observatIon

    We were travelling and came across an abstract topic and the challenges to make an intangible phenomenon relevant of any utility/value. The topic was nothing but 'understanding', as often I wonder the question/solution is very simple, if there is any will to confront/resolve is the only constraint.  How/Where do we place this, make it relevant to any context under consideration. We used and tried to explore number of expressions/evolution's as  love/kindness/prayer/science wiling away the ticking moment thus trying to encapsulate perception/simple explanation of/on these vast topics. Knowing/underlying  well that change is a universal constant, built on a platform of cut/copy/paste,where to my imbibed understanding names/places is/are irrelevant, to an evolved/be further refined event/thing under consideration. As rightly pointed/understood how we experience a circumstance/situation is left to the persons level of understanding/exposure to that topic to be subjective/objective towards the degree of understanding exposed/interested in so far. Life is not a destination but a journey as often reminded, very often built on the platform/understanding of  basic ingredients called circumstance/exposure. To realize often in  life nothing is absolutely right/wrong as a neutral static is necessary to bridge the positive/negative ions together to be of any utility value/meaningful. The choice picked in life becomes often of convenience to the desire in mind, flowing with the tide of fear/ignorance as within the majority. We often witness the intention of an objective questioned randomly/frequently to its real worth, is the irony to any  project undertaken/to be unfolded and being fulfilled often by/from the least expected.
  To be specific we explored on a topic called science, often understood conveniently  as physics/chemistry/biology subdivided/branched  into various topics from within to be explored/revealed for the interested within. Very similar in nature to the basic colors blue/red/yellow mixed to evolve out into many shades/understandings. How does it make itself more valuable/utility oriented as it aims to connect/link the theoretical to be felt as practical and to be reproduced into repeatable results, being felt/seen/witnessed else it is just another abstract theoretical boring logic. As simple as sugar/salt to be tasted to be cherished/understood better to be told how it feels/taste. So is the case with feelings/emotions enveloped under a unanimous banner coined loving, these words 'just' used as rituals have/has no meaning, if not to be witnessed in action, as simple as a conversation/experience needed to fulfill its larger intended criteria, often linked to needs/wants to be fulfilled in actions/deeds to radiate out a contentment within called joy of accomplishment, gauged with a rider called honesty/ethics applied towards achievement of the objectives/quest. As most of its torch bearers/leaders/founders/guides phrase spirituality as a way of/to life, by talking and walking in their evolved understanding/observations built on the hypothesis that one is created in the image of God, but not in his absolute wisdom, to seek him is to understand his likenesses first, before venturing ahead and be enlightened within its  inner-calmness/stability called peacefulness/bliss. Kind of learning to read/wright first before framing a story. Spirituality came/comes with the evolved reflection on the word/action/spirit left behind to be groomed/evolved into/from its understanding left behind for the experience. Often to equate the understanding/observation towards heavenly to be like a child to forget/forgive/radiate out and blend into the present like a new evolved chapter irrelevant to the past mistakes/follies respecting the truth/reality to follow towards the common good.
    Some individuals have a totalitarian approach to life, defined as a balance to be preserved/maintained   within these spheres of living into, namely physical/mental/social/spiritual well being. Checking on the facts in action, to realize what gives the epitome of accomplishment  and on what factors to have assisted towards its evolution. As in life one proceeds on a set of principles which makes/breaks a community/civilization built often on a person to lead the way, through actions/deeds set up on a set of principles to witness truth/righteousness to have prevailed, blanketed within caring/sharing platform of unity/simplicity over aggression/submission. The attitude of a sizable majority observed, is not less in comparison to be running around a mountain base, proclaiming/emphasizing on their understanding/path be scientific/spiritual,than travelling to the top of the destination, with the available knowledge at hand and experience the magnificent view from the summit. The purpose/objective of an abstract/rational is to be felt/realized in contexts, which is often diluted/polluted with unwarranted noise/arguments of  allegiance/support to the real flavor in its path, which has to be cherished/experienced individually by either choosing a guide/setting a benchmark observed and established with experienced time. The simplicity of an understanding is witnessed/cherished, when one can express it finally into words/actions something/anything as simple as simple can bE.

histOry

    The word history brings about mixed emotions into the mind of a person. Starting with the lessons from schools to the drenched scars left within by circumstances/situations often created/cultivated with two basic ingredients namely ignorance/exposure. Witnessing the exploitation/exploration towards refinement/development  depends on the evolved mind set of the utility seeker under consideration, often cherry picked up by the faithful to lead the path ahead from the point left behind/to evolve out/to be refined further, entrusted with authority coined as legislative/executive power under the watchful eye of a referee called judiciary, evolved often out of compulsion/smoke screen. The vision of the entrusted selected few form eventually the collective understanding of the common 'together'..which will either make/break the day/night into an agony/joy to evolve out into another chapter of once live/book called history. Which could be a second/day just rolled by/left far behind never to be retrieved.
    In my day to day life to experience/cherish in its agony to witnessing in its joy if at all, linked to the later for a cause in the name of security/support to be clustered/assimilated together with fear of loss/insecurity,is its experienced practical lesson to have evolved so far, in the name of freedom/diversity in its priding making to have blossomed out of war/circumstances. History has evolved/thought to the 'majority common' to be accepted/understood as a tribute /respect to be shown at/in a national park/museum/shrine ironically, its the literal manifestation of its act unfolded so far, limited to preposterous  structures/matter to the mind/intended lesson to have evolved out of it. My frustration may be created out of its intended pace witnessed so far especially from the perceived informed/illuminated ones  and to see ignorance/hatred spread again and again through/from them at ease/haste as a choice to my understanding often repeated  by all reinventing the wheel.
    Putting on a comment shared at a social platform, re-winded around massacres on a nation building stated thus..It was/is a classic recorded case study for nation building/fragmentation. Hoping history is taken as a lesson not to be repeated again and again, else to end up licking the wounds/reinventing the same scenario  to striving/marching ahead for stability/unity. To be seriously headed by politician/educated to let it not happen in the name of religion/cultural difference/shadow understandings. There is no harm in dreaming right, as to pock a hole/scratch is to let some light pass through an established solid platform, to give way eventually to a new better evolved understanding, where the hole will widen/deepen with time on the presumed solid platform, live small streams of water cracking up paths through rocky mountains to give way to rivers to evolve out of its justified persistence, as reformed/derived out of feudalism/monarchy/dictatorial regimes into institutions of revolving change to be refined/polished further. Nature has a beautiful lesson to teach out of its evolutionary trail, humans like change which will/should happen. It is very much comparable to the procedure involved into extracting the metals out of its crude ore. Its only a matter of will to explore the possibilities out of the understood better understanding. One has a choice collectively called community/nation to either stick with the old/change with the time, but to change with prudence without much change within its core ideologies would be a change in itself, reflection/relating/responding at the pace one is propelling ahead letting go many fundamental guidelines behind called ethics/values of families/humanity. Realizing well in the historical evolution/making often built on a platform of tears, derived out within sorrow/joy and the stride one take, would determine the present/future, worth to remember tears are shed and there will be always a vacuum created after it is pored, the quality/quantity of the choice later taken to fill this slot, is often left to the fillers choice.
    To simplify my scattered vague observations I conclude with two small stories linked to my understanding of history in its making/to be evolved out for the future. There was an argument with various organs/systems within the human body the brain/heart/liver/kidney.. all emphasized on its uniqueness/vital function and role towards the survival of the organism, then the anus said it too played a major role but to be ridiculed/laughed at  by the others, then the anus decided to shut down functioning for few days, not to proceed further on the consequences. The second one goes, there was once a child collecting starfish by the shore and putting them back into the ocean situation created out of high/low tide, when asked by a wise seasoned person, there are thousands out there do you think you can save them all. The answer given  is everything to my understanding so far, I made/created a change into the life of the ones I could within my limitations. A beautiful lesson once educated/illuminated to be the onE.

thoUghT..

    Some enlightening probing reminders fell into my lap, which went on to say.. 'Mind your taught when alone and words when in a group', and 'You know you are on the right track when uninterested in looking back'. Pricked my conscience and made me to just jot it down, wondering so relevant to repeated comments made very often casually/formally. The list went on adding.. 'Not to push a loyal/honest person to the bring of not making them give a damn' as ' Sometimes it takes sadness to know happiness, noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence'. As a matter of fact in reality it can be equated very much to the inconvenient truth, kind of seeking behavior/attitude/approach of a lamb from a lion. The nature of a lion/carnivorous creature to be inhumane for its very existence. That is where/when the question arises.. Why be humane/humanistic an attribute added just only to the human race in their living kingdom!? As rightly pointed out 'What you allow/cultivate is what will continue/blossom'.
    Am wondering why I wrote this today, to the innumerable post on the past fallen follies/historical records, used frequently now to ignite and instigate hatred/brood bitterness into the fresh blossoming flowers/fruits of today/tomorrow. Where the facts/data's from history is knotted to tie a hoop for its new victims in a flash of seconds in the name of vengeance/revenge. To highlight on the clarity of statement made, an example would throw some light to a post on social media, which has been floating around for days posted/re-circulated with numerous  likes tagged on to its content/awareness, which stated that in an august  parliament session, an eminent personality suggests/propose  plans how to gain psychological superiority/niche over one of its largest common wealth nations. He stipulates he has not yet seen any beggars while  travelling the depth/breath of the nation and only way to slice the nation/fragment it is to attack on its core principle/values and make them ashamed of themselves and  get them to think that what is offered by the intruders is the best beyond comprehension. Coming /encouraged out of a  once barbaric nation, which now prides on discipline/politeness and claiming to be imparting the cradle of civilized refined culture/traditions purified with experience/time. The irony is, when its offered/suggested its not a shame/embarrassment under the circumstances under/into but with clicking moments it becomes a satirical nauseating lapsed episode of ignorance/pride/vanity left to the interpreting cynical theoretical critic. A statement followed the observation made, which went on to suggest that to using it as a tool to instigate mistrust/discourse by its current independent/free radical thinkers, as a citizen of the nation have also traveled reasonably and come from a region where once/still inequality thrives, a period when women jumped into the pyre of their diseased husband prevailed, un-touchability existed and was exploited upon by the few perceived blessed/chosen ones, but now to witness a change in its evolved understanding of episodes, went on elaborating where is the question of begging coming into the picture when the reasoning of inequality/suppression/rights/freedom did/doesn't  not exist in its environment then/now and the strategy being suggested by  a person who belongs to the elitist of the hierarchy, who did/didn't believe in such principles/values!? When already a preconceived image/attitude is already being stipulated/imbibed within to reasoning/learning/evolving/changing. Still witnessing exploitation in the name of ideologies/principles as capitalism/socialism/monarchy/communism to often witness the same results in a new format to marketing same products under different labels/packaging. Is it our imbibed educational understanding/practice  to be reformed or the nature/accountability of positioned enlightened/educated individuals be prudently stipulated  at least to begin for a just /modest/ humane world, to give it another chance? Lets not fall for ignorance/narrow mindedness in the name of politics/religion and circumnavigate the circle and reinvent the wheel once again.
    To put history/happenings in its right perspective must/should be the first and foremost approach/effort towards educating/enlightening in its path. Where/When.. now humility is often perceived as a weakness to arrogance,which is/should be the test of its true imbibed virtuE.

charIty

    As the famous understanding goes; 'Give me a fish I eat for a day, teach me to fish I eat for my lifetime'. Was the banner, I chose to make during my school days and marched with pride during the teachers day parade. Looking behind on the marketing/awareness creation for perceived enlightenment/development. A tool so romanticized now for the decent modern survival of an individual, which is being portrayed to be the source of all understanding/ignorance often wonder. Questioning if all disasters and life altering decision were made/implemented by the illiterates, to highlight on its pointed definite assured  efficacy. Where in its pure aura of enlightenment, does education looses its clarity/vision often deludes my murky understanding on the purpose of this understanding, if to be trained thus is the key to its current existing evolution. The fruits of labor to be later rationed out by the successful/innovators in the name of philanthropy/charity and to be added/classified into the elite list of humanist. Often justified now in the name of noble 'cause' to the 'means' tagged/attached towards its accomplishment. Our attitude/reactions are not less to creating a fire in the first place and leave behind a pale of water by its side for cooling/calming it down.
    To reflect on its argument, is not less to the point made towards a wise observation, which goes on to say 'it is no point in arguing with a boss/decision maker, often its experience/outcome is equivalent to fighting with a pig in the dirt, the more one wrestles the dirtier one gets and more exciting/interesting it becomes for the pig'. The idealistic understanding to listen/evolve out for the better to anger/prejudice with a keen sense of reasoning/picking the best of the options to bring in peace/harmony within/together. Is it the attitude one has been trained/molded out for survival/glorification, through the reputed premium branded institutions of established reputation, pumping out branded quality leaders with philanthropic/holistic ideologies at what cost/value needs to be reflected on. Hum!! where is the question of reflection coming, when one is tuned to be working for things and use others as tools to achieve these perceived medallions of success labels, in the name of value addition/security to be piled up as inheritance/treasures to be trickled down for charities/philanthropic causes. To witness self proclaimed characters  trained/self modulating, glorifying with shallow humility using 'tactfully' pasted words/body languages to be portrayed  in front of the doers, who helped in accomplishing their feat in the first place, is where we have ended up so far in the name of education/civilization. To act and behave aggressively/smartly and be a parasite on the majority perceived ignorant/useless, to/by showering words as hope/faith for exploiting further, trained to motivate with a carrot and stick model is where humanity has evolved so far in the name of socialism/capitalism/monarchy/communism. An individual is tuned/trained for  the noisy baby to be noticed/attended on, be at work/home/socially/nationally/internationally..  is where the essence of evolved reasoning/statistics has propelled towards, with our current refined understanding of science/humanity.
    When one say teach me to fish, it comes with a price tag attached often deluding once perception of the statement, kind of a sugar coated bitter pill. Great in theory but a burden in practice is its practicality in motion/action. Elaborating on it, if for instance I have to teach one to fish, need to buy them the tools and find  the time training  the person be efficient/viable provider for sustenance. How practical can be in action is where the core content factor underlies. One is trained/imbibed within to be a boss/imposer with circumstances/training to attract followers, but not to create leaders to produce more leaders is the irony, by once actions/examples is the norm of the day, deemed trained managerial skills.  In short the feudalistic hierarchy of evolution prevails within/around the so far evolved species called homosapieans, not a very different format from the rest of the animal species, which still prides on its boundaries drawn for survival/security in the name of freedom/equality/fraternity/liberty.   Seems change is a catalytic reactions, to be waited for generations to evolve out at the cost/expense of a coined phrase sacrificE.
    

succEss

    What is/should be the definition of success!? I was chatting with my friend early morning around 4 AM and accidentally bumped on to this topic, went on to say it is a man made bubble of no depth attached/attributed in practice/reality to the space of real time we have traveled so far. Went to the extend saying who can/will be successful without a farmer/laborer to feed/provide for a day to start/end, we are all built on a hype and are parasites feeding on this built up aura of infatuation built around education/service, once without which people survived/thrived and we are now struggling/crawling  in the name of recession/depression with everything established/evolved around. We the minority who converse through this media are the 'perceived' few made it stories, may be due to responsible parents/environment lucky to be into, one is successful in reality when one has learned the art of climbing up/down the ladder with grace/dignity within a state of confidence/humility/reality/dream. I went on and on, will finally cut short by the statement he made, to my never ending established observations, often to be repeated when an opportunity smells/hovers around. You see man its all about this 'if you wish nothing and contended it is success, if you wish something and achieved it is also success, realizing one need just 6 feet of mud'.  Very true, not a word more/less.. I stopped there to his simple factual statement, and here I am pulled/dragged into the reality of success story again, in the name of laziness/achievement!?
    Will end today with one of my routine life event, the degree/magnitude on the success/failure of story is left to the readers imagination/interpretation. I am often prompted by my youngest daughter, to get up around 3 AM for the past few years to fetch her with  milk, as time rolled by it has become habitual for me to wake up around this time, wait for the prompt to provide her need/want. Understanding well it will stop with time and has definitely evolved/changed over the past few days, but not my habit of waiting for her to prompt me to fetch, breaking my usual well established uninterrupted sleep pattern. Could be attributed to her immaturity/growing up phenomenon, but what about in factual life at our work/social/family.. ethics/relationships. So to define success to our current understanding could be.. socially understanding creativity/ craftsmanship ending seekers story. Do I grow up ever, not to seek justification/accountability/clarity/worth at any point/moment of my existence, in the name of profit/survival/ambition/mission often to wonder, does in reality adults ever mature up from greed/selfishness, realizing with time it never happens, to fall into the cycle of immaturity is the established/acceptable norm of our century, pruned/crafted by our education/society so far, being evolved into in the name of success/worth/value/competencE.
 
 
    

independencE

    The word independence means to free from, sailing into the next chapter of freedom with perceived cycle of bliss/opportunity/freshness/understanding from the understood/realized experience of  torture/misery being enforced/entrusted against once free will/choice. Starting again another cycle of what!?  To obtain at what price/cost of freedom needs to be analyzed/rationalized, is it not the same old into a new format. Often to understand/think about its final impact/output, at a point when the circle is circumnavigated to reach at the same endpoint and be cliched.

    Independence is related to practiced dogmas enforced/exposed under strict/casual, discipline/approach towards an organized way to togetherness, governed under a common guideline enforced under the pretext of law, to differ from boundaries of once choice, termed freedom of religion/ideology broadly to be then linked into a practice and way of living into. The quest to be self, free from the gauge/dependence of family/relation/society, springs out  from within naturally at an age of self reliance/strength, often to be witnessed  physically in outgrown mass/density, to the maturity/insight within which remains often the same to the basic instinct of livelihood governed/chained under the legality/pretext of law/guidelines guiding the chosen surrounding/circumstances into.

    The cycle of freedom to be experienced/understood in action, when to witness nations formed/evolving on a day to day basis in various continents, divided under the bridges of oceans/space. Often to understand a reality that the cause of the split/divide by themselves/in itself is  no different to the unfolding circumstance/scenario be it within families/communities/nations. But stick together in the name of security/understanding/likeness/race, under the assumption/pretext that a known devil is better than an unknown friend. To wait for an evolved day when the have and the have not, to sit together is a distinct reality bound to happen/evolve  with circumstance/scenarios to sprout and expose one into deemed fact of time. History from/in the evolution to witness division/unity to sprout and branch out, to grow up into something different  is natures way of evolving/teaching/redemption.
    When thinking of sovereignty/republic for freedom/independence, the irony being myself classified into an Asian Indian for easy tracking/identification, we blame the Europeans for the division within our nation sometimes, when we were previously fragmented into hundreds of princely states to be now unified into fewer states with evolved circumstances, witnessing the same trying to unite the world when they are divided within themselves nationally, is the irony of independence to ponder upon for a fact check when linked to freedom/liberty. Globally knit now for trade, for evolved needs/wants sharing a common platform to achieve/sustain. History once linked to basic instincts of hunting/gathering, evolving out to barter, which  evolved now into precious metals/currency floating on an assumption, built on abstract numbers/accounts ruled by the dominant/strongest/mighty to be then  powerfully linked to freedom of understanding/independence to trivialize many, for the motives of some who control/dominate/possess/hold on to the majority in resources/assumed valuables. The understanding why/what of our sense of freedom/independence is not less than what we do to save trees, we chop them into pieces and makes paper out of it, to later write on it protect/preserve nature. Often to realize the responsibilities/challenges which accompanies independence once into a republic. Kind of like into the sacrament of marriage/relationship. Intention post/past of freedom/responsibilities are often built on truth/righteousness to witness the outcome with time and either learn/be responsible to adjust/reform is the essence of its meaning.

    Independence from the slavery of economics/necessities/thoughts is the vital essence of this phrase, thus now often co-related to relationships/understandings often built/destroyed with an abstract weapon, coined words, coming out of once mind expressed into/in sentences, through verbal/printed sources to create boundaries/bondage of hate/trust for political/religious/individual self interest. When it was/is established to being in unity/togetherness for a unified vision and mission, but to realize/optimist on its  fragments of divisions of mistrust/misunderstandings evolved out of instinct of superiority/dominancE.

angEr..

    Travel with life has exposed a reality into the understanding, that often to express anger in real time is an art, than to be silent/patient. Thus establishing within self that arrogance is a cultivated art and to let go of the taught that patience is a virtue, which is now being perceived as an outdated historical artifact of no practical intrinsic value/application. Proven from the cultural shift created/grown out of our academic/sports/work/personal relationships/daily exposures. Getting burned within self  in the process  is the reality in its making, reminding of its final outcome in application explained thus 'anger is often like holding a burning coal in once hand'.
    Anger is a reaction generated out of a situation deemed betrayal/negligence/overpowering/ignorance, built often on the foundation of ego. A culture created out of I/We are right  and knows it all. As in life the basic fact remains constant, that one likes to hear/react to what one is comfortable/exposed to, tested with once experience, whatever be its consequence in the short/long run. To realize/relate within that once life is often an ECG graph,where the wave pattern is a blessing in disguise, to help one establish that it has its ups/downs, without which its a flat line, as well observed/pointed out by many. But the wisdom within/knowledge applied at the appropriate situation/scenario places one apart from the majority in its utility value. The negativity related to its output bundled under terms as stress/ anxiety/depression/anorexia/insomnia often perceived to accomplish lifetime achievements/wordily pleasures with its warmth and prompt timely application, to finally bring in submissiveness/obedience as an outcome/result. Setting aside the school of taught to be happy with once possessions/reality, not to let go of potential prospects if knocking at once venture, routed within holistic fundamental outlook/approach to life, to be built on just sharing/caring which the humanity is loosing now in the name of civilization/advancements, where a sizable majority are well informed/educated but lacks empathy/sympathy/togetherness/common sense.
    To witness anger capitalization in the name of management techniques/training instituted and imparted to streamline one energy into desired fashion/format, to be channelized often for profitable/intended outcomes, often built on the mantra that the means to be neglected/forgotten/unnecessary/unwarranted for the final objectives, which is ruled out of the equation/being marginally focused  for its disapproval/popularity/pace/interest. As its easy to do it wrong to get it right from the very beginning, which has been our age old tradition/habit to get burned to earn pain and learn of its nature. Simply justified with our casual philosophy/understanding, underlining that 'everything is fair in love/war'. Realizing/forgetting the outcome/cost involved !? Often lost to metallic riches/glitters to focused attention in the name of love/peace.
   The end justifies the means or the means should justify the end is the simple misunderstood/understood sentence in my lifetime. As it is eminent from/in the majority happenings, one does what one wants to do under any circumstances and will easily find an excuse for the one which can wait/be ignored. So to define anger would put it simply as, a negatively generated energetic reaction. The wise applies it prudently, the knowledgeable handle it carefully and the enlightened tackles its with patiencE.