each distinctive different compartments within performing the.. nourishing/detoxification..activity reminding one to choose a work cultural ethics, based on the philosophy of.. justice/righteousness. Thus helping one to feed the..flesh/sole.. with just simply the trUth. Spreading the positivity gained symbolised as news by his followers. Remembering the..BC/AD..and celebrating within both, understanding as to what had to happen was conceived well into the womb during the BC and delivered out into the AD to help practice into the way..to/of.. life..seeked/questioned..over generations. Now specified into simple..words/deeds..as shown by the master for us all to..follow/practice.

Should it be then..humane/natural..to..remember/ignore..the creator?? Ex..animals forget their creators so should humans per many as observed through nature. Then one should not talk of parental love and responsibilities,see the link and trend created thereafter. Ritual to me is a platform to remind of virtues, like practicing for a sport on a periodic basis, which only perfects once skills in that sport. To reflect within for the inner stability of the volatile mind is the objective of any founder. Which otherwise is possible beyond any doubt, but to remember how many can navigate by self without assistance, is the key to the lock. Thus a platform helps towards..reassurance/continuity..for the majority to built and develop from. Unfortunately to most its another arena to socialise, show once allegiance to a group as political parties of likes, meanwhile  diluting the intention of the needy to the real inner reflection and workout for the best of self as shown and led by its foundEr.