lessOn

    Recently came across few posts , the first one went on to say 'lots of relationships fail because we spend more time pointing out each others mistakes and not enough time enjoying each others company' so true to personal/social/national/international underStandings of events and situations unfolding/undertaken to be witnessed with our evolved/evolving time. The second one went on to say 'the only difference between a good day and a bad day is your attitude'. Speaking about the attitude, reminded of another lesson shared by a divine teacher 'one of the hardest lessons in life is letting go, weather it is guilt,anger,loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go'. We have evolved into an underStanding where the practical reasoning to be successful is to imbibe within this reasoning that 'don't tell your problems to people, the phyla-buster majority don't care and the remaining few are glad that you have them'. So swallow your fear/success/need/point of view, in the name of  survival/humility/competence/arrogance. Sometimes tried fruitfully/vaguely/disastrously by spiritual ideologies/reasoning to define human life  'as a combination of matter and spirit/soul where its knowledge is directed at liberating the spirit/soul from the combination of matter'. Which we understand as religion, propagated through institutions/organisations branded often as the soul legal custodians of this abstract practical/principled understanding deemed virtue. To often lead the majority into pitch darkness from their already established slumber of erotica doom.
    To witness the uproar/dissatisfaction  of a nation classified as developing in the recent past few days, fighting out for an apology/pardon from a super nation in terms of its destructive and constructive power/wealth, whose established national official was taken into custody for human rights violation. Was tempted to make this comment saying ' A point in time, when Slum dog millionaire nations are sometimes reminded to sniff off its own dust/smoke. When claiming for rights of its own presumed cream of creams/educated/cultured/sophisticated. Worth reflecting today by looking into once own house/down across from once own balconies, to claiming the due diligence of dignity/equality. How can any one earn for any true ethical moral respect internationally,when one treats its 'own likes' as scums to later expect sympathy/recognition for an oversight.  A wake up call to its citizens where life is often played as in a game of chess, where the majority pawns are simply used up first, followed by the paired couples to ultimately safeguard/protect the interest of the king/minister. A lesson for its people at large, knit up together fortunately/unfortunately in the name of democracy , where the game of chess interestingly originated. Praying/reminding its only a wake up call, to evolve out better and united, learning only lessons, not to wage war/brownie points else of no real literal potential/value.'
    The lesson learned today is to sympathies/empathize first, by accepting gratitude as an attitude which has   to be cultivated/motivated/worked upon 'first within' before expecting them from any other , and to smell once toot-peck sometimes, before venturing into others mouth/stick, and finally to give without expecting in return, that is putting once house in order morally/ethically prior to setting/suggesting for someones. Else to end up burning bridges across, and finally to end up leading/grooming a generation ,trowing stones at others by living within a glass housE.

neeD

   During this season of thanks giving, around this coordinate of my/our bubble. A moment to realize that life will/can only sustain life, as  perceived/understood so far for living within this matter of flesh/blood. A time to reflect back and say thank yoU natUre for all you have provided to me for my evolution/understanding/exploration so far. With gestures made of coming together to supplement/compliment the understood happenings of give/take to the evolved understanding of needs/wants in sustaining/propelling oneself into a matter of abstract quanta called time. Memories collected rewinding/forwarding to the point of understood/experienced towards vision/mission to be bloomed/evolved. Simply we now call as thanks giving to meet the need of  collectiveness/togetherness to be within a factor of sustaining/maintaining an equation of breathing/mobility.
    So far my understanding of need goes to the point rewinding self to days, when we just had 'organic' meat/fish may be once a week few days a week/month, supplemented simply by basic needs.. needed towards maintaining/propelling ahead and heard from my parents they were even subsidized during their days. To be at a point in time when it is the norm of the day, to imagine a day without egg/meat/fish/fruits/vegetables for a day is a sacrifice/penance towards something to be accomplished/thanked for during these 'inorganic' days. Its a matter of basic need for my children to their understanding/exposure/circumstances within now. To wonder on the fact then that it is simply 'the exposure' which brings in 'the resistance' to face/meet other equation towards our understanding simply known as 'the reality'.  Was thinking about this when to witness patients/parents at my work place/social acquaintances, rushing to be highly sanitized/perfect in processing/behaving towards survival/evolution is when, I wonder on the form we evolved out into to give the very best to our 'seeds' worth reflecting on the word is what it is all about, will they survive the test of nature/time without giving an enoxaparin /carrying an epipen dose. To transfer over a very mechanical/robotic life to the next generation in the name of the right path/thing/track to be into. Is it the justice/truth..Often to think/wait forgetting to remind self/others to breath and realize that there is something called the real time/moment rushing blindly towards without taking a pause. As rightly immersed into words that we often behave and develop an attitude such that we tend to live in the past, working for/towards the future forgetting the present,as though the present is a moment gifted to work/think from the past towards only a future. When/what the present will come/bring is irrelevant to the current understanding/generation seems to me to be the evolved reality so far. To be depressed thus living in the past, anxious living for the future all together in the process forgetting the relevance of the present.Where often hope triumphs over a simple factor within self to be translated into a word called faith.
    Need is linked towards three equations in our understanding so far, simply called as the happiness/contentment/fulfillment towards this possession/maintenance/sustenance. To substantiate and to have credited/experienced this the very best during once poverty/nothingness to something/everything so far with/within grasp called material wealth, which ironically is cold to the objects made of as realized/revealed by the metals it is made of to be. Adding a sprinkle to the personality deemed then as cold within to all what they possess to be otherwise radiating warmth. Sharing/caring now often a metaphor towards tax evasion/status symbol reassurance to be relinquishing within the coldness within to receive expressions/gestures that is linked to anxiety/depression/mania leading towards something we call as suicidal tendencies to bring a full stop to what we assume as living within to be 'worth it'. Expressing a simple example for these statements, when today we say the best days in my life was/were/when we had little/less and we shared/cared be it a sweet/cloth/space which economically we understand as the basic needs to survive/sustain. What happened now to be so manically/anxiously/depressingly holding one to be otherwise!? The meaning for which one will have no clear cut answer, but to flow with the tide of majority understanding. Needless to say with 'this experience' trying to civilize/educate the tribal/outcast into this understanding of togetherness/sharing/caring. Where emphasis is given the most towards re-productivity to a moment of experience/life time experience built up on through fake artificial understanding of a bubbly experience called life.
    Needs as we understand today is towards fulfilling two requirement in our understanding, first the rational which we call as scientific curiosity used often towards simplifying/reproducibily to precision by any interested within. The second  religIon to my understanding is an experience within. Often shared/revealed through people we understand as gurus/priests advocating often for a way of life to satisfy an abstract feeling/need called the spirit/mind on some individuals to have walked in their talk. The advancements/development/ethics/moral of a nation often reflecting back is linked to this intake/understanding to a larger degree.The majority need of time perceives/encourages one to think of a farmer/laborer as a tool to produce/reproduce to facilitate once necessities and we are the majority, who will help them achieve/accomplish  the most with tools/services deemed technology/customer service towards accomplishing once law of economics, understood simply as needs/wants of once days/time. And thus the educated perceive they are the intellectuals/nerds and the users are the idiots/fools and their byproducts are all a creation of their thinking/patience. The law of nature/karma saying the seed to express the nature of  once being as to how/where and the degree it is exposed towards this understanding till date. To ultimately then satisfy/nourish then the body/soul  depends on the outlook/approach cultivated so far within called as the built in aptitude/attitudE.
 
    

crOss

    A cross/plus is a symbol derived simply by placing two negatives together to obtain a sign called positive. Thus putting the two negatively diametric opposing perspectives/forces together to derive some utility potential/value at the center is the cross.  This denotes then the progress/advancements made from the negativism/skepticism added/fused together to make or give way towards something once deemed impossible/unnecessary. Which at the end have interestingly pure rational/spiritual connotations. The point where this two negatives fuse/intertwines together derive results/springs out energy which is called/understood as the cross point of mutual consensuses/understanding/symbiotic relationship. A cross to proceed any further is nothing but a burden/responsibility to be carried with patience/love on a plank/platform of belonging, centered to a cross point within called conscience/mind built on attitudes imbibed/trained  to/by reacting towards circumstances we experience/interpret as situations/opportunities to determine finally the characters/habits of the personality/community at large, often built on two basic terms we call the facts/truth which needs courage/perseverance/affection/conviction to be shared/expressed appropriately with circumstances/opportunities.
    Nations/Cultures which have understood this simple binding/logic within a unique factor called real time had/is/will be marching towards/leading others towards prosperity/enlightenment and is the key to unlocking the mystery/darkness of another factor called ignorance/understanding. Will be trying to shed some light towards this rational/spiritual  understanding called simply as the plus/cross which is only a  symbol/sign as we understand today. 'Cross' defined/understood is nothing more than, 'Carrying responsibilities on sensible subjects'. Kind to witnessing statements like, I love babies/pets but in reality to witness/experience the  negativity/scorn when related/linked to the efforts to lead/care towards, saying I hate their bi-products/noise for that reason, I give up/do not want to venture/probe deeper into the experience of having/owning one. So its an attitude/understanding to be coordinated/cultivated within self/family/work/socially to the extend of being responsible/reasonable. By not being judgmental, training self/reacting to the event/happening that very moment, when  the brain takes over the heart, when one has to be aware/act with prudence/promptness  to let kindness surpass logical reasoning sometimes in our daily life. More or less like a updated antivirus to the CPU. The cross is a call to be reasonably responsible to once call/vocation in once/our chosen way/path in life.
    Two negatives when tied up together/multiplied prudently ends up as a plus/cross. Needs/seeks patience and endurance.
    I was reading a statement today which went on to say sensible/responsible parents will be training their children how to defend themselves by teaching/training their next generation how to use weapons like a gun/sword.. interestingly/ironically enough we confuse them  at school/religious places by saying a pen/gesture of kindness/forgiveness is mightier/better than the later. What is the cross-point in this evolved/evolving understanding we call as diplomacy/compromise again depends on the situation/scenario to be unfolded/understood. Lessons experienced/shared/learned often stand out as the bench mark to reach to a verdict/conclusion we respect and we translate towards an understanding which we define as history, often recited orally/written translated towards this objective. Basically to reach at this cross road/junction of commonness we call simply as peace, and bestow superficial honors/awards to characters who play a key central role/mediator towards this objective to be felt physically and being designated/bestowed as powers being understood thus by the bystanders. Often human understanding/maturity/dependence never changes at any juncture of their vertical/horizontal relationship within self/others but is forced/united at a point by shear coincidence/necessity based on some factors we call resources/availability in terms of fulfillment/accomplishment towards meeting their physical attributes, we understand economically as needs/wants.
    We often end up taking the easy way into our lifestyle, often not envisioning on the long term larger objective/goal by burying our head into the sand to some facts/observations reasoned/substantiated by an understanding we share as scientific/past experience, thus not to run around the bush to point at a phenomenon called responsibility/preservation and rediscover the wheel.. The present 'majority' global understanding/reasoning/perseption on climate change/progress to be implemented on ground 'today' is often witnessed thus, for the time being we will be farting/drilling/cracking/bleeding.. but will eventually consider going wind/solar when we explore the survival possibilities of life on other planet being exposed/explored so far and to be potentially ventured. Knowing often well/trained/tested to understand 'a stitch in time often saves nine'. We often with trial/error reach at a cross point to take a rout of convenience due to short term political/economical convenience/inconvenience.We also built establishments called hospitals/colleges/schools on a person who carried a cross/on persons who followed the person in principle/guidelines embedded into the understanding of unconditional sharing/caring/loving with a simple understanding that 'family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten'. But to reach at cross points within the majority to lack in application when tested towards its real intended application spirit, often built for better opportunity/humility to witness otherwise brutality/inhumanity at its best  at its epicenter in action/motion, intentions finally often experienced for accomplishment towards cold metals to warm hearty lively experiences. Understood/expressed simple as empty words often not tallying with the action called walking into the talk, to be felt/experienced leading to a cross-point within called calmness/stability built again on a simple understanding/evolution we translate as moral/ethics.
    Concluding at center point in/on to the cross, reasoning that the left/right or the horizontal/vertical relationship which when merged together will intersect at a point longitudinally/latitudinally which we understand as the coordinate, may what we gather/inform accumulated from this four directions/destination which we understand as the news made/gathered/processed/imbibed into our intelligence/mind by our right and left hands/legs/ears/eyes , be only meaningful/fruitful to be represented/listened/appreciated/applied meaningfully within reasonable understanding, to be ultimately built on the philosophy/platform that it is better to give up for peace/stability than to win at a cost, through bloodshed/whit/competence. After all the wisdom gathered/trained within to recognize the worthy/unworthy is the key to this knowledge and praying one seek/find the balance to not crossover into the imbalance of ignorance at the split second of decision making/action and take/make every decisions conscientiously, with a sane enlightened  conscious character/courage/conviction/knowledge knowing the reasonable responsibility accompanying every action/reaction. To be thus reminded at cross point, that  in being called civilized/advanced if once/our actions proves otherwise, what is the use. Two negatives when tied up together/multiplied prudently ends up as a plus/cross. The cross need/seek patience and endurance to bring out its light/energy as within the process of a fusion/fission.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvHlygPcCFQ (Malayalam)

 
 
 

deatH

    Have been wondering on the unexplained phenomenon of our life coined death. As witnessed within nature every beginning should/will have an end. The key to unraveling/unlocking this lock, is to begin defining, how to define living into this short span of another critical factor called life to link it to the death, which to my experience is often expressed as 'living in fear endlessly' from the moment of perception/conception. To kick start this spark called life as we understand rationally/irrationally, we so far need two gametes for our evolving understanding, to witnessing continuity of this perceived perfection, often evolved with time for something different/new/interesting worth understanding/exploring into. The mystery of completeness which some ignorantly understand today, is in reality the beginning of this quest. Death to my understanding is simply the full stop of activities, being stored/expressed otherwise potentially/kinetically to be transformed into perceived action/work if to acknowledge/understand  the theory of relativity. Some call/understand it as the transformation/spirit departed/logging out from our house/planet into something unknown/evolved. Two ideologies dominate the theory of this existence of life. First the existence of a creator for all creation, secondly a coincidental happening by chance due to the prevalence of a  favorable chemical reactions to define life linked to death as its end product.
    The way life is understood/sustained  now to a larger degree to be witnessed, is kind of like an act of extremist/radical thinking to be given prominence to be discussed/eradicated  towards the magnitude of catastrophic loss often created by geological/natural misunderstandings. Where it is fashionable to be inhuman to be humane as proven by the majority evolving life. The perception/evolution of death is often similar to the story I have been fascinated since my first hearing, which when knit up together went on to say, there was once a father and a son, they were travelling from point A to B along with their donkey, some people on the road told the father, what kind of person are you to make your son walk, thinking to be correct the father put his son on the donkey, after a wile passing across another village some told the son what kind of person are you to make your father walk, don't you have respect at least for his age, thinking/summering  it to be correct the father took his son down and continued on, as they traveled by came across another group who suggested, why don't you both ride on the  donkey, so they did listening to their perspective, not far into they encountered a group of animal activists who taunted on their cruelty to the poor donkey for over burdening the slave, respecting their understanding they ended  lifting the donkey on their shoulders towards their final destination. Is often how we end up understanding a given scenario/circumstance/situation in our life until we log out of our stage  called death, sailing often with/without any real conviction/conclusions which we deem as the conundrum/quest of living within this flesh/blood.
    My final autopsy/conclusion on this inevitable mystery is nothing but..He/She live for ever is my understanding of physical presence, as half/50% of him/her remains within their children's left towards the evolving said better, be interpreted for physical/material/mental/spiritual enlightenment..to evolve out and bring out the best within us, so called left behind by our predecessor,  is the best gift we can/should understand as children, by fulfilling their dreams/desires to accomplish..is my simple outlook to this unavoidable circumstance/undertaking called death which to me is 'detaching end at the home'. Reflected/reminded often in prayers/actions to be fulfilled towards a better evolved tomorrow, thus adding some color/dimension to the past with  some vigor/life to the presumed living walking dead, sometimes misled through ignorance/circumstances being witnessed/reflected among  us as sex trade/slavery/poverty/illiteracy/sickness all sprinkling seeds of falsehood/starvation in the name of pleasure/vanity/greed/passiveness/ignorance. For what when some question,concludes towards a margin called nothing at the end. Surmised well by an emperor 'i come with nothing and fade with nothing empty handed'. After all the eaten fancy/nutritious/price tagged products ends identically in the same unwanted fashion, may be pigmented different based on the input is a tangible/visible experience of life in itself with time.  
   Quoting some  sentences I found inspiring will conclude on my definition of living/dead so far to my observation/exploration on this subject called death/for the living dead, which is defined as decentralizing energy at the helm. Some points worth reflecting/remembering which i am borrowing goes like 'make peace with your past so it doesn't spoil your present, what others think of you is none of your business, time heals almost everything give the time some time, no one is the reason of your happiness except you yourself, don't compare your life with others you have no idea what their journey is all about, stop thinking too much its alright not to know all the answers, smile you don't owe all the problems in this world, no matter how good/bad you think life is,wake up each day and be thankful for life. Someone somewhere else is fighting to survive'. So very true, after all the life we understand today is all about cut/copy/paste in the nut shell of our technology driven digital yugh/era. The reality of our life being, life only can sustains itself/life the degree/magnitude one respects another life be a plant/insect/micro organism/any living creature, reveals the simplicity/purity of once cultivated/evolved understanding of life in itself . And worth remembering to start understanding/exploring the shadow within first, else will be only trying to be  reflecting on from others as the world outside is only a reflection within self,  where some make it a celebration/reflection on the goodwill/goodness left behind with the clicking moment called valuable time. So my evolving common understood awareness strings down to this juncture on death.. ' As soon as you die your identity becomes a body. People use phrases like bring/take/lower the body into the grave etc.  people don't even call you by your name, whom you tried to impress whole life. Live a life to impress the creator not the creation. Take chances,spend money on the things you love, laugh till your stomach hurts,dance even if you are too bad at it, pose stupidly for photos, be child like. Moral:Death is not the greatest loss in life,loss is when life dies inside you while you are alive. Celebrate this event called lifE'.

whAt!?

    What is  prayer/science!? This is a reasonable question which comes to once mind often, and the answers which one develop at a stage in life often helps in maintaining a homeostatic relationship towards a wholesome relationship within self/other to grow/impart. To witness often a dilema towards its interpretation/understanding is the reality often encountered. One often knowingly/ignorantly fall for a single choice and make simple look complicated in understanding/translating the perceived understood is the irony. Kind of saying I am in for the color/variety/spice.. of/in life, to witness ending up disturbed/fighting for a narrow perspective/objective without taking into the totalitarian perspective into consideration, then judge one as the absolute truth and the other as the ultimate blunder, ironically knowing well there is nothing called 'the absolute' but difficult to accept/witness the reality within the human expression. Is what will be trying to shed some light within self today, I guess..
   My daughter was reciting as usual the common strings of prayers in the night before her bed time at haste to get rid of, as any other ritual left behind for the day in ignorance/compulsion to be deemed as the right thing to do as often imposed/dictated on to her as parents/teachers. I asked her for the meaning of what she was speeding up with, as often done by me not to be otherwise, she came up with an innocent answer, Appa shut up and let me go to sleep. The answer and question was well explained in that simple sentence she made, do not get me to be a lunatic expected to answer everything you have already now framed up in your mind, having the guts so to ask me for the meaning now. Hum!! is often how events/circumstances  unfold in our practical life. One advocate for change/reasoning but at the end get streamlined towards one sided judgement/stand and get stern/adamant for an understanding diluting the very intention of the word understanding/reasoning to get disturbed/agitated inside and spread discontent and one sided perspective as the ultimate objective. Is it, what the final aim of reasoning/exposure all about!?
    What is what!? is where one often end up misunderstanding in its holistic/totalitarian perspective, which is often intended towards peace/stability within to be cherished and to be sprinkled around ultimately. What is life if one/we had only one shade/taste to choose/pick up from, is where once understanding should direct us towards when encountered with a new/misunderstood understanding. Often now streamlined as one sided agendas/propaganda's spread through a media called news, supposed to have collected an unbiased happening of the event from the four coordinates of the globe. The strength developed within to understand and evolve for the best, picking the reasonable of the given exposed understanding/outcome is where the imbibed understanding stands out ultimately. When people argue and make blind statements, like what is  the necessity of a prayer, is like asking/thinking what is the problem with pollution, one can always carry an oxygen cylinder around and breath in pure air, is my simple reasoning/understanding for this reasoning.
    Well having written so much, what is prayer/science then!? Prayer is nothing but, 'positively radiating and yearning eternal rays'. Prayer is of two type one simply called a private prayer, which is an attempt for a union for an understanding from the unknown omnipotent abstract source, kind of similar to the WiFi quest through a device. The second is called a community prayer, when together people gather to thank/seek collectively for occasions witnessed and for wisdom for events to unfold in their life. Both having specific relevance to their own space in time/undertaking. One getting strengthened in the process, leaning on each other to carry on with the collectively understood right for the common good of self/others based on the understanding that, Individually/Collectively one could/can achieve much more. To be later expressed/manifested as charities/goodwill gestures individually/collectively. Learning from nature that not all plants of the same species produce the same quality/quantity of fruits, but to learn/imbibe within the quality/virtue of sharing/forgiving/caring first within and to evolve out to the surroundings in honesty/responsibility. Then what is Science!? It is nothing but, 'skilfully curious in  experiencing neglected conscience experimentally', to my understanding to be reproducible/transferable with ease  and convenience,without much confusion with a set of direction/guideline for the seekers.
    What we observe in real time is nothing short to witness an environment in which religion takes/makes a strong opinion/perspective on situations called moral issues, while the other comes with a partial solution to the unfolding crises. To justify/ridicule one over the other is what to witness, as it is fully right/wrong is my clarity/understanding on the above mentioned sentences. The ship will float/sink based on the degree of expectations added/delegated towards once understanding towards the selected imbibed relationship. So far my understanding is very crystal clear, but to be often reminded/dusted within my human capacity. I am in for a perfect blend of religion and science, one promoting moral/social values and the other to evolve out with reasoning for the same. Kind of a perfect blend of milk and coffee in 'moderation' for/at my age. What we all know by now that change is a universal constant, praying that a constant is not changed with time called the truth. Concluding with a simple repeated/evolved understanding the key three ingredient, which either make up /break up an individual/society are thoughts/words/actions left with the freedom to choose from called the choicE.
 

observatIon

    We were travelling and came across an abstract topic and the challenges to make an intangible phenomenon relevant of any utility/value. The topic was nothing but 'understanding', as often I wonder the question/solution is very simple, if there is any will to confront/resolve is the only constraint.  How/Where do we place this, make it relevant to any context under consideration. We used and tried to explore number of expressions/evolution's as  love/kindness/prayer/science wiling away the ticking moment thus trying to encapsulate perception/simple explanation of/on these vast topics. Knowing/underlying  well that change is a universal constant, built on a platform of cut/copy/paste,where to my imbibed understanding names/places is/are irrelevant, to an evolved/be further refined event/thing under consideration. As rightly pointed/understood how we experience a circumstance/situation is left to the persons level of understanding/exposure to that topic to be subjective/objective towards the degree of understanding exposed/interested in so far. Life is not a destination but a journey as often reminded, very often built on the platform/understanding of  basic ingredients called circumstance/exposure. To realize often in  life nothing is absolutely right/wrong as a neutral static is necessary to bridge the positive/negative ions together to be of any utility value/meaningful. The choice picked in life becomes often of convenience to the desire in mind, flowing with the tide of fear/ignorance as within the majority. We often witness the intention of an objective questioned randomly/frequently to its real worth, is the irony to any  project undertaken/to be unfolded and being fulfilled often by/from the least expected.
  To be specific we explored on a topic called science, often understood conveniently  as physics/chemistry/biology subdivided/branched  into various topics from within to be explored/revealed for the interested within. Very similar in nature to the basic colors blue/red/yellow mixed to evolve out into many shades/understandings. How does it make itself more valuable/utility oriented as it aims to connect/link the theoretical to be felt as practical and to be reproduced into repeatable results, being felt/seen/witnessed else it is just another abstract theoretical boring logic. As simple as sugar/salt to be tasted to be cherished/understood better to be told how it feels/taste. So is the case with feelings/emotions enveloped under a unanimous banner coined loving, these words 'just' used as rituals have/has no meaning, if not to be witnessed in action, as simple as a conversation/experience needed to fulfill its larger intended criteria, often linked to needs/wants to be fulfilled in actions/deeds to radiate out a contentment within called joy of accomplishment, gauged with a rider called honesty/ethics applied towards achievement of the objectives/quest. As most of its torch bearers/leaders/founders/guides phrase spirituality as a way of/to life, by talking and walking in their evolved understanding/observations built on the hypothesis that one is created in the image of God, but not in his absolute wisdom, to seek him is to understand his likenesses first, before venturing ahead and be enlightened within its  inner-calmness/stability called peacefulness/bliss. Kind of learning to read/wright first before framing a story. Spirituality came/comes with the evolved reflection on the word/action/spirit left behind to be groomed/evolved into/from its understanding left behind for the experience. Often to equate the understanding/observation towards heavenly to be like a child to forget/forgive/radiate out and blend into the present like a new evolved chapter irrelevant to the past mistakes/follies respecting the truth/reality to follow towards the common good.
    Some individuals have a totalitarian approach to life, defined as a balance to be preserved/maintained   within these spheres of living into, namely physical/mental/social/spiritual well being. Checking on the facts in action, to realize what gives the epitome of accomplishment  and on what factors to have assisted towards its evolution. As in life one proceeds on a set of principles which makes/breaks a community/civilization built often on a person to lead the way, through actions/deeds set up on a set of principles to witness truth/righteousness to have prevailed, blanketed within caring/sharing platform of unity/simplicity over aggression/submission. The attitude of a sizable majority observed, is not less in comparison to be running around a mountain base, proclaiming/emphasizing on their understanding/path be scientific/spiritual,than travelling to the top of the destination, with the available knowledge at hand and experience the magnificent view from the summit. The purpose/objective of an abstract/rational is to be felt/realized in contexts, which is often diluted/polluted with unwarranted noise/arguments of  allegiance/support to the real flavor in its path, which has to be cherished/experienced individually by either choosing a guide/setting a benchmark observed and established with experienced time. The simplicity of an understanding is witnessed/cherished, when one can express it finally into words/actions something/anything as simple as simple can bE.

histOry

    The word history brings about mixed emotions into the mind of a person. Starting with the lessons from schools to the drenched scars left within by circumstances/situations often created/cultivated with two basic ingredients namely ignorance/exposure. Witnessing the exploitation/exploration towards refinement/development  depends on the evolved mind set of the utility seeker under consideration, often cherry picked up by the faithful to lead the path ahead from the point left behind/to evolve out/to be refined further, entrusted with authority coined as legislative/executive power under the watchful eye of a referee called judiciary, evolved often out of compulsion/smoke screen. The vision of the entrusted selected few form eventually the collective understanding of the common 'together'..which will either make/break the day/night into an agony/joy to evolve out into another chapter of once live/book called history. Which could be a second/day just rolled by/left far behind never to be retrieved.
    In my day to day life to experience/cherish in its agony to witnessing in its joy if at all, linked to the later for a cause in the name of security/support to be clustered/assimilated together with fear of loss/insecurity,is its experienced practical lesson to have evolved so far, in the name of freedom/diversity in its priding making to have blossomed out of war/circumstances. History has evolved/thought to the 'majority common' to be accepted/understood as a tribute /respect to be shown at/in a national park/museum/shrine ironically, its the literal manifestation of its act unfolded so far, limited to preposterous  structures/matter to the mind/intended lesson to have evolved out of it. My frustration may be created out of its intended pace witnessed so far especially from the perceived informed/illuminated ones  and to see ignorance/hatred spread again and again through/from them at ease/haste as a choice to my understanding often repeated  by all reinventing the wheel.
    Putting on a comment shared at a social platform, re-winded around massacres on a nation building stated thus..It was/is a classic recorded case study for nation building/fragmentation. Hoping history is taken as a lesson not to be repeated again and again, else to end up licking the wounds/reinventing the same scenario  to striving/marching ahead for stability/unity. To be seriously headed by politician/educated to let it not happen in the name of religion/cultural difference/shadow understandings. There is no harm in dreaming right, as to pock a hole/scratch is to let some light pass through an established solid platform, to give way eventually to a new better evolved understanding, where the hole will widen/deepen with time on the presumed solid platform, live small streams of water cracking up paths through rocky mountains to give way to rivers to evolve out of its justified persistence, as reformed/derived out of feudalism/monarchy/dictatorial regimes into institutions of revolving change to be refined/polished further. Nature has a beautiful lesson to teach out of its evolutionary trail, humans like change which will/should happen. It is very much comparable to the procedure involved into extracting the metals out of its crude ore. Its only a matter of will to explore the possibilities out of the understood better understanding. One has a choice collectively called community/nation to either stick with the old/change with the time, but to change with prudence without much change within its core ideologies would be a change in itself, reflection/relating/responding at the pace one is propelling ahead letting go many fundamental guidelines behind called ethics/values of families/humanity. Realizing well in the historical evolution/making often built on a platform of tears, derived out within sorrow/joy and the stride one take, would determine the present/future, worth to remember tears are shed and there will be always a vacuum created after it is pored, the quality/quantity of the choice later taken to fill this slot, is often left to the fillers choice.
    To simplify my scattered vague observations I conclude with two small stories linked to my understanding of history in its making/to be evolved out for the future. There was an argument with various organs/systems within the human body the brain/heart/liver/kidney.. all emphasized on its uniqueness/vital function and role towards the survival of the organism, then the anus said it too played a major role but to be ridiculed/laughed at  by the others, then the anus decided to shut down functioning for few days, not to proceed further on the consequences. The second one goes, there was once a child collecting starfish by the shore and putting them back into the ocean situation created out of high/low tide, when asked by a wise seasoned person, there are thousands out there do you think you can save them all. The answer given  is everything to my understanding so far, I made/created a change into the life of the ones I could within my limitations. A beautiful lesson once educated/illuminated to be the onE.