Monday, June 30, 2014

nostAlgia

    Was recently watching a movie on friendship, and the nostalgic factor which was linking/unifying to add color to their relationship even after a gulp of time was an amalgamated combination of fantasy/experiences linked to pleasure accomplished through sexual conversations/lighter moments with alcoholic drinks and a passionate/addicted desire within to be submerged into this neutral nectar combinations, just in the right balance/combination/proportion in a perfect blend, put very openly as nothing small/large but just right. The reality often being to be drawn/sucked into this aura of proportional traditional dreams/dramas which is very often a taboo/black hole for the majority characterized to be right/civilized ethically/morally. Experiences and circumstances of a person/personality will have different dimensional interpretations/stories linked to this cock-tale often called as nostalgic memories. A casual traditional sentence linked to is often, what is life without submerging self through these paths, at least once in a lifetime. Wish, cos! had those days back now. With a passionate note, to be not judgmental, where else this aura will be diluted/polluted and lead to misunderstandings. How can unconditional imbibed love ever sow any seeds of mistrust/jealousy/hatred to evolve out. The root of/for every submerged fear leading to a fearful approach towards any circumstance in once encounter, is the lack of understanding/awareness/empathy of the moment. One becomes fearful when one is not exposed/experienced dealing with such situations/encounters. Its very often like dealing/reacting to an encounter with a reptile/insect/wild animal with no past experience/training with. And to brand all as dangerous is the common instinct coded within.
   To a very mature time tested statement put forward by one of my most revered actor, "what is the point in saying to a young calf, why are you so excited jumping and running around most of your time". The sacrifices, patience endured time will often brings to the shore a story/experience sharing/telling/cherishing a life time as memories. The enchanted/adventurous stories would very often be the taboos enforced morally/ethically/lawfully within the prism of the societies, very much survived cunningly/unsuspectingly becomes  a nostalgic experience for some called blessed/memorable moment/time, and often crave at a juncture to be slipping back again into that aura, like a refreshing cup of beverage. The hidden submerged fact being, very much the guilt/hidden pleasure of having accomplished the taboo unnoticed, eventually with circumstances brings in a sense of artificial social discipline/fake mask linked to a word called 'self sacrifice' to invariably later reflect into various woven relationships in once compartmental/commitmental attributes undertaken. Very often it is associated with social/family circumstances to behave modestly/cunningly behind a cowardice/sheepish undetected mask. Society portrays/depicts these inbuilt natural attributes to a wolf inside the sheep's hide/appearance. The very essence/irony of most nostalgia, linked to fantasy or so called a faithful lovable relationship, has a fine boundary drawn on the limitation/definition of this relationship, one openly/socially would/will be admiring/praying  to a love God/Goddess, but even a strong devotee would rather prefer the God/Goddess to be at one arm distance, when related to their close interpersonal relationship, very often to highlight the practical shallow depth of this aura of liberty of so called blind trust/faith. Cherishing the words 'kindness/understanding is not an act,its a lifestyle' and 'the less you respond to negative people,the more peaceful your life will become' summing up finally to  'judge not' else/and also be prepared mentally/emotionally  to be weighed identically on/to the same scale, while encountering/passing across similar circumstance/situation offered knowingly/unknowingly sometimes by once loved ones(children,siblings,spouse,parents)/admired associates(friends,colleagues,relatives,neighbors) is the byproduct/irony delivered by this catalyst  byproduct, called nostalgic reaction/nature at largE.

   

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