nuditY..

        The peak of purITY is nudITY..which often strikes me, like a lightening, to my ignorant/subconscious mind..hoping, it don't strike twice,to burn me in..the/this.. turmoil..of.. lust/addiction..as being fought over by the greatest of great leaders..to harmonise/stabilise.. their.. spirit/mind..If the mind is clear/pure,why fear/cover..I wonder sometimes/often..where/how.. then.. has/have.. all our spiritual.. gurus/mullahs/priests..lost in direction/practice, to this reality of purity..as humanity is made/created.. nude/naked..Where then is the inner balance/spirit..guidance/teachings..to ignore/withstand..sensibly/knowingly..the first realisation..of.. man/woman.. after the first sin was.. he/she.. is nakeD..Why am.. I/We ashamed??of the truth/nature..Why are our..preachers/teachings..so eager/determined.. to.. cloth/cover.. us up/themselves up..toe/head..Where is their insight/purity??..or..Are they playing to the tune of ignorance and making others dance to its tune?? In this era of globalisation,where the gulf/gap between distance/noice/voice..are.. shrinking/shrunk..as.. I/We.. notice the world  unifying..for.. economic/political.. reasons..some light to be shed/thrown into..as life runs short/supported.. 'now on  assistance beyond a point'..as a lamp burning on oil, extinguishes, faster on its usage..per my understanding/definition.. of/on.. the.. longevity/expiry life of humanity.. to my.. split/narrow.. minded.. observation/approach..as it creeps up to me..to be a fool to an intelligent fool.
    In our era, where needs are being met to a majority,otherwise its a choice made by its majority..to time.. where an ever ending horizon of wants..creeping/blinding.. the minds of the humanity..blurring once..directions/routs..to be taken towards harmony/stability..within/surrounding..as in the positivity within can only lead to pull/attract the negativity around to being positive..where/how else will there be otherwise harmony/peace..within/self..the west constantly challenging/being challenged..on the power of nudity.. east is informal/chaotic and rhythmical to the traditions..blindly.. accepted/practiced.. through generations without questioning..hardened by time..probably with the booming population..for security/stability..or.. ignorant/will..where the philosophical/religious..order which still governs the..values/minds..once..flourished/established..to the rest of humanity..has it/did it..live only.. a.. shallow/hollow.. mark..or is it the natural way of protecting the fruits as within a jack fruit skin/a way to stand out different to rest of the creation  each day dressed out different to be just different.
    To the question of wants in life economically..the west seems to be setting the benchmark to this ever ending phenomena of possessiveness/greed..being burned within self and attracting others to this burning coal pit of ignorance, beyond a limit/point..being charred into itself..in the name of freedom/choice..still holding on to the chunk of abundance..in the name of international boundaries/treaties..and then mock the east for poverty and caoes..and getting fried/obese..with/in.. its abundance and sending out its siblings, at a very tender ages of curiosity to posses/sustain..themselves..to the blessing of the east who still holds on..cherishing/sharing..its fruits given for an average for 15% of its live as joy..the west..hurting/scaring/rubbing off/snatching..the adolance/innocence of childhood..in the name of economic stability/security..parents living for self/expected from their fruits..to be self reliant/independent..is it really  needed in this blessed abundance..is my question..after all.. who/what..for..do we hold on to/for?? in the name of immigration/boundaries..to bar/keep out..the rest/select..is the complexity of our engraved/etched.. in..  DNA/Manufacturer.
    May time and time alone..refine/unify..our taught/action..and clarify/illuminate..our path..towards..harmony/peace..around/withiN

wiSh

    In this season of lent- leading endurance not temptation..and withstanding pains-..'positive attitude in negative situations'..during this month of annunciation/ordination of the cardinals.. only one taught came to my mind..please lord..forgive/forget..lead me/my religious..to think simple..give us only one thing, practical common sense! to sense pain/suffering..using what?? simple organs..given to all..as..eyes/ears/nose/tongue..not using the wisdom engraved into books of encyclopedias for the classified wise/PhD theologists..priding to take a snap/picture in front of the volumes accumulated over time of human understandings..and to give us all the wisdom to realize.. that..path/passion..to.. truth/service..be not blurred with..blocks of..bricks/walls..thinking..where.. peace/harmony lies..but the stimulation/orientation of senses to understand that..they lye hidden in the heart/mind.
    As in a house, built on 4 walls and a roof..may not the 4 walls of a church/hospital/orphanage/school..be built on..blocks/money/charity/books..but on spiritual intention/unconditional service/unconditional love/on truth..shielded/covered.. on the top with.. faith/trust..not merely on.. empty words/shallow deeds..just to glorify self/publicity stunt..which.. will/have.. over time.. haunt/haunted..the.. organisation/corporation.. understood today..as.. abusers/piggy banks..started with a noble intention..built/constructed.. on pure intention as clear as white can be..layman/simple man.. offered/sacrificed self..happily..or with..bliss/dignity..without restrains/oppositions..no weapons/army..to defend/protect..per his rout/teachings..'though shall perish through the means though chose'..got shrouded in.. mysteries/scandals..over time..and their sacrifices misinterpreted and misguided.. to make/accumulate..more bricks/walls..of hatred/arrogance..as.. perceived/understood..in their teaching, being spread as wild fire..now..spirituality associated with..size of the church/building..where thy linked now to.. materialism/offerings..What a trap/trapped?? Why the need of spirituality, if temporary stability of the mind can be obtained by simple breathing exercises..Where are we getting lost/why?? History divided into..BC/AD..for ease in..reference/clarity..of.. taught's/information's/data's/knowledge's..accumulated over time..may.. I/We..dreAm/prAy.. for a EC to happen..a platform built not on..immature/childish..ideologies/principles..but one on..practicality/ease..in..living/leading..to a sharing platform of..needs/wants..met and given unconditionally, to.. any body/every body..nationally/internationally. Godliness is experienced through acts of unconditional charity/gratitude, and 'the discipline' very often leading/triggering to these acts is often simple prayers.
    I dream of a house/an empty room, where people gather, with an open heart.. not to be.. attracted/littered.. with.. paintings/glitter/lust/offerings..thinking not once.. near/into..how to sustain the.. stones/walls/roofs/floors..just an open space..to be.. alone/together..in communion with him..a person to lead the gathering, whose mind is not cluttered/shrouded..with the fear of.. insecurity/wealth.. to be accumulated.. to sustain the four walls/roof of the faithful gathered..but of peace/simplicity..as shown/led by him..who did not built.. but.. walked/floated/dwells..in/on.. the surface of.. land/water/air..Lord.. guide/show us/make us/force us..into.. the path you.. dream/dreamed..as we realise.. what we have built..the.. castles/colosseum's.. in thy name..now struggling to..maintain/sustain..in thy name of.. churches/hospitals/schools/institutions..perceived, rightly as business models..trading in thy name..ordinary simple people.. ordained/trained..to.. sustain theses blocks..who think/act.. to preserve these walls/blocks..lost.. 'in their'/'fellowship intentions'..foolishly not realising/but being trapped..in/within..like a blind man leading another..as perceived with this example, of.. black/white..as rightly portrayed by a black child..you call me coloured,but when i am sick am black,when in sun am black,when in all afflicted natural conditions i am still black..and when the white/yellow/brown.. is sick/challenged by nature..turn into blue/pink/red/yellow and still call me coloured..is our understanding of your creation.. but lost to pull your intentions into our walls..of our..'mind'..out of ignorance/pride..glorifying self/leading and trapping others.. to glorifying self, lead by our examples of knowledge bank/shallow superficial perceived spirituality..in the name of  honored diploma/PhD..by leading to and building walls.. within self/others..to be.. better/greater than..the opposite..Lord please, all be forgiven in thy.. Name.. ameN

righteouS..

    Am 'I' righteous/self-centered..is the question, which comes to my mind most often/frequently.. to be precise..am, 'I'.. a devils advocate, when it comes to self/my family..this is a concern, to the modestly few.. self conscious/self glorified individuals..as me..to be brought to the lime light/hot spot..on to a reality thrown to at an august gathering yesterday..that my friend asked, offered/took $400 to an associate of him in her need,when after an year he reluctantly asked, looks/stares at him as if,was harassing her..with no proof/evidence to substantiate the claim..only time/conscience..and the teaching guides to forgive..another teaching tells take the little given to the one, who did nothing and give it, to the one who multiplied the same ratio once given to..How practical is the scenario,when the ball comes to once court??..
    Humanity in itself is a puzzle/?? mark..The deeper one dives, the deeper it leads into the unknown/enchanted territories of dilemma/chaos..another puzzle, with more challenging complexity erupts, with the resolution/solving of one just considered the biggest/unresolved..is the mystery of once being..be personal/scientific..Life is portrayed as a constant struggle.. to be self/over the other..be in any sphere..Where to draw the fine line of satisfaction/contentment..after all.. how much is how much enough??to breath/drink/roll into /move around..as in a choir/orchestra..designed/tuned..for the singer the rest involved/classified as.. supporters/bystanders/onlookers/encourager's.. accepted/imbibed into as the reality/fact..not to be questioned/bend..I wonder sometimes all events/programmes..even prayers are designed to be intimidating..for the leaders involved..the mass in collective, is expected to look up to the cheer leader/coordinator..and node once head in acceptance/approval..When will this heterogeneous system..of.. difference/ self identity.. unify for a noble cause/purpose..of.. homogeneity/togetherness..still governed/divided for the few in this cluttered mass..of.. ego/self centrism. The day is not far behind, in this rapidly evolving/changing.. universe/time..If we turn behind the chapters of.. History/innovationS, its self explanatory..nations/technology..shrinking/unifying..to a single platform..propelled by need/circumstances..be for beginning/end?? Time can only dictate/show..
    May thy self, be the base/platform..to.. modulate/mold..to.. the needs of time..to.. truth/togetherness.. into the..  Harmony/Spirit..of.. lifE

diluteD..

    The curse, of this AD is people living in the BC..Where rules/guidelines.. are.. formulated/tested/applied/utilised..putting legs into the BC and AD..visualising/bending..for convenience of the few,abundantly still given to a few and rationed to the lot..as charity.. Why then divide the centuries/millennium into BC/AD?? Exploited still by the religious order/politicians..misleading/misguiding the billions..in the name of tradition/history.. For what/why?? Is it a sustainable model?? Having.. read/heard/seen/felt.. the past trends/mistakes of western civilisation..dark ages/crusade wars/gothic rush/supremacy ideologue..Picked up by the developing/underdeveloped nations..now following their predecessors path..in the name of truth/justice..'for all'..leading only towards chaos/unsuitability..objects/materials..still given priorities..'in'.. taught/actions/applications/deeds..not 'to' the.. peace/harmony..within being..leading only to unrest and confusions..What a way to start my blog today.
    I get frustrated/impatient..as always.. to the slow pace of understanding, to commonly understood rational thinking of.. 'right/wrong'..Why then needing time, for the commonly accepted right..to once.. conscience/mind..What is attracting/dragging one .. to.. accept/imbibe in.. the foolish/wrong..which is historically proven/with time??..Is the complexity of once being/time..As in the BC.. it was accepted.. an eye for an eye a tooth for a tooth (Exodus 21:24)..revised in the AD..Show the other cheek if slapped on one(Matthew 5:38-42)..Is it now accepted/applied??..Please be practical is our majority gurus advice/solace.. Oh!! then on saving/planning..look at the birds/flowers.. they do not plan/store..(Matthew 6:26)..When it comes to the practical sphere/hemisphere..again on approaching majority of the teachers/corporations.. which preaches theses ideologies/theologies..they looks down and tells..you have two hands/two legs.. work and earn to live..Why do you want to lead a life begging?? Its your 'freedom' to live free and die, when approached in time of bankruptcy/suicidal act..A different master plan/blueprint is sketched/drawn for these hypocrites, when they see their surplus decline, be by a small margin..is the shallowness, of their imbibed virtue..storing/planning..for more bricks/walls/supremacy/slaves..sometimes reminded of a saying..'how many ponds a heron has seen,and how many herons a pond has seen'..hum!! Is the irony of our reality in this world..and to concede/conclude in the teachings of the AD..as superficially accepted by the majority..Not to believe in the preachings of these blind/hypocrites..Matthew 23:1-38.. On who is a true disciples/his-her traits/guidelines??Mark 8:34, Matthew 16:24, Luke 14:26, Luke 9:23.. See how they twist the teachings/guidelines..to suit their needs/desires..need family/pleasure.. pick up BC..The hooks/bates for the fish/slaves pick up AD values/teachings..I/We see a blending effect..  BC+AD = Convenience/Authority..Put once leg in two boats=split apart.. with the current/tide..as proven with time/history..being repeated/followed..How long?? As said in..beware of people, coming in disguised as sheep/hidden wolves.. Matthew 7:15..With a final promise to the majority..ultimately leading to one at the end..'As all streams lead to one'..Self conscience/sublimation..is the Truth/Fact..to peace and harmony within/around..or will only lead to.. arrogance/dilemma.. within/around.. may not the wisdom/diplomas of the religious order not lead/guide its subjects..may not books/bricks/walls/competence.. be the object of their vision..but changes/momentum/fluctuations/vibrations in  simple sense(vision,hearing,smell,words) drive them to analyse/determine the facts/reality..in a being..leading to impartial//unbiased..sensible acts/deeds.. propelling driving them to him.   

    I have a strong conviction..spoken/typed.. in the language.. as accepted by the majority..followed by/being educated/unified globally/working together..in with a common  objective..be for financial stability/freedom of mind..for right/wrong..is the fact/truth..may common sense/wisdom prevail.. not be adulterated..and learn from the mistakes of the BC and propel the AD towards.. light/hope..preserving right time tested values of the past/utilising the wisdom of the present..Bitter fact in the present being, future.. offered/forced..deep down the throat.. 'the'.. food/values.. 'the present'.. do/doesn't.. cherish/understand/imbibe/accept..may not narrow minded.. theories/hatred..poison the.. taught/action..leading to unity/sublimation..of mind/heart .. may common sense/right wisdom.. prevaiL

   

   

xeroxinG/cloninG??

    I happened, to come across a plank which shared the plight/concern of the middle class population.. of a developing nation..showing their frustration over reservation..based on cast/religion..with a question..Where is my/their future?? Raised basically by.. private/corporate.. educated/working.. students/parents..When it come to opportunity/equality no body want to be left behind at any cost/reasoning..I taught..if you earned 100% by tutoring/coaching..Why not pay for once/your future too..as in the West..Why want it free??..if given free..ends up in a different nation the day passed out..With no civic responsibility/obligation at the common tax payers money/expense..Who is just/unjust?? Is the fact of developing nations story written..post their independence/freedom moment..Nations gripped/entangled..in the karma of feudalistic ideologies/thinking..prided/priding to be addressed as Sir/Madam..A vicious cycle of..attitude.. passed/embedded deep in the sole of every being..where.. East/West unifies for a common goal objective..with an intention of Economics/Labour..kind of mutual symbiotic relationship..with its pros/cones..portrayed as economic independence/realised in labour exploitation..harvest rationed to the majority and given in excess to the few..'Old wine in new bottle'..to make my stand clear before, I proceed ahead..I am not a communist/socialist/capitalist/independent..to me are just some.. clever empty/well articulated/punctuated/pronounced..clever/feudalistic words..I am just an average human being..with moderately functioning organs/systems..these are all some words was/now being used to exploit,  uneducated/illiterate.. minds/souls..as.. actions/deeds.. speaks louder than words..to be visually/tangibly.. seen/experienced..where abstract punctuations/philosophies.. has/have.. no tangible.. outcomes/values..when/where its a struggle of needs..to me its a sophisticated word/mind sharpening game of the few..with no purity/intention..but to gain respect/recognition in this well crafted/engraved society of hierarchy/ladder..of needs and wants..
    The east is seen as a cheap xerox machine by the west,as in the past being visualised as slaves by their ancestors..a circle completed..as barbarians now become the civilised..'last becomes first and first becomes last'..the facts states/speaks of the results..how many colleges/universities/industries/research.. are listed/ranked..globally in the top 100 in these developing nations..how many Nobel laureates/sports icons..emerge from these developing nations..as compared to their status once in the West..who/what earns them the reputation/esteem, one dreamed off in their books..as it becomes more relevant to their experience in life..be it in the field of science/technology..Ironically,to my observation, how many leaders/laureates.. who changed the face of the developing/underdeveloped nations..had their education/exposure in..to the West prior to their revolution/transformation..within their homes/nations.. facts/statistics as understood now..speaks for volume..in our current century..history it seems is completing its circle..And an interesting fact being people when placed between..free/between/none..choices in life, behave differently..as experienced by the health care provided to its citizens..in most of developed western societies, its a right, its freely accessible to all its citizens..in some developed nations when its a choice,to be made, leading the people spinning for options, with needs surpassing supply to in the jar, to be paid for, based on the option picked up towards meeting the objective..to the nations, where its not available, pay to get it/pay as one goes..the middle ground/individuals squashed between as in sandwiches in the previous two scenarios.
    I wonder often,how now is the education system so different and diverse to the East/West..where once actually the cradle of civilisation/development/religious thinking/philosophies.. happened/emerged.. out  in the BC's..it comes/broils down to one point/center..shar"I"ng..it, was/is..considered fashionable/practical.. to.. hide/keep.. within.. a.. family/clan/group/society..the concept of sharing/spreading..being.. limited/restricted ..with intimidating caractors/words..but simplified and applied.. for all in/by the west..expanding the horizons of acquired knowledge/wisdom in the process..an example..how many of us share our cooking skills/recipes..to a needy friend/relative..forget the society..How open are we..so what happened??It got handicapped/crippled..basically stagnated/restricted..with time..'as rolling stones gather no moss'..was understood and implemented by the westerners..and the lucky few allowed in..has accessibility to its vast randomly collected intellectual potential/natural resources..database/abundance..enough to sustain the humanity..for millennial to come/roll by..With my experience,In the East, the system is still being blamed within for lack of creativity/idea..but not openly accepted..due to pride/ignorance??reason being the system/society..has a parrot/xerox machine approach to these concepts..where the mind is trained/tuned/disciplined/grooved to a slot..and movement is restricted to resonance/frequencies.. permitted/allowed..its blindly being accepted/imbibed.. as the final word..where some hand picked personalities/individuals.. rules.. heart/mind..not self..a sharp contrast of my experience of the East/West.. being utilised/understood by the west..So does it mean the West has it all,to be now xeroxed by the east..No..please do not xerox it..use the wisdom's of reasoning/number..to make the fine balancing act..not leaving behind/erasing.. its rich cultures/values..which are priceless..which no industrialisation/technological advancement..can.. buy/purchase/create/develop..nor should be allowed.
    My daughter, at her Preision without action is daydream. Action without vision is nightmare'. May our action/vision be a memorable kiss-keeping it short simple.. for all.
    The key to heaven,which is happiness/peace.. within/around..'as if'.. the surroundings/neighbourhood.. are dirty/poverty.. how can one enjoy a clean tidy house/nation..when a good percentage of once day is spend outside..is a small taught for me/you..may the wisdom 'I'/'We'.. imbibe in today/tomorrow..lead/guide.. me/us.. only to share/create/develop/modify..my views/thinking/approach/attitude to life..with an open clear vision/window,not to be entangled in the web of delima/confusion..of meaningless sophisticated words..for what is righT/trutH..by just being just,leaving charity to the creator where it duly belongS

longevitY..

    'Heal the world,make it a better place for you and for me'..as sung by an eminent person, who once ruled the music world/industry..found it difficult to understand/imbibe in, the difference..of/between.. black/white..painted himself white..to be .. understooD/accepteD..perhaps better.. within/globally..tragically ended in pain..who lost..none but himself..but left a vision for whom??..trying to find the difference between brown/white eggs.. I, often think..why people fight/what makes them fight..a simple game is enough to create friction, spill pools of blood.. God created humanity..why/what..for?? forget the racial/religious.. divide/split..over ideology/values..Why did the first siblings,nobody to compete/prove too.. per religious records,as understood by the majority.. who did not belong to any group/community..Cain/Abel..farmer/shepherd..end up being, in the first forensic murder trial of human  history..Cain is portrayed as sinful, for killing his only brother Abel, after God rejected his offerings of produce/fruits..but accepted Abel's sacrifice,the first lamb born to one of his sheep..he did not think he  created/made,he was probably a simple laid back person..enjoyed nature and  lived in it..unlike his elder  brother, who was probably wiser/practical..to our present, onLy rationally accepted/acceptable understanding..a keen observer..understood/learned.. the way reproduction or cycle of life, sustained/happened in this planet..grew his own crop/multiplied..taught he did it all by his labour/efforts..and offered/produced it to God, was denied/rejected.. makes me think/realise..man wants to discover/invent..and be accepted/recognised/rewarded/remembered..if not face the consequences..hum!!
    Per old scriptures/manuscripts we realise people lived for hundreds/thousands of years..how/really?? Per Jewish tradition/teachings.. "Adam and Eve had 56 children. This was possible, in part, because Adam lived to be 930 years old. Some scholars believe that the length of the life spans of the people of this time was due to a vapor canopy in the atmosphere."..again strange/mystical..as might be..why can't this be true..My grand parents had 6/9 children's..now its 1/2..they lived for 70/80 years..without much medical support through out their healthy productive life..changed with my parents and me ..who cannot live 'A' week without medicine/medical intervention..what?? Truth/Fact..just a logical simple thinking/observation..happened/happening..Why?? Can  it be due to a craving created out of  greed/desire/ease/nothing??..don't know??but happens..Our ozone layer, is to be blamed per the latter theory/teaching..Who is responsible for the depletion of ozone layer/layers?? Is it.. I/We/Us/Him??
    I/We, can see/experience, one change in my life/livelihood.. love/long..to.. see my child fit in/into my shoes..carry/fulfill.. my unfulfilled dreams/aspirations..my heart/brain..beats/ticks..faster to my ancestors/predecessors..then..like a car which has run the most mileage irrespective of its manufacturing date..lives/retains.. the least life expectancy/value..true/false??..logical/practical??..reasoning/explanation..Why/What for??..I don't know..As rightly guided by a great spiritual leader, to his fellow subject,first remove 'I' from once taught and secondly remove the taught, leading to the unrest within..is the only  recipe.. for/towards.. happiness/fulfilment..as enlightened by the maestro who experienced.. luxury/poverty..to its extreme/core..in/within..his bodily human flesh/being..fly-first love yourself..seems is the mantra towards its beginning..as the energy in/within gets positive, transmits waves of positivity around,in the process as the surrounding/people around.. get positive/stabilised..transmits back positivity/harmony.. The day people think alike,with a common vision/objective.. just live/help/understand/accept..is only 'A' dreaM