histOry

    The word history brings about mixed emotions into the mind of a person. Starting with the lessons from schools to the drenched scars left within by circumstances/situations often created/cultivated with two basic ingredients namely ignorance/exposure. Witnessing the exploitation/exploration towards refinement/development  depends on the evolved mind set of the utility seeker under consideration, often cherry picked up by the faithful to lead the path ahead from the point left behind/to evolve out/to be refined further, entrusted with authority coined as legislative/executive power under the watchful eye of a referee called judiciary, evolved often out of compulsion/smoke screen. The vision of the entrusted selected few form eventually the collective understanding of the common 'together'..which will either make/break the day/night into an agony/joy to evolve out into another chapter of once live/book called history. Which could be a second/day just rolled by/left far behind never to be retrieved.
    In my day to day life to experience/cherish in its agony to witnessing in its joy if at all, linked to the later for a cause in the name of security/support to be clustered/assimilated together with fear of loss/insecurity,is its experienced practical lesson to have evolved so far, in the name of freedom/diversity in its priding making to have blossomed out of war/circumstances. History has evolved/thought to the 'majority common' to be accepted/understood as a tribute /respect to be shown at/in a national park/museum/shrine ironically, its the literal manifestation of its act unfolded so far, limited to preposterous  structures/matter to the mind/intended lesson to have evolved out of it. My frustration may be created out of its intended pace witnessed so far especially from the perceived informed/illuminated ones  and to see ignorance/hatred spread again and again through/from them at ease/haste as a choice to my understanding often repeated  by all reinventing the wheel.
    Putting on a comment shared at a social platform, re-winded around massacres on a nation building stated thus..It was/is a classic recorded case study for nation building/fragmentation. Hoping history is taken as a lesson not to be repeated again and again, else to end up licking the wounds/reinventing the same scenario  to striving/marching ahead for stability/unity. To be seriously headed by politician/educated to let it not happen in the name of religion/cultural difference/shadow understandings. There is no harm in dreaming right, as to pock a hole/scratch is to let some light pass through an established solid platform, to give way eventually to a new better evolved understanding, where the hole will widen/deepen with time on the presumed solid platform, live small streams of water cracking up paths through rocky mountains to give way to rivers to evolve out of its justified persistence, as reformed/derived out of feudalism/monarchy/dictatorial regimes into institutions of revolving change to be refined/polished further. Nature has a beautiful lesson to teach out of its evolutionary trail, humans like change which will/should happen. It is very much comparable to the procedure involved into extracting the metals out of its crude ore. Its only a matter of will to explore the possibilities out of the understood better understanding. One has a choice collectively called community/nation to either stick with the old/change with the time, but to change with prudence without much change within its core ideologies would be a change in itself, reflection/relating/responding at the pace one is propelling ahead letting go many fundamental guidelines behind called ethics/values of families/humanity. Realizing well in the historical evolution/making often built on a platform of tears, derived out within sorrow/joy and the stride one take, would determine the present/future, worth to remember tears are shed and there will be always a vacuum created after it is pored, the quality/quantity of the choice later taken to fill this slot, is often left to the fillers choice.
    To simplify my scattered vague observations I conclude with two small stories linked to my understanding of history in its making/to be evolved out for the future. There was an argument with various organs/systems within the human body the brain/heart/liver/kidney.. all emphasized on its uniqueness/vital function and role towards the survival of the organism, then the anus said it too played a major role but to be ridiculed/laughed at  by the others, then the anus decided to shut down functioning for few days, not to proceed further on the consequences. The second one goes, there was once a child collecting starfish by the shore and putting them back into the ocean situation created out of high/low tide, when asked by a wise seasoned person, there are thousands out there do you think you can save them all. The answer given  is everything to my understanding so far, I made/created a change into the life of the ones I could within my limitations. A beautiful lesson once educated/illuminated to be the onE.

thoUghT..

    Some enlightening probing reminders fell into my lap, which went on to say.. 'Mind your taught when alone and words when in a group', and 'You know you are on the right track when uninterested in looking back'. Pricked my conscience and made me to just jot it down, wondering so relevant to repeated comments made very often casually/formally. The list went on adding.. 'Not to push a loyal/honest person to the bring of not making them give a damn' as ' Sometimes it takes sadness to know happiness, noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence'. As a matter of fact in reality it can be equated very much to the inconvenient truth, kind of seeking behavior/attitude/approach of a lamb from a lion. The nature of a lion/carnivorous creature to be inhumane for its very existence. That is where/when the question arises.. Why be humane/humanistic an attribute added just only to the human race in their living kingdom!? As rightly pointed out 'What you allow/cultivate is what will continue/blossom'.
    Am wondering why I wrote this today, to the innumerable post on the past fallen follies/historical records, used frequently now to ignite and instigate hatred/brood bitterness into the fresh blossoming flowers/fruits of today/tomorrow. Where the facts/data's from history is knotted to tie a hoop for its new victims in a flash of seconds in the name of vengeance/revenge. To highlight on the clarity of statement made, an example would throw some light to a post on social media, which has been floating around for days posted/re-circulated with numerous  likes tagged on to its content/awareness, which stated that in an august  parliament session, an eminent personality suggests/propose  plans how to gain psychological superiority/niche over one of its largest common wealth nations. He stipulates he has not yet seen any beggars while  travelling the depth/breath of the nation and only way to slice the nation/fragment it is to attack on its core principle/values and make them ashamed of themselves and  get them to think that what is offered by the intruders is the best beyond comprehension. Coming /encouraged out of a  once barbaric nation, which now prides on discipline/politeness and claiming to be imparting the cradle of civilized refined culture/traditions purified with experience/time. The irony is, when its offered/suggested its not a shame/embarrassment under the circumstances under/into but with clicking moments it becomes a satirical nauseating lapsed episode of ignorance/pride/vanity left to the interpreting cynical theoretical critic. A statement followed the observation made, which went on to suggest that to using it as a tool to instigate mistrust/discourse by its current independent/free radical thinkers, as a citizen of the nation have also traveled reasonably and come from a region where once/still inequality thrives, a period when women jumped into the pyre of their diseased husband prevailed, un-touchability existed and was exploited upon by the few perceived blessed/chosen ones, but now to witness a change in its evolved understanding of episodes, went on elaborating where is the question of begging coming into the picture when the reasoning of inequality/suppression/rights/freedom did/doesn't  not exist in its environment then/now and the strategy being suggested by  a person who belongs to the elitist of the hierarchy, who did/didn't believe in such principles/values!? When already a preconceived image/attitude is already being stipulated/imbibed within to reasoning/learning/evolving/changing. Still witnessing exploitation in the name of ideologies/principles as capitalism/socialism/monarchy/communism to often witness the same results in a new format to marketing same products under different labels/packaging. Is it our imbibed educational understanding/practice  to be reformed or the nature/accountability of positioned enlightened/educated individuals be prudently stipulated  at least to begin for a just /modest/ humane world, to give it another chance? Lets not fall for ignorance/narrow mindedness in the name of politics/religion and circumnavigate the circle and reinvent the wheel once again.
    To put history/happenings in its right perspective must/should be the first and foremost approach/effort towards educating/enlightening in its path. Where/When.. now humility is often perceived as a weakness to arrogance,which is/should be the test of its true imbibed virtuE.

charIty

    As the famous understanding goes; 'Give me a fish I eat for a day, teach me to fish I eat for my lifetime'. Was the banner, I chose to make during my school days and marched with pride during the teachers day parade. Looking behind on the marketing/awareness creation for perceived enlightenment/development. A tool so romanticized now for the decent modern survival of an individual, which is being portrayed to be the source of all understanding/ignorance often wonder. Questioning if all disasters and life altering decision were made/implemented by the illiterates, to highlight on its pointed definite assured  efficacy. Where in its pure aura of enlightenment, does education looses its clarity/vision often deludes my murky understanding on the purpose of this understanding, if to be trained thus is the key to its current existing evolution. The fruits of labor to be later rationed out by the successful/innovators in the name of philanthropy/charity and to be added/classified into the elite list of humanist. Often justified now in the name of noble 'cause' to the 'means' tagged/attached towards its accomplishment. Our attitude/reactions are not less to creating a fire in the first place and leave behind a pale of water by its side for cooling/calming it down.
    To reflect on its argument, is not less to the point made towards a wise observation, which goes on to say 'it is no point in arguing with a boss/decision maker, often its experience/outcome is equivalent to fighting with a pig in the dirt, the more one wrestles the dirtier one gets and more exciting/interesting it becomes for the pig'. The idealistic understanding to listen/evolve out for the better to anger/prejudice with a keen sense of reasoning/picking the best of the options to bring in peace/harmony within/together. Is it the attitude one has been trained/molded out for survival/glorification, through the reputed premium branded institutions of established reputation, pumping out branded quality leaders with philanthropic/holistic ideologies at what cost/value needs to be reflected on. Hum!! where is the question of reflection coming, when one is tuned to be working for things and use others as tools to achieve these perceived medallions of success labels, in the name of value addition/security to be piled up as inheritance/treasures to be trickled down for charities/philanthropic causes. To witness self proclaimed characters  trained/self modulating, glorifying with shallow humility using 'tactfully' pasted words/body languages to be portrayed  in front of the doers, who helped in accomplishing their feat in the first place, is where we have ended up so far in the name of education/civilization. To act and behave aggressively/smartly and be a parasite on the majority perceived ignorant/useless, to/by showering words as hope/faith for exploiting further, trained to motivate with a carrot and stick model is where humanity has evolved so far in the name of socialism/capitalism/monarchy/communism. An individual is tuned/trained for  the noisy baby to be noticed/attended on, be at work/home/socially/nationally/internationally..  is where the essence of evolved reasoning/statistics has propelled towards, with our current refined understanding of science/humanity.
    When one say teach me to fish, it comes with a price tag attached often deluding once perception of the statement, kind of a sugar coated bitter pill. Great in theory but a burden in practice is its practicality in motion/action. Elaborating on it, if for instance I have to teach one to fish, need to buy them the tools and find  the time training  the person be efficient/viable provider for sustenance. How practical can be in action is where the core content factor underlies. One is trained/imbibed within to be a boss/imposer with circumstances/training to attract followers, but not to create leaders to produce more leaders is the irony, by once actions/examples is the norm of the day, deemed trained managerial skills.  In short the feudalistic hierarchy of evolution prevails within/around the so far evolved species called homosapieans, not a very different format from the rest of the animal species, which still prides on its boundaries drawn for survival/security in the name of freedom/equality/fraternity/liberty.   Seems change is a catalytic reactions, to be waited for generations to evolve out at the cost/expense of a coined phrase sacrificE.
    

succEss

    What is/should be the definition of success!? I was chatting with my friend early morning around 4 AM and accidentally bumped on to this topic, went on to say it is a man made bubble of no depth attached/attributed in practice/reality to the space of real time we have traveled so far. Went to the extend saying who can/will be successful without a farmer/laborer to feed/provide for a day to start/end, we are all built on a hype and are parasites feeding on this built up aura of infatuation built around education/service, once without which people survived/thrived and we are now struggling/crawling  in the name of recession/depression with everything established/evolved around. We the minority who converse through this media are the 'perceived' few made it stories, may be due to responsible parents/environment lucky to be into, one is successful in reality when one has learned the art of climbing up/down the ladder with grace/dignity within a state of confidence/humility/reality/dream. I went on and on, will finally cut short by the statement he made, to my never ending established observations, often to be repeated when an opportunity smells/hovers around. You see man its all about this 'if you wish nothing and contended it is success, if you wish something and achieved it is also success, realizing one need just 6 feet of mud'.  Very true, not a word more/less.. I stopped there to his simple factual statement, and here I am pulled/dragged into the reality of success story again, in the name of laziness/achievement!?
    Will end today with one of my routine life event, the degree/magnitude on the success/failure of story is left to the readers imagination/interpretation. I am often prompted by my youngest daughter, to get up around 3 AM for the past few years to fetch her with  milk, as time rolled by it has become habitual for me to wake up around this time, wait for the prompt to provide her need/want. Understanding well it will stop with time and has definitely evolved/changed over the past few days, but not my habit of waiting for her to prompt me to fetch, breaking my usual well established uninterrupted sleep pattern. Could be attributed to her immaturity/growing up phenomenon, but what about in factual life at our work/social/family.. ethics/relationships. So to define success to our current understanding could be.. socially understanding creativity/ craftsmanship ending seekers story. Do I grow up ever, not to seek justification/accountability/clarity/worth at any point/moment of my existence, in the name of profit/survival/ambition/mission often to wonder, does in reality adults ever mature up from greed/selfishness, realizing with time it never happens, to fall into the cycle of immaturity is the established/acceptable norm of our century, pruned/crafted by our education/society so far, being evolved into in the name of success/worth/value/competencE.
 
 
    

independencE

    The word independence means to free from, sailing into the next chapter of freedom with perceived cycle of bliss/opportunity/freshness/understanding from the understood/realized experience of  torture/misery being enforced/entrusted against once free will/choice. Starting again another cycle of what!?  To obtain at what price/cost of freedom needs to be analyzed/rationalized, is it not the same old into a new format. Often to understand/think about its final impact/output, at a point when the circle is circumnavigated to reach at the same endpoint and be cliched.

    Independence is related to practiced dogmas enforced/exposed under strict/casual, discipline/approach towards an organized way to togetherness, governed under a common guideline enforced under the pretext of law, to differ from boundaries of once choice, termed freedom of religion/ideology broadly to be then linked into a practice and way of living into. The quest to be self, free from the gauge/dependence of family/relation/society, springs out  from within naturally at an age of self reliance/strength, often to be witnessed  physically in outgrown mass/density, to the maturity/insight within which remains often the same to the basic instinct of livelihood governed/chained under the legality/pretext of law/guidelines guiding the chosen surrounding/circumstances into.

    The cycle of freedom to be experienced/understood in action, when to witness nations formed/evolving on a day to day basis in various continents, divided under the bridges of oceans/space. Often to understand a reality that the cause of the split/divide by themselves/in itself is  no different to the unfolding circumstance/scenario be it within families/communities/nations. But stick together in the name of security/understanding/likeness/race, under the assumption/pretext that a known devil is better than an unknown friend. To wait for an evolved day when the have and the have not, to sit together is a distinct reality bound to happen/evolve  with circumstance/scenarios to sprout and expose one into deemed fact of time. History from/in the evolution to witness division/unity to sprout and branch out, to grow up into something different  is natures way of evolving/teaching/redemption.
    When thinking of sovereignty/republic for freedom/independence, the irony being myself classified into an Asian Indian for easy tracking/identification, we blame the Europeans for the division within our nation sometimes, when we were previously fragmented into hundreds of princely states to be now unified into fewer states with evolved circumstances, witnessing the same trying to unite the world when they are divided within themselves nationally, is the irony of independence to ponder upon for a fact check when linked to freedom/liberty. Globally knit now for trade, for evolved needs/wants sharing a common platform to achieve/sustain. History once linked to basic instincts of hunting/gathering, evolving out to barter, which  evolved now into precious metals/currency floating on an assumption, built on abstract numbers/accounts ruled by the dominant/strongest/mighty to be then  powerfully linked to freedom of understanding/independence to trivialize many, for the motives of some who control/dominate/possess/hold on to the majority in resources/assumed valuables. The understanding why/what of our sense of freedom/independence is not less than what we do to save trees, we chop them into pieces and makes paper out of it, to later write on it protect/preserve nature. Often to realize the responsibilities/challenges which accompanies independence once into a republic. Kind of like into the sacrament of marriage/relationship. Intention post/past of freedom/responsibilities are often built on truth/righteousness to witness the outcome with time and either learn/be responsible to adjust/reform is the essence of its meaning.

    Independence from the slavery of economics/necessities/thoughts is the vital essence of this phrase, thus now often co-related to relationships/understandings often built/destroyed with an abstract weapon, coined words, coming out of once mind expressed into/in sentences, through verbal/printed sources to create boundaries/bondage of hate/trust for political/religious/individual self interest. When it was/is established to being in unity/togetherness for a unified vision and mission, but to realize/optimist on its  fragments of divisions of mistrust/misunderstandings evolved out of instinct of superiority/dominancE.

angEr..

    Travel with life has exposed a reality into the understanding, that often to express anger in real time is an art, than to be silent/patient. Thus establishing within self that arrogance is a cultivated art and to let go of the taught that patience is a virtue, which is now being perceived as an outdated historical artifact of no practical intrinsic value/application. Proven from the cultural shift created/grown out of our academic/sports/work/personal relationships/daily exposures. Getting burned within self  in the process  is the reality in its making, reminding of its final outcome in application explained thus 'anger is often like holding a burning coal in once hand'.
    Anger is a reaction generated out of a situation deemed betrayal/negligence/overpowering/ignorance, built often on the foundation of ego. A culture created out of I/We are right  and knows it all. As in life the basic fact remains constant, that one likes to hear/react to what one is comfortable/exposed to, tested with once experience, whatever be its consequence in the short/long run. To realize/relate within that once life is often an ECG graph,where the wave pattern is a blessing in disguise, to help one establish that it has its ups/downs, without which its a flat line, as well observed/pointed out by many. But the wisdom within/knowledge applied at the appropriate situation/scenario places one apart from the majority in its utility value. The negativity related to its output bundled under terms as stress/ anxiety/depression/anorexia/insomnia often perceived to accomplish lifetime achievements/wordily pleasures with its warmth and prompt timely application, to finally bring in submissiveness/obedience as an outcome/result. Setting aside the school of taught to be happy with once possessions/reality, not to let go of potential prospects if knocking at once venture, routed within holistic fundamental outlook/approach to life, to be built on just sharing/caring which the humanity is loosing now in the name of civilization/advancements, where a sizable majority are well informed/educated but lacks empathy/sympathy/togetherness/common sense.
    To witness anger capitalization in the name of management techniques/training instituted and imparted to streamline one energy into desired fashion/format, to be channelized often for profitable/intended outcomes, often built on the mantra that the means to be neglected/forgotten/unnecessary/unwarranted for the final objectives, which is ruled out of the equation/being marginally focused  for its disapproval/popularity/pace/interest. As its easy to do it wrong to get it right from the very beginning, which has been our age old tradition/habit to get burned to earn pain and learn of its nature. Simply justified with our casual philosophy/understanding, underlining that 'everything is fair in love/war'. Realizing/forgetting the outcome/cost involved !? Often lost to metallic riches/glitters to focused attention in the name of love/peace.
   The end justifies the means or the means should justify the end is the simple misunderstood/understood sentence in my lifetime. As it is eminent from/in the majority happenings, one does what one wants to do under any circumstances and will easily find an excuse for the one which can wait/be ignored. So to define anger would put it simply as, a negatively generated energetic reaction. The wise applies it prudently, the knowledgeable handle it carefully and the enlightened tackles its with patiencE.
 

catastrophE..

    The word catastrophe sounds and ends with the letter meaning the end/beginning of an unprecedented/unintended happening. Understanding of this is the extend to which once conscience is trained to separate/segregate between preventable/unprecedented events/occasions. In reality to end up paying an irreversible  price for the occasion. Who is to blame for and create a change within in a practical/tangible manner. Should one expect change from educational/political/religious institutions  or should one be anticipating for change to happen from the abstract/intangible force of nature/unknown, to better understand and separate avoidable/unavoidable to make better sense/application of the word uttered ultimately as catastrophic.
    I am trying to proceed further with some examples listed as visuals/actions/reactions/understandings of some events we have encountered in our current day to day life, for the ambiguity arising/created out of the word coined catastrophic.
Visuals(symptoms precipitated from the event being broadcasted live through the media of visual/oral/written means to be re-winded/fast- forwarded) : Chaos/Fear/Disbelief/ Pain/Panic/Anger/Grief being witnessed created/caused termed as  natural calamities/intentional calamities.
Actions(remedies for the symptoms precipitated/reciprocated as) : Force/Courage/Endorsement/Treatment/Reinstated/Capitalized in the order listed above as symptomatically categorized above, often at the cost of the event anticipated to happen, on the victims/grieving, perceived often for the benefit/spot light  of the elected leaders/representatives of the community happening within.
Reactions: Find a temporary/permanent solution for the event created either by ignorance/nature to be often witnessed as wars/diplomacy/rebuilding/construction often crafted out of  intentional/unintentional words/act or deemed often as the force of nature.
Understandings: The experience witnessed/encountered to be recorded as evidence for referral to future episodes to erupt/prevent stored as knowledge banks to be recollected as historical arcades/evidences. Some built on it/exploit on it. Symptoms often well recorded and explained and discussed in length by the selected/anointed think bundles of the group/nation. With often solutions left to be exploited upon.
    The outlets/institutions responsible for the polishing/refining/mitigating/preventing of the unwanted/unpredictable forces are termed as political/educational/organisational bodies, which often heeds and functions per the ideologies/interests from selected religious/corporate governing lobbies. Taking a typical scenario of natural calamity worded as flood/storm/earthquakes/eruptions reflecting on the vibrations and electric charge created by the above mentioned bodies, is a reflection of the causality/intended seriousness,  created/spread by its torchbearers,which will then reflect on the value of life centered around individuals in that society/nation at large. Very often a sad witness to be streamlined for narrow irreverent petty interests in the long run. Often worth reminding to self the reality not very different of the giant in tiny little humans land. The irony of the current approach/understanding of such events is that the current evolving system, still centers around adrenalin pumping  events/occasions. To be witnessed as political sanctions/trade embargoes to end in the ultimate use of force deemed as a war. If peace/stability is the ultimate objective, often wonder, can it be only reinstated successfully with force/aggression. If so how will the right/righteous be sharing a platform for righteousness/the truth without the ugly/bad to make them look good. Where/What is the role played by the educational/religious institutions so far, to a mere recorder/transmitter of  history/happening of time related events.
    Who is responsible for the happenings!? nothing/nobody cannot be a solution. Reflecting on what is spend on wars by developed/underdeveloped nations in the name of security to poverty/malnutrition/epidemic diseases/natural calamities, will give a broader perspective on the reality at hand/play. Do we get educated/told at religious institutions on this cost, to the triggering abstract meaningless factors which will easily stimulate/trigger once mind for another catastrophic epic history of self made destruction. Its the approach/attitude one has molded towards/got immunized through  our pipetted/titrated educational outlook fed with/into,built only on the principle of competence and self centrism,perfectly tuned for the evolution of another catastrophic event, to be recorded for the think tanks, to evolve into a complete circle. Training one to be just submissive/obedient  to an order/hierarchy to get their work/objectives, done/met.  Simply to witness force encountered with force, word with sharper trimmed/edged words, is the educational mantra created/centered so far, which the civility proudly presented to/for the current/future in the name of reality/sustainability. Waiting for a day when this bubble of ignorance be busted with the knowledge of enlightenment, to saw seeds of wisdom within individuals that nothing is 'perfectly' right/wrong and our understanding is just an evolution towards a future quest of chain reaction to follow, as we are only a nano speck within the billions of unexplored/unknown galaxies engulfed within trillions of powerful stars, to be built simply on the philosophy of truth/righteousness/inclusiveness/humility/hope..or be prepared for another cycle/circle of catastrophE.