Tuesday, November 26, 2013

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   During this season of thanks giving, around this coordinate of my/our bubble. A moment to realize that life will/can only sustain life, as  perceived/understood so far for living within this matter of flesh/blood. A time to reflect back and say thank yoU natUre for all you have provided to me for my evolution/understanding/exploration so far. With gestures made of coming together to supplement/compliment the understood happenings of give/take to the evolved understanding of needs/wants in sustaining/propelling oneself into a matter of abstract quanta called time. Memories collected rewinding/forwarding to the point of understood/experienced towards vision/mission to be bloomed/evolved. Simply we now call as thanks giving to meet the need of  collectiveness/togetherness to be within a factor of sustaining/maintaining an equation of breathing/mobility.
    So far my understanding of need goes to the point rewinding self to days, when we just had 'organic' meat/fish may be once a week few days a week/month, supplemented simply by basic needs.. needed towards maintaining/propelling ahead and heard from my parents they were even subsidized during their days. To be at a point in time when it is the norm of the day, to imagine a day without egg/meat/fish/fruits/vegetables for a day is a sacrifice/penance towards something to be accomplished/thanked for during these 'inorganic' days. Its a matter of basic need for my children to their understanding/exposure/circumstances within now. To wonder on the fact then that it is simply 'the exposure' which brings in 'the resistance' to face/meet other equation towards our understanding simply known as 'the reality'.  Was thinking about this when to witness patients/parents at my work place/social acquaintances, rushing to be highly sanitized/perfect in processing/behaving towards survival/evolution is when, I wonder on the form we evolved out into to give the very best to our 'seeds' worth reflecting on the word is what it is all about, will they survive the test of nature/time without giving an enoxaparin /carrying an epipen dose. To transfer over a very mechanical/robotic life to the next generation in the name of the right path/thing/track to be into. Is it the justice/truth..Often to think/wait forgetting to remind self/others to breath and realize that there is something called the real time/moment rushing blindly towards without taking a pause. As rightly immersed into words that we often behave and develop an attitude such that we tend to live in the past, working for/towards the future forgetting the present,as though the present is a moment gifted to work/think from the past towards only a future. When/what the present will come/bring is irrelevant to the current understanding/generation seems to me to be the evolved reality so far. To be depressed thus living in the past, anxious living for the future all together in the process forgetting the relevance of the present.Where often hope triumphs over a simple factor within self to be translated into a word called faith.
    Need is linked towards three equations in our understanding so far, simply called as the happiness/contentment/fulfillment towards this possession/maintenance/sustenance. To substantiate and to have credited/experienced this the very best during once poverty/nothingness to something/everything so far with/within grasp called material wealth, which ironically is cold to the objects made of as realized/revealed by the metals it is made of to be. Adding a sprinkle to the personality deemed then as cold within to all what they possess to be otherwise radiating warmth. Sharing/caring now often a metaphor towards tax evasion/status symbol reassurance to be relinquishing within the coldness within to receive expressions/gestures that is linked to anxiety/depression/mania leading towards something we call as suicidal tendencies to bring a full stop to what we assume as living within to be 'worth it'. Expressing a simple example for these statements, when today we say the best days in my life was/were/when we had little/less and we shared/cared be it a sweet/cloth/space which economically we understand as the basic needs to survive/sustain. What happened now to be so manically/anxiously/depressingly holding one to be otherwise!? The meaning for which one will have no clear cut answer, but to flow with the tide of majority understanding. Needless to say with 'this experience' trying to civilize/educate the tribal/outcast into this understanding of togetherness/sharing/caring. Where emphasis is given the most towards re-productivity to a moment of experience/life time experience built up on through fake artificial understanding of a bubbly experience called life.
    Needs as we understand today is towards fulfilling two requirement in our understanding, first the rational which we call as scientific curiosity used often towards simplifying/reproducibily to precision by any interested within. The second  religIon to my understanding is an experience within. Often shared/revealed through people we understand as gurus/priests advocating often for a way of life to satisfy an abstract feeling/need called the spirit/mind on some individuals to have walked in their talk. The advancements/development/ethics/moral of a nation often reflecting back is linked to this intake/understanding to a larger degree.The majority need of time perceives/encourages one to think of a farmer/laborer as a tool to produce/reproduce to facilitate once necessities and we are the majority, who will help them achieve/accomplish  the most with tools/services deemed technology/customer service towards accomplishing once law of economics, understood simply as needs/wants of once days/time. And thus the educated perceive they are the intellectuals/nerds and the users are the idiots/fools and their byproducts are all a creation of their thinking/patience. The law of nature/karma saying the seed to express the nature of  once being as to how/where and the degree it is exposed towards this understanding till date. To ultimately then satisfy/nourish then the body/soul  depends on the outlook/approach cultivated so far within called as the built in aptitude/attitudE.
 
    

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