succEss

    What is/should be the definition of success!? I was chatting with my friend early morning around 4 AM and accidentally bumped on to this topic, went on to say it is a man made bubble of no depth attached/attributed in practice/reality to the space of real time we have traveled so far. Went to the extend saying who can/will be successful without a farmer/laborer to feed/provide for a day to start/end, we are all built on a hype and are parasites feeding on this built up aura of infatuation built around education/service, once without which people survived/thrived and we are now struggling/crawling  in the name of recession/depression with everything established/evolved around. We the minority who converse through this media are the 'perceived' few made it stories, may be due to responsible parents/environment lucky to be into, one is successful in reality when one has learned the art of climbing up/down the ladder with grace/dignity within a state of confidence/humility/reality/dream. I went on and on, will finally cut short by the statement he made, to my never ending established observations, often to be repeated when an opportunity smells/hovers around. You see man its all about this 'if you wish nothing and contended it is success, if you wish something and achieved it is also success, realizing one need just 6 feet of mud'.  Very true, not a word more/less.. I stopped there to his simple factual statement, and here I am pulled/dragged into the reality of success story again, in the name of laziness/achievement!?
    Will end today with one of my routine life event, the degree/magnitude on the success/failure of story is left to the readers imagination/interpretation. I am often prompted by my youngest daughter, to get up around 3 AM for the past few years to fetch her with  milk, as time rolled by it has become habitual for me to wake up around this time, wait for the prompt to provide her need/want. Understanding well it will stop with time and has definitely evolved/changed over the past few days, but not my habit of waiting for her to prompt me to fetch, breaking my usual well established uninterrupted sleep pattern. Could be attributed to her immaturity/growing up phenomenon, but what about in factual life at our work/social/family.. ethics/relationships. So to define success to our current understanding could be.. socially understanding creativity/ craftsmanship ending seekers story. Do I grow up ever, not to seek justification/accountability/clarity/worth at any point/moment of my existence, in the name of profit/survival/ambition/mission often to wonder, does in reality adults ever mature up from greed/selfishness, realizing with time it never happens, to fall into the cycle of immaturity is the established/acceptable norm of our century, pruned/crafted by our education/society so far, being evolved into in the name of success/worth/value/competencE.
 
 
    

independencE

    The word independence means to free from, sailing into the next chapter of freedom with perceived cycle of bliss/opportunity/freshness/understanding from the understood/realized experience of  torture/misery being enforced/entrusted against once free will/choice. Starting again another cycle of what!?  To obtain at what price/cost of freedom needs to be analyzed/rationalized, is it not the same old into a new format. Often to understand/think about its final impact/output, at a point when the circle is circumnavigated to reach at the same endpoint and be cliched.

    Independence is related to practiced dogmas enforced/exposed under strict/casual, discipline/approach towards an organized way to togetherness, governed under a common guideline enforced under the pretext of law, to differ from boundaries of once choice, termed freedom of religion/ideology broadly to be then linked into a practice and way of living into. The quest to be self, free from the gauge/dependence of family/relation/society, springs out  from within naturally at an age of self reliance/strength, often to be witnessed  physically in outgrown mass/density, to the maturity/insight within which remains often the same to the basic instinct of livelihood governed/chained under the legality/pretext of law/guidelines guiding the chosen surrounding/circumstances into.

    The cycle of freedom to be experienced/understood in action, when to witness nations formed/evolving on a day to day basis in various continents, divided under the bridges of oceans/space. Often to understand a reality that the cause of the split/divide by themselves/in itself is  no different to the unfolding circumstance/scenario be it within families/communities/nations. But stick together in the name of security/understanding/likeness/race, under the assumption/pretext that a known devil is better than an unknown friend. To wait for an evolved day when the have and the have not, to sit together is a distinct reality bound to happen/evolve  with circumstance/scenarios to sprout and expose one into deemed fact of time. History from/in the evolution to witness division/unity to sprout and branch out, to grow up into something different  is natures way of evolving/teaching/redemption.
    When thinking of sovereignty/republic for freedom/independence, the irony being myself classified into an Asian Indian for easy tracking/identification, we blame the Europeans for the division within our nation sometimes, when we were previously fragmented into hundreds of princely states to be now unified into fewer states with evolved circumstances, witnessing the same trying to unite the world when they are divided within themselves nationally, is the irony of independence to ponder upon for a fact check when linked to freedom/liberty. Globally knit now for trade, for evolved needs/wants sharing a common platform to achieve/sustain. History once linked to basic instincts of hunting/gathering, evolving out to barter, which  evolved now into precious metals/currency floating on an assumption, built on abstract numbers/accounts ruled by the dominant/strongest/mighty to be then  powerfully linked to freedom of understanding/independence to trivialize many, for the motives of some who control/dominate/possess/hold on to the majority in resources/assumed valuables. The understanding why/what of our sense of freedom/independence is not less than what we do to save trees, we chop them into pieces and makes paper out of it, to later write on it protect/preserve nature. Often to realize the responsibilities/challenges which accompanies independence once into a republic. Kind of like into the sacrament of marriage/relationship. Intention post/past of freedom/responsibilities are often built on truth/righteousness to witness the outcome with time and either learn/be responsible to adjust/reform is the essence of its meaning.

    Independence from the slavery of economics/necessities/thoughts is the vital essence of this phrase, thus now often co-related to relationships/understandings often built/destroyed with an abstract weapon, coined words, coming out of once mind expressed into/in sentences, through verbal/printed sources to create boundaries/bondage of hate/trust for political/religious/individual self interest. When it was/is established to being in unity/togetherness for a unified vision and mission, but to realize/optimist on its  fragments of divisions of mistrust/misunderstandings evolved out of instinct of superiority/dominancE.

angEr..

    Travel with life has exposed a reality into the understanding, that often to express anger in real time is an art, than to be silent/patient. Thus establishing within self that arrogance is a cultivated art and to let go of the taught that patience is a virtue, which is now being perceived as an outdated historical artifact of no practical intrinsic value/application. Proven from the cultural shift created/grown out of our academic/sports/work/personal relationships/daily exposures. Getting burned within self  in the process  is the reality in its making, reminding of its final outcome in application explained thus 'anger is often like holding a burning coal in once hand'.
    Anger is a reaction generated out of a situation deemed betrayal/negligence/overpowering/ignorance, built often on the foundation of ego. A culture created out of I/We are right  and knows it all. As in life the basic fact remains constant, that one likes to hear/react to what one is comfortable/exposed to, tested with once experience, whatever be its consequence in the short/long run. To realize/relate within that once life is often an ECG graph,where the wave pattern is a blessing in disguise, to help one establish that it has its ups/downs, without which its a flat line, as well observed/pointed out by many. But the wisdom within/knowledge applied at the appropriate situation/scenario places one apart from the majority in its utility value. The negativity related to its output bundled under terms as stress/ anxiety/depression/anorexia/insomnia often perceived to accomplish lifetime achievements/wordily pleasures with its warmth and prompt timely application, to finally bring in submissiveness/obedience as an outcome/result. Setting aside the school of taught to be happy with once possessions/reality, not to let go of potential prospects if knocking at once venture, routed within holistic fundamental outlook/approach to life, to be built on just sharing/caring which the humanity is loosing now in the name of civilization/advancements, where a sizable majority are well informed/educated but lacks empathy/sympathy/togetherness/common sense.
    To witness anger capitalization in the name of management techniques/training instituted and imparted to streamline one energy into desired fashion/format, to be channelized often for profitable/intended outcomes, often built on the mantra that the means to be neglected/forgotten/unnecessary/unwarranted for the final objectives, which is ruled out of the equation/being marginally focused  for its disapproval/popularity/pace/interest. As its easy to do it wrong to get it right from the very beginning, which has been our age old tradition/habit to get burned to earn pain and learn of its nature. Simply justified with our casual philosophy/understanding, underlining that 'everything is fair in love/war'. Realizing/forgetting the outcome/cost involved !? Often lost to metallic riches/glitters to focused attention in the name of love/peace.
   The end justifies the means or the means should justify the end is the simple misunderstood/understood sentence in my lifetime. As it is eminent from/in the majority happenings, one does what one wants to do under any circumstances and will easily find an excuse for the one which can wait/be ignored. So to define anger would put it simply as, a negatively generated energetic reaction. The wise applies it prudently, the knowledgeable handle it carefully and the enlightened tackles its with patiencE.
 

catastrophE..

    The word catastrophe sounds and ends with the letter meaning the end/beginning of an unprecedented/unintended happening. Understanding of this is the extend to which once conscience is trained to separate/segregate between preventable/unprecedented events/occasions. In reality to end up paying an irreversible  price for the occasion. Who is to blame for and create a change within in a practical/tangible manner. Should one expect change from educational/political/religious institutions  or should one be anticipating for change to happen from the abstract/intangible force of nature/unknown, to better understand and separate avoidable/unavoidable to make better sense/application of the word uttered ultimately as catastrophic.
    I am trying to proceed further with some examples listed as visuals/actions/reactions/understandings of some events we have encountered in our current day to day life, for the ambiguity arising/created out of the word coined catastrophic.
Visuals(symptoms precipitated from the event being broadcasted live through the media of visual/oral/written means to be re-winded/fast- forwarded) : Chaos/Fear/Disbelief/ Pain/Panic/Anger/Grief being witnessed created/caused termed as  natural calamities/intentional calamities.
Actions(remedies for the symptoms precipitated/reciprocated as) : Force/Courage/Endorsement/Treatment/Reinstated/Capitalized in the order listed above as symptomatically categorized above, often at the cost of the event anticipated to happen, on the victims/grieving, perceived often for the benefit/spot light  of the elected leaders/representatives of the community happening within.
Reactions: Find a temporary/permanent solution for the event created either by ignorance/nature to be often witnessed as wars/diplomacy/rebuilding/construction often crafted out of  intentional/unintentional words/act or deemed often as the force of nature.
Understandings: The experience witnessed/encountered to be recorded as evidence for referral to future episodes to erupt/prevent stored as knowledge banks to be recollected as historical arcades/evidences. Some built on it/exploit on it. Symptoms often well recorded and explained and discussed in length by the selected/anointed think bundles of the group/nation. With often solutions left to be exploited upon.
    The outlets/institutions responsible for the polishing/refining/mitigating/preventing of the unwanted/unpredictable forces are termed as political/educational/organisational bodies, which often heeds and functions per the ideologies/interests from selected religious/corporate governing lobbies. Taking a typical scenario of natural calamity worded as flood/storm/earthquakes/eruptions reflecting on the vibrations and electric charge created by the above mentioned bodies, is a reflection of the causality/intended seriousness,  created/spread by its torchbearers,which will then reflect on the value of life centered around individuals in that society/nation at large. Very often a sad witness to be streamlined for narrow irreverent petty interests in the long run. Often worth reminding to self the reality not very different of the giant in tiny little humans land. The irony of the current approach/understanding of such events is that the current evolving system, still centers around adrenalin pumping  events/occasions. To be witnessed as political sanctions/trade embargoes to end in the ultimate use of force deemed as a war. If peace/stability is the ultimate objective, often wonder, can it be only reinstated successfully with force/aggression. If so how will the right/righteous be sharing a platform for righteousness/the truth without the ugly/bad to make them look good. Where/What is the role played by the educational/religious institutions so far, to a mere recorder/transmitter of  history/happening of time related events.
    Who is responsible for the happenings!? nothing/nobody cannot be a solution. Reflecting on what is spend on wars by developed/underdeveloped nations in the name of security to poverty/malnutrition/epidemic diseases/natural calamities, will give a broader perspective on the reality at hand/play. Do we get educated/told at religious institutions on this cost, to the triggering abstract meaningless factors which will easily stimulate/trigger once mind for another catastrophic epic history of self made destruction. Its the approach/attitude one has molded towards/got immunized through  our pipetted/titrated educational outlook fed with/into,built only on the principle of competence and self centrism,perfectly tuned for the evolution of another catastrophic event, to be recorded for the think tanks, to evolve into a complete circle. Training one to be just submissive/obedient  to an order/hierarchy to get their work/objectives, done/met.  Simply to witness force encountered with force, word with sharper trimmed/edged words, is the educational mantra created/centered so far, which the civility proudly presented to/for the current/future in the name of reality/sustainability. Waiting for a day when this bubble of ignorance be busted with the knowledge of enlightenment, to saw seeds of wisdom within individuals that nothing is 'perfectly' right/wrong and our understanding is just an evolution towards a future quest of chain reaction to follow, as we are only a nano speck within the billions of unexplored/unknown galaxies engulfed within trillions of powerful stars, to be built simply on the philosophy of truth/righteousness/inclusiveness/humility/hope..or be prepared for another cycle/circle of catastrophE.

  




   

God

    How should I try to define God.. the omnipotent 'giver of divinity' is the closest one can come to. Society built/destroyed in the past/present on the principle/foundation of a supernatural aura, from whom the essence of life is set to have evolved/built as being interpreted/understood by the majority homosapiens. Raised up on the foundation under the pretext of religion, interpreted/fragmented up into various structural dimensions on the core ideology/philosophy of knowing something of everything, within the limitation created . Sustained/Sheltered and being propagated in/on the principle of one factor coined miracle. To witness functional atheism in practice, the reality in its making with evolving time.
    Who is God to me!? Often this question would/should strikes each/every conscious mind. To be witnessed within/among the remotest/isolated of perceived uncivilized person, with a sane mind of/to quest/ reasoning, who seems to bend the knees and lend once ear to hear the unknown whisper of the unseen is the witnessing felt/experienced, of this aura of love/anger being built on the pillars of  faith/trust. Teaching/Preaching the philosophy of justness/fairness as a pole star, leading/guiding once path when lost in the wilderness of obsolescence/purpose of life. Often recited/engraved as hymns/words into the mind of the seekers of this divine power, being transferred/translated over generations deemed holy. The basic theology  of which is reminding one to remember the basic fact that, truth is the truth and its not easy for any to do the right at that warranted moment/instant point of deserving time, which segregates few from the majority many.

    Some derive a monogamist  / polygamist.. relationship, while trying, to introspect upon, the meaning of the words ...divine divinity. Within several evolved/evolving institutional organizations today.
    The basic need of life revolves around food/shelter the moment a life/cell sparks into existence, the quest for this two basic fundamental requirements begins, being classified simply into the plant/animal kingdom for ease of observation/understanding, ultimately propelling biological existence into its perceived metaphorical state, the hard reality being 'life sustains life' to be classified into the living status. The degree/attitude/aptitude which one set aside to understand this reality defines one from the other. The set of principles/guidelines which put boundaries/horizons to once needs/wants is often interpreted now as religion/principles, to its real character/intent, very often built around an abstract intangible figure named God by its fellow common community/group. The roof of faith is constructed on asking/seeking to a quest/issue at hand, kind of a key and lock mechanism/approach. Which is often built around righteousness/sacrifice. God is perceived by the majority as..The beginning/end  of reasoning/logic of lifE.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V61sI8zrorE (Institutional diagnosis!) 

happiNess..

    "If wealth is the secret to happiness,the rich should be dancing on the street but only poor kids do that. If power ensures security then officials should walk unguarded, but those who live simply sleep soundly. If beauty and fame brings ideal relationship,then celebrities should have the best marriages, but it is not here. Simplicity leads the world. Live simply/Walk humbly/Love genuinely."  Another one goes on to say.."Wealth and power always gives pain during the process of.. accumulation/loosing/possessing." Is the reality, which I recently read on my face book page, taught worth reflection/imbibing on/into before proceeding with my scattered/shattered thoughts.

     Realizing very well that theory's/ practicals are two sides of a coin, but what is a coin without this hum!! To a recent conversation, which revolved around characters who play the role of heroes/villains, but what is a stage without both, is another factual reality in/of our life. As a great writer said, "This world is a big stage ". Not to be judgmental, if not traveled in their path/circumstances and to let go, seems is the key to inner/outer.. peace/stability. Most of the religious thinking/philosophy points to repentance, which is the understanding of rational thinkers of accept/acknowledging the basic fact that it happened/happens,due to  this/that reason. Which later evolve out as forgiveness in holistic/spiritual religious terms or treatment strategies in technical phrases of science, for the same reason. One using  the abstract and the other using the physical tangible elements/resources of nature for a solution, just to be out of the pain and be happy again. Does these solutions again define happiness!? Rightly pointed out by a taught full/exploring priest, for a GPS to be of any purpose/utility one has to be specific of once destination/objectives/goals for it to do its job. Errors/misjudgments by the user is ruled out during the ride to the selected final destination, provided the mind has a purpose and trust in the lead, which seldom fails. Happiness to my understanding doesn't exists, its just a coined word to denote an expression of gratitude/fulfillment/pleasure/accomplishment. Interpreted often as the internal beauty of the soul, where once thoughts show the status of the mind and the reflecting behavior often depicts the language of the imbibed mind/personality.

    In reality, was wondering often we as adults need repeated orientation sessions like the one for our kid's/children's at school. We often behave like he/she.. did this/did not do that/should have been done this way/did not listen to me/so time to suffer.. so the unending analytic  list unfolds/evolve out. Once behaviors are often attributed to an understanding that milk is offered to only a crying child/baby. Dreaming for a day when an adult will behave like a deserving adult, including myself to claim the maturity of an adult with due diligence. We often brush the reality as ignorance under the carpet, to be truly practical illogically is the understanding trend of the present/past majority. To often concede/conclude its too real to be true and glorify the living doers in poverty/smug is the reality. This  choice to evolve out and reflect in the political/religious/working/homely culture to live into. In general/reality the kid in self is never given an opportunity to mature out as adults, to witness only the change in physical stature often is the fact. Holding on to material wealth/knowledge to candies in kids and territories/land to toys for kids and wage wars and create mistrust is the age old understanding of contentment/ happiness. Often we are tuned for/to this perfection at/from.. schools/work/home/society to seek light in the darkness to be happy. Kind of the choice made now, to work under the lamp during the day and seek for sunlight at dusk/night.

    Can any one define happiness otherwise pleasE!? 

        

    

Law..

    My wife came back home a proud Boston police fan, from her work few days ago. Cos!! This beautiful large thriving multinational/multicultural nation, introduce a national/international background check for dangerous toys and 'restrict'/'monitor' its use to/by 'only its' law abiding 'sensible' medically stable individuals,  by limiting the use of very advanced machines of mass destruction only to law enforcing agents/force and make their/our life a bit more easy, is the essence of freedom of choice & so called 'free life' per my understanding of liberty/fraternity in a modern civilized/ cultured environment.  Expecting only the highest accountability/justification from influential public interacting/influencing.. personalities/individuals be of from any religious/political arenas, should be the order of this century in/from this evolved/reformed modern time tested society, with no more.. staged dramas/ignorant excuses, to pay out into the future generation for self/all. As its common sense that to whom much is gifted/provided with,much is expected from in return.
    A very simple common  sense logic to be asserted/implemented into the practical application of once life called law/jurisprudence . What is after all law a three letter word? its simply 'laying and walking' in its rules with prompt reasonable accountability/authority. I just  don't/can't   understand the complicated rational created/shrouded around this by any means/justifications. The simple law to be laid down in few sentences and  enforced into practice, for instance when a person goes to buy a new gun, what are the basic guidelines, first   strict background check to be conducted thoroughly, prior to issue of the licence and limit on the sale of refills, to be clearly justified on its use. Else encourage its use only on limited restricted licensed accountable premises under supervision. Second, certification/purchase to be justified only through medical evidence/statement supporting the fact that he/she is eligible to acquire/keep one. To be monitored every year with supporting justification/clearance again form medical professionals, who should be taken under consideration/trust in this act/process. This process to be repeated every year, almost  like the drivers licence renewal happening every few years, but to be considered/elevated towards a serious higher level/platform .
If every person/individual.. can/should be checked and verified for domestic/international travels for possession of harmful materials for just few hours flight, this should be the simple mandate on the land per my understanding of armed weapons acquisition.
    Historical/Recent blood sheds had/is still been shed in the name of religious/political.. supremacy/ego. Which is often being justified in the name of someone mostly in religious arena, who had/have never verbally/physically.. abused/misused their position/influence/power nor used it against even their worst of severe opponents/enemies. To justify later by so called followers/believers that we are very emotional for the just/honest man, the means eventually/ironically doesn't justify the ends, is the irony in its making. Hoping one day all 'sensible' nations will have a stricter/faster acting rule of law of the land for its residence with 'zero tolerance' policy  to restrict/control.. words/phrases used by/through any media/sources  to inflict harm on any of its fellow civilians, be by their political pundits/religious gurus. The 'highest  accountability' and monitoring  to be expected/enforced for/from the various religious institutions/politicians form various political schools of ideologies. If any insight/spark of violence is noted/instigated, witnessed often by firing a shot on someones else shoulders through any members of these organisations/institutions, the law and justice should thus be framed/modified, it need not wait for orders to be given, to be enforced on promptly to the evolving circumstance/situation for the security/safety of its residence, is my dream of a cultured, civilized free thinking, often now misused within our very misrepresented evolving society. Ensuring the law of the land to act impartially, irrespective of religion/cast/creed/color.Not justified later and excused out in the name of freedom of speech & liberty, else to harvest/reap what one plants/breed at once house/backyard.

    A noticed spark/timely stitch in time can minimize/mitigate a larger unwanted effort, is the wise use of once senses.  So law to my understanding is 'legal and withholding' to that time. Dreams are dreams and dreamers always will dream, to aim for the highest/best will lead only someone/everyone to somewherE.