relationShip..

    In/during..leading/ending..a life from point A to point B..birth/death..one..meets/encounters..lot of..vibrant/dull..personalities..some..encouraging/depressing..after all, as the seasons in nature..one has to pass across..spring/summer/autumn/winter..is the complete package of reality of living a life. An interesting factor in this equation of living is relationShip..some..float/sink..with/to..circumstances/time..depending on its..toughness/buoyancy.. often marvel at this application in living relationship, how can a metal as an iron be floating to.. rough seas/its elements..which when molded and designed to a specification to fill in air makes it float..a weightless element making a heavy solid matter sail. In life during the season of ..spring/maturity/stagnation/renewal..loving/understanding/protecting/caring..factors seems to me to be the air, keeping the individuals afloat to the buoyancy in a ship. To remind self, be careful/mindful with..I/my..2..we/us..for it to..last/float..with time. The frequency, at which people approach one is an indicator of once..personality/relationShip. As again in a ship the hollowness of its dimension/capacity filled with nothing determines its buoyancy, which is the key into a sustainable partnerShip/friendShip.. will either float or sink depending on its burden/expectations added into it. A relationShip doesnot happen on its own, it is and has to be  built/tuned/serviced/polished on and off, with a constant termed time.
    In maintaining a relationShip..be..personal/working..named/known.. as.. marriage/courtship/friendship/partnership..it is all about a mutual..symbiotic/parasitic..relationShip. I often get inspired by the images of the deities from my mother land,with number of..hands/heads..I used to wonder..what is the..logic/concept..behind this?? Became/becoming..clearer with my aging process..life is to multitask as a juggler..and keep trying hard, is the lesson learning out of it..its a package of..sweetness/bitterness/sourness/spiciness..in excess unpalatable/ right proportion a bliss..the deities/images.. reminding humanity, to blend in and do once Karma's..to the odd elements on the ..play ground/diaspora. In living the life of the perceived living, within a..skin/flesh..by trying to be.. helping/forgiving/forgetting/encouraging..which are the key principles of life..not an easy concept to..digest/nourish..in practicality of.. theories/practicals..of..writing/erasing.. something called story of life. With my experience.. worked/working..with..multicultural/diverse..personalities..from various hemispherical coordinates on our planet.. tells me the same story observed day in and out..man/woman..grow in.. size/density..but the way of..thinking/applying..life is not different in..a child/an adult.. the childhood exposed.. games/education/circumstances..modulated/refined..with age..adding/subtracting.. derivatives called..wealth/value/law/justice..to be..worked/earned/abided/given..to achieve means mostly not changed, as to its basic games of childhood..of..struggle/grief/possessiveness/freedom..blaming, Shylock to all evil attributes and excusing self for all stupidities is a reflection of relationship on to ..others/self. As in a queue, if one jumps ahead of the other, oblivious to the poor server is a perfect ..recipe/platform.. for an.. argument/bloodshed..as eminent..for..a child/ an adult..so.. where/how.. both different..only in..volume/density..of..shape/size..not in..applications/reality..of imbibed wisdom with time majority.. working/playing.. to the tune of..insecurity/fear..some behaving to..lust/vanity..trying to hold on till the end and pass it to their next generation in the name of ..needs/wants?? As how much is enough for.. A.. relationship to float/body to handle?? Worth reminding to self in a relationship, that change is a happening constant for..adaptability/sustainability..might pave way towards a probability towards..stability/construction..perceived/understood/imbibed/implemented..with.. fear/ignorance/suspicion/curiosity..after all change being a universal constant. The degree of attachment factor is another indicator to a.. serene/stable..relationShip within..self/others..never be..Over attached/concerned/possessive/ambitious..to once..near/dear..ones.. in/wile.. sailing once boat..and a checklist to monitor self is vital .as a simple checkList, crucial for.. monitoring..assignment/portfolio/work/objective..done on..time/schedule..before/during/after..work/relationship..does help..in maintaining a stable..self /mind..else..leading to/leaving behind..a legacy of.. instability/friction..to.. self/others..in..short/long..run to..ponder/reflect.. on while..living/sailing/thriving/sinking.. in a relationShip..letting go of the wrong done, not letting it.. crush/bow.. once head..out/down.. but to be  a platform, standing on doing the right next time in a.. similar/different..situation/circumstance..as life is all about..trial/error..to fit into one. Learning to do, what one thinks needs to be done..2 & 4..a..situation/scenario..by self not pointing a finger helps..maintain/sustain..relationShip. I am struck with..ave/joy..when observing peoples even in their late 60+..walking/ roaming..around with their..partners/better halves..see them dress to the tone of perfection like just out of a model house..done for.. respect/love..of another..helps for the character development and a bliss to bystanders eyes..praising/glorifying..the being in self..appreciating/respecting..the person next by. How will one..care/love.. an unseen, if the given is treated as a trash can. Beauty at its best when respected from both its internal and external perceptions,called then perfect bliss to the..sole/mind. Relationship .bridged/built..on.. noise/silence/practice/none..observed with my time..all working in its own.. harmony/pace..to time. The test is, when it really happens to the imbibed virtues..flare up flamboyant grades..family/relatives/close friends.. people who really matters, get the worst of me is the understanding to be first understood within a relationship. Fly's are attracted to honey to vinegar, is the lesson to be drawn of. The imbibed realistic virtue implanted within a person, helps to cherish a mango realizing the value of its seed knowing its bitter and hard, but the evolution of itself lies in its hardness/bitterness is understanding relationship in its practical/applicable essence.
    Relationship sometimes explained in terms to..sugar/salt..effect felt when..diluted/sprinkled..to..utility/need..understood only in its final..product/taste often realized to the meaning intended/applied for. To the story told by a provencal on mothers day. A son taking his mother prisoner, to be sacrificed for his wordily..needs/ pleasures..on his journey, looses his light source to the..circumstance/situation happens to tripp over a stone, with his mother trapped on to his back,she reminds him to be careful not to hurt himself..a lesson from unconditional..love/care. Rightly reminded to me by my wife, you will have only your mother no matter what she is to..me/you. Similar to the story of a red robin,who bled to death for a red rose for its friends love. A space in real time when..he/she..thinks to be..omnipresent/ omnipotent..to the rest..in/to..any..scenario/situation..in life is the superficial depth of once ignorance, like an iceberg . A lesson drawn from the stories above is, tiny streams merge into the ocean /every penny makes a dollar bill, it has a value on itself and in the final mass, he/she has the potential to be a source of inspiration/depression like with/without pollutants into the initial/final.. volume/output to affect the stability/sustainability of livelihood. Is one a catalyst for harmony/mistrust depends on the level of inherited wisdom/knowledge, inculcated with just circumstances. A person develops on the value built up on, probably the mother made the son dream only big in the story above, since his childhood days, forgetting to be grateful  to their lively sustenance, thus not helping him to cherish languishing within their poverty, to the gifted virtues of.. resistance/sharing/caring/helping. Whilst he is pelleted to think bigger, considering the present to be a grave yard, the man was ignorant/forced not to differentiate between, who to be happy with effortlessly, to be impressed upon with efforts. One has to be born blind, to not appreciate the beauty of nature..but..sensible/vigilant..enough to know once limitations..to think, what if happened to once within..not to blame the circumstances if fallen into..as in a relationship to be responsible to/for self..reminding/remembering..not to travel the path ..on/in.. others shoes,but to travel in on once own custom sized shoes..as one can never fit into the others..to..resolve/solve..his/her..problem/issue..but can..guide/suggest/ease..and forget after that made, not to follow up on the suggestion given, to see if applied by the other. Conflicts in..relationship/interest.. reminds me of.. +ve/-ve..signs/symbols..to resolve a conflict both..individual/party's/nations.. have to come together,though with opposite.. ideologies/views..coming together is the first step..latitudinally/longitudinally..to a.. coordinate/point..leading to an addition..to come to a consensus in the center.. holding/binding.. both lines together travelling in opposite directions is often definition of a relationship. Else both will travel parallel to time, with no interest in coordinates..spreading/sharing.. negativity..but planks between them, can bridge them together to a rail track/DNA chain, where destinations/objectives can be..reached/achieved.. with a common/symbiotic purpose..as seen between..societies/nations..though not merging at any coordinate.. staying/priding..in separation..to say often that we thrive on the diversity, not on our unity is again a relationship seen of.. caring/loving..for.. power/influence. Independence/republic..excites/fascinates..my.. perspective/outlook..on relationships between.. individuals/communities/nations..united for a cause initially and divided after the cause.. once..met/achieved..into a republic..Why/What?? making relationShip..be..personal/national/international..post/past..independence/republic..a struggle. It is not all about sacrifice/loyalty but unconditional love. The circumstances/opportunities in our life is thus like a ladder, which has a base and an end point, one should learn to climb up righteously and come down graciously to clinging on or lying on a bridge designed/made to help people cross over . The double edged sword in any kind of relationship is nothing but the..word/sentences..used/applied to fill in the blank/dots to that timE. 

God..

    I got a tricky question today, my eldest daughter asked me at bed time after all.. Who/What.. is God??Does he mean anything to you appa?? Two questions..of my ignorance, came up with an answer..seems to have.. worked/tricked..her from pursuing ahead with another. Started with a concept/question..goes like this..Do you like movies..yes she said..do you know how it is made..not really..oK..a platform to.. bat/start..movie made of..writer/producer/director/helpers/actors..fine,who do you know in a movie..the answer was simple..the actors..fine..told her, all are involved into making a movie..made my feel better..she is following..do you know the writer of any..movies/books..nopp!!..well then, he is creatOr of the..movies/books..without him the..movie/story.. is not a..movie/book. It was ?? after ?? after that..both of us felt good..and now she knows who is the.. author/writer.. of a .. movie/book.. After all, who is God to me/you??..for some it is..nature/disciplinarian/brotherhood/love..goes on and on..a never ending process of words/interpretations..after all it is the.. temple/church/mosque.. inside each one of us, is what all of us understand as true God in practice..manufactured/reflected..on the outside to its interior..moulding/training..plays/works..as to the.. winding/charge..wound/stored.. inside one..reflections of each unique, depending on the house coming out of..as perceived/understood..some ..reflecting/radiating..out..positive..light/energy..to numerological counting all separately(temple/church/mosque) the words adds up to six right..then to me, God is just one.. is.. right/truth. Humans can claim to have data bases, stored in as knowledge from the wisdom..each individual has limitations of ..his/her.. knowledge bank..no one is complete/perfect..each one.. writing/living..in/to.. the nonidentical stories of life.
    What is life?? another question came up in between our quest of explorations, a very innocent simple question, my limited knowledge came to the rescue..life is 'A' cell..dividing/growing..larger/bigger.. by..mitosis/meiosis..to develop into..animal/plant..again, both a 4 letter word..finally equating down to 1, per algebraic mathematical equation..it is collective cells formed out of 'the one' later synchronizing and performing a ..work/miracle..in within a mutual symbiotic manner is life, to the collective living knowledge bank of data bases so far.. available/recorded..no cells within the..systems/organs.. are identical but uniquely different as we humans different..races/dialects/habits/values..collectively..useful/helpful..kind of unIty in diversity..performing an act for a unified cause.  Where is the..question/picture.. of God coming here?? Technologies as we use now, runs on electricity, a spark leads the way..to many.. moving/rushing..around.. me/us..then, when it stops it needs to be recharged..the energy used is living in the life..can we see electricity we.. feel/use.. its potential energy to be converted to kinetic energy, to do what we call as..work/living..my daughter was contended with the recharging concept of the..dead/living.. mobile phone?? Then she asked me..how does a TV work.. curious questions of a usual 1st grader..well, it works when we switch the button ON..now she understands..charging/recharging..uses of electricity..fine it uses the aid of a satellite..What?? do you know, when I lift you up, you can see better and even more than what I can see right, yes she replied. So this satellite is something put way up for..range/assibility..then she said way up in the space. Yes so when you switch the red button on, it gets connected to the satellite in its chain sequence and we see the cartoons..Oh!!she said..fine, in her usual casual manner. What we adults call as..reflection/meditation..to get connected to the divine being in terms of spirituality.
    God to all of us is to explore wIthIn..'ask you will receive,seek you will find,knock and the door will be opened to thee'..some..find/get..it..easily/persistence..to the..?/quest..The wisdom shared with time..some.. accept/ignore..living/learning..easy/hard..way..is the definition of God to me..the bitter truth of.. my/our.. life being..how to believe in an.. intangible/abstract concept?? knows /feels..it has a role..sometimes seen/experienced.. its..uses/benefits. Most of us believes when.. touched/felt..when within regular use, forgets its presence.. and gets so.. used/carried..away with its applications benefits..to..stop/disabled.. in its..intrinsic/potential.. use/application.. brings/makes.. its presence being felt..as electricity to our lives now..what without for days together?? Trying to gauge the depth of God, to my understanding..is trying to fill the ocean into a hole made on its shore..but to keep trying collectively, keeping him in our minds as our creator is his desire..done so with noble intentions, has only seen application ..benefits/results. To imbibe in we belong to the earth, not the earth to us. Some are.. simple/arrogant..as always to my understanding now ..patience is a virtue and arrogance is an..acquired/sharpened..skill/art..to survive/sustain..cultivated/created..of fear/insecurity..within..and transmitting it to the surroundings..in various..tangible/intangible..abstract/concrete..means/manner..after all, its the truth observed by my experience in this very short living the life, within my skin deep information acquired so far to the air absorbed in and exhaled out by my cells. The cause of arrogance to the majority is.. thinking/understanding..Why did it not..come/click.. to my brain cells first/How did it come to his/her..smaller/inferior.. than mine..knowing very well consciously that the truth is..spoken/written. The simple question, to ask to self is a very humble one..as he is in.. me/us..What is the God within me?? Is he a.. punishing(whipping, slave driver)/loving(sacrificing, humble being). Who/Why/How..do.. I/we.. want to be ..educated/guided. Have 2 choice. First,whose motto is will learn only the.. hard/brutal/punishing..manner/way. Second will learn the lessons or the way of life in a .. gentle/humble/simple/caring..way/manner..in its practical application to the..blooming/emerging.. scenario. Is the simple choice, to be made by humanity and living in the choice made is the fact in living, the life chosen by its..community/nation..at large..some.. springing/declining..with..practices/applications..benefits/outcomes..linked to deeds of the.. past/present. God is.. the..way/truth/life..and the light. A light when analysed through a prism..breaks/splits..open into ..a/the.. rainbow/kaleidoscope..of..knowledge/wisdom..some with potential..health/wealth..benefits/dangers..the application benefits, outweigh the demerits..is living in the light..after all, darkness is just the temporary absence of the perceived light..making the light working within as..truth/righteousness..is the key to the lock.
    An interesting point, was brought to my attention yesterday, by a very.. simple/knowledge seeker..who came to my youngest daughters, birthday party in the evening..he said, if an opportunity is not given, how do we.. seek/experience.. in the potential within a person..we were talking about shortages, met within the christian church community..he happened to bring in a classic example..the place he hails from, as being advertised 'from God's own country'..a place in time, risen out of the water, from an axe thrown by a repentant.. guru/muni..as.. legitimately/appropriately.. befitting to its title..with the richest temple on this globe..as majority of its citizens..open/close.. the shutter of ..dawn/dusk..with a simple..homage/prayer..a/the.. simple ordinary man, with bare minimal school education.. established/manages..nearly half a dozen churches..to the struggling, very highly well positioned.. educated/esteemed.. preachers.. with just oNe to control..is him living in the life/managing.. with the power of wisdom acquired with his living the life of the ordinary living soles..to the ones..educated/living.. in..castles/skyscrapers..by him..leaving/leading..in the simple parables taught by his master..not..confusing/complicating..himself/themselves..with the complexities of living judgments as applied of by the current perceived parasitic blessed, lifting themselves all the way around,..after all oUr God came to simplify oUr life..by being..born/living..his life in a simple family..showing how a..man/women..should lead a life..by choosing a..humble/just..woman/man..showing humanity how by leaving in the life..but wE still loving to keep it complicated..after all community thrives on its fellowship/unity. Past/Present..institutions/organisations..still ..fallen/falling..pray to lip service culture, to getting things done..with its.. leaders/mentors..pointing finger and see the dragon fly lift stones, expecting the perceived ordinary get things done for them..a culture practiced since the dawn of feudalism..time and time only, can dictate the effects of this model at work of.. 'out of touch with reality culture'/'finger pointing culture'..dreaming of a moment in.. history/time..when value based approach to.. education/life..is in place..to self demeaning.. competitiveness/greed. God should be the.. abstract/intangible..factor in the equation of constant of applications..perceived/understood..different by its application beneficiaries..as..science/religion. In life all what matters is how was it accomplished..scientific/spiritual..the..rout/means..chosen determines the..efficiency of the objective under consideration. Kind of like, do I want a wheel or a square block to move my belongings around.  After all life is to respect all diversities in its.. fullness/stages.. being responsible to self first. God to me is the giver of divinitY.

Dawn/Dusk..

    The white canvas to draw the image is the sunrise and the drawn image of the day is the sunset..will be different.. in/from.. parts of the globe/universe..non-identical in ..perception/appearance.. by any..individual/locational..is the beauty of the life giver of.. day/night..worshipped/adored by millions.. To a question asked by my father,during their short stay, with us here in our home..I still marvel/wonder..What have you drawn on your painting canvas??
    Sunrise is the time of the day,when the dawn crack opens, to the hungry plants to feed  and sacrifice itself to the hungry stomach, of the wide open world..the mystery of life..starts/ends.. thus..stagnant sacrificing its..body/fruits.. to the..mobile/agile..creatures of this nature..perceived smart and the chosen ones.  Day ringing death bells to the majority living and hopes to the few is sunrise. Sunset is again a relative..observation/perception. The sun not letting the darkness..to dwell/rule over.. leaves the..moon/stars..reflecting/shining..at its cost. The..greatness/selflessness..of the sun..the first necessity of.. life/creation.. what is life/how will.. life start/sustain..without it the kaleidoscope??
    Light perceived/observed..through a prIsM is the mystery..unravelled/unwrapped.. to a rainbow with potential.. use/uselessness.. to definition of..life/living..is science to some..spiritually trinity for  many..both defining/explaining..marvel/beauty..in light. Darkness/Emptiness..to science is everything, the black hole, holds the mystery of life now..as out of nothing, creation perceived to start, as.. written/understood..before science..but to be defined by the complex calculations, to be accepted as the truth, not as already written so, is after all the acceptable logic within the life to.. be/in.. defined/accepted. After all, to understand..light/darkness.. one has to .. experience/burn..with/in..it. The rise/fall of a..person/institution..depends on..once/their..vision/objectives..it..grow/sustains..on the..brightness/depth.. of..once/their.. intentions..termed, now holistic approach to..dealings/undertakings. Dont's lead only to future..curiosity/exploration..&..likes, disliked/stoned..on for.. thinking/working..different to what is actually right..as proven with time. To remain an empty pot always, with useful practical knowledge, is the wisdom of light/truth. The dawn, cracks open bringing in.. joy/grief/end/beginning & The dusk, wind down to.. reflect/think/recharge/plan. Is the beauty/marvel of..once/our..creatioN.

carinG..

    There was once a duck with 10 ducklings..named them 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9, & 10. based on their seniority of emergence form the aura of shell. The parent ducks, were very pleased to see their ducklings bloom/blend into their world..except for one, the 10th duckling, which needed time to learn and blend into the perceived..natural/common..the beauty was, the mother duck did not push,whilst the other 9 went to explore the natural habitat with their father, the mother stayed close to the needy, just doing 2 thing..caring/loving..she did not..encourage/teach/scold/sympathise..did her part..with time..2 endings would have happened to the tale..one..the duckling emerged out of its gloom, realised its potential and thrived to excel..second the mother and its duckling, were eaten by a hungry fox, wondering in the forest for food, an easy target not to miss.
    What is this in life..is it not true?? Who is the villain??..the fox. Does the fox have a choice?? It is carnivorous. Is what nature is all about..herbivoroUS/carnivoroUS..life sustains/nourishes life..is the fact..the sacrifice and the caring, of the mother, is what is special/unique.. in/within..the nature.in the so called..cycle/karma of life.. some realise this/some ignore this/some try to fight this out/some are ignorant of this..ignorance is what can be changed with..exposure/education. What kind?? Applying..value based/holistic model..of.. education/etiquette..at..institutions/organisations..to be applied..in/within..family/society..a task of.. immense potential/immense satisfaction..How/When??
    Life is after all not a choice..it happens/will happen..its a universal constant. Change is again a universal constant,but with a twist.. with application benefits..for the seekers..it fits into and help formulate new ideas and logic..with the help of..change/constant..in life..there is nothing impossible..to a problem..its only then a matter of time to..explore/derive.. more constants . To remember in life a story told by my dear professor, there were two brothers..farmer/teacher..the farmer after the days toil slept with peace,while the teacher slept in a fashion, if a butter be  placed on his forehead would have melted in the middle of the night..is the wisdom of life, to be imbibed in..as no five fingers are tuned/shaped alike..no two are alike in any respect..however..close/siamese..one be/can be. Respecting the other, in his/her..abundance/nothing..is the key to caring..after all what is a bulb without electricity/what is google without computer..is the simple fact to be ..proud/humble..off??Is the choice to be.. imbibed/sunk into..self. Once asked by my daughter appa..What is death? Simple question, the simple answer, given was to look out at our tUlip flowers, they.. hide/sprout/fade..is perceived.. life/death..everything living is charged to a..limit/duration..some..short/long..but the..legacy/generation..rolls/bounces..on/over..like you after..me/us..we live in you..is nature.. teaching/showing..us what is ..life/death..so do, what you think is right, and avoid..doing/repeating..what you think went wrong,with your..parents/loved/cared..ones..so life is all about..polishing/refining..like a diamond..made of..coal/carbon..and choose a good, reliable pole star, to..lead/guide..in..value/practice..is then leaving in the lifE.
    What/Which.. gender should care for whom..look at the nature again and learn from its story..caring is not assigned to its single entity..it is a universal understanding..to be handle with love/virtue..by both partners..in life.. living the life teaches one..to absorb/imbibe in..life seen/life playing.. to the.. rhythm/moment..on display with humility..'as still water runs deep and empty vessel makes much noice'..is the lesson to be drawn..of/on.. living the life..as to judge is simple, to live in the judgement is the issue, if lived to the same conditions to judge another is the question to be asked to self first, prior to the..judgement/verdict..but who will.. cares/remembers..this is the fact..knowledge imbibed in with time, which helps some to act promptly, to the situation unfolding to their.. global coordinates/circumstances..making them..respectable/likable. So true to an observation get.. angry/possessive..only with someone whom..I/U..care/love. In doubt ,only a simple question..to be asked/to be seeked..is it right/is it wrong..the split second answer is the truth, the one which leaves the conscience crystal clear to time..to.. no addictions/cravings.. to mask the decision taken, is the ultimate truth. Caring will then ring in the.. heart/brain..to the appropriate..moment/opportunity..not to be..missed/lost..to that.. moment/ time..may common sense prevaiL.

carE..

   The only..term/word..which rings trillions of $$..when discussed/opened..to analyse. Value of which is abstract/intangible..in/to.. majority of its applications..but/just.. rings trillions in terms of economics..to sustain/maintain. Dared to question/analyse..even in the advanced of advancing nations, towards so called perfection in humanity towards tailored made solutions/cure..to individual/national..problems/ailments..of life. Which forms the major chunk of debt/burden of the developed of developed nations..Still propelling ahead to time, in the name of abstract ideology of..hope/yes we can..  After all what is this care..I/We are talking/hearing about..in an era, when the established..institutions/corporations.. which once took it as a covenant..abandoning it and running away from it..as it grows up to be a white elephant to sustain/maintain..is a/the mystery to decode.
    The simple fact being, in perceived understanding of the definition of care..after all what is care..when the boundaries of needs/wants are met..why crack/pierce.. once/others.. head/heart..when care after all is..a simple 4 letter word..but coming to reality/practice felt as deep as a vacuums..to understand/comprehend..once simply.. understood/carried..as an integral part, without much analysis to the five senses of human beings..as ..vision/noise/odour/flavour/feeling..was once undertaken/nourished..without pre-conceived/calculated.. forecasting/budgeting..and thrived/bloomed unconditionally as unconditional love can/could be..without stress/friction created any where in the system/process.. throughout/therein. Then humanity, was engaged in survival instincts..of labour/protection against predictors..changed with time to industrialisation/service sector..demanding now games, to fill the empty space/vacuum of time..of plenty/accumulated knowledge. The principle of which.. was/were..simple..blind..faith/trust.. the moment calculation/planning..comes/came..to the screen/scenario..what do we see..the perceived knowledge/encyclopedia turned to ashes/rubbles in a matter of years..once carried/cared over centuries without a glitch..when Knowledge got to be substituted for Wisdom..care got into the business of accountability..care no longer became care but a service for need/money..now humanity hiding under its own shelter of ..bubble/fad..after all, how long will.. fad/bubble.. be itself/them self..like.. I have modern civilisation sprouting  ahead of me and primitive history to my backyard..trimmed down/trimming down.. to transform the later to fade in shame. To be clear of my ignorance..how many perceived best of best.. highly paid of transparent..industrial consultants/banking professionals..survive/survived this test of care..to the majority. In short, it became.. a clash/got to.. the point between common sense/rational thinking..where the later.. dominated/dominates now.
    The institutions which once thrived/started in the west..spread its vision/mission to the east..like wild fire, now fading..with time/to test of reality..saddening to see its decay at home. Built on/to.. vanity/power/arrogance/security..as its backbone/foundation..against its founders values/mission..diluted by a few,as.. 'a rotten apple..spoils the bunch/sanctity of the many.. within the basket'.  How/Why..did it happen?? simple answer is.. the care promised was not promising enough to the promise made. The 'objectives/institutions' built on 'his' 'bread/wine'..'flesh/blood'..what/which.. is spread across now as.. mystery/fear..in..arrogance/vanity..to keep.. slaves.. beneath/under..the masters..who himself was ironically.. the slave of.. masters/slaves..fact being, all created in his collective image, in love and care.What is this..bread/flesh--wine/blood..much talked about..foundation built on to this day on his rock?? 'Bread/Flesh'--which nourishes, gives energy to the body.. to do/perform work..meaning preparing the body to..endure/withstand..temptations/persecutions.. as shown by him..shattered torn apart for his humane actions/deeds..to.. outlined BC definitions/adding a new AD dimension..to rules of living. 'Blood/Wine'-- which is life as understood now, which carry's..energy/ nourishment's, eliminating/cleansing.. the  wastes form even the last simplest cell, within the being.. meaning may the means..work/effort..we put in/towards..to nourish..the.. flesh/body/mind/spirit..be simply.. just/truth..is the simple definition/understanding..to be.. witnessed/understood/observed/imbibed..and be transparent as transparent can be if accounted for..to be reflected on at least.. once a.. week/month/year.. as humans are made imperfect, to self individually..'but'.. not collectively, is the secret unplugged with time..as proved by him, within a humane skin/body. To simplify/lighten.. the statement/mood.. made/created of my ignorance..do/does.. any one remember the days when in a family of fingers to count..a candy was broken/shattered to pieces..to be happily shared amongst all..and all cherished and were contendeD..to this day of 'its mine'..&..'its all mine'..of one or two..as..practiced/told.. by.. our self/our off springs..difficult to.. let go of the plenty at hand..but does not mind to trash the same plenty.. decayed/useless..with space/time..to the trash/sea..is the acquired knowledge.. in/within..our space of..head/heart..logic/understanding.
    In our era/yug of care, reminded of an incident..a family raised their only child with all dedication,the best way within their limited means..to a very stable/financially sound..position achieved by their child..brought up with utmost..discipline/accountability..in/within..the..home/institutions..the child exposed to since its established memories..later in life..when thrown to the world to survive on its own,leads one with the skills..acquired/trained for..to live for accountability/self..realised by the parents later in life,when questioned by their own child..on accountability/financial matters..one behaves to circumstances and scenarios..trained/tuned to..like an application or programmed software..may the knowledge acquired with time make one realise,life is not all about perceived achievements..may one learn not to..judge life/live in..on the journey made by others, but to be living to once own inner call..with no force/star..leading its path..obtaining only.. care/respect..as food/nourishment..to lead once path, to the call within..to a safe/understanding environment to be created around by beings. Caring is a virtue,learned with..exposure/practice..from the family/institution..raised..as with other spheres considered.. crucial/critical..in life..for..balance/serenity..in/out.
    Whom do we blame now?? How do we start now??..to start new/fresh..not pelleting/hurting..any being in the process,from the left over is the only solution/mantra..to let the weeds grow,with the perceived good..as a rotten apple spoils the sanity of the rest in/within the basket..after all the rest to rot with time is the lesson to be drawn from it,not to streamline the decaying/decayed..to be respected/sympathised for its state..worth reminding that an optimist built an aeroplane and a pessimist helped design a parachute..is collective life..after all the definition of care is to sustain/preserve/maintain/continue. Not..plotting/praying.. in the process to..crush/destroy..the weeds, is the decoded message of caring..but to proceed in life ahead..with commitment/ positive attitude..giving once best. Foundation to be built on blind..faith/trust/hope/love..to be imbibed in/within..reflecting on the fact that, knowledge is gained through institutions/hard earned lessons of someone being shared..picked up/developed by..the collective interested..to.. ease/tangible applications. May my/our future dream be a collective one..realising that was obtained in the process of cut/copy/paste..for the collective gift of life/carE.

lifE..

  The first taught, which came to my mind today..What should be the definition of life, in my/our century??.. came up with two choices..living in fear/faith enduringly..can/could.. be true if extrapolated towards physical/mental well being of once life..fear of..sustenance/maintenance.. called survival instinct/spark towards meeting.. needs/wants..for acceptance into a sphere of so called ..community/society..of.. understood/established..individuals. Running around, endlessly towards.. profiling/labeling..others as..different/outcast..depending on the class/potential..as..civilized/primitives. Here 'I' am trying to classify life often felt by many..as in..being/politically/spiritually/socially..within my limited knowledge from existence, towards the survival of the meekest/fittest.After all life told/reminded is to fit within/live into the format surrounded/offered onto the present scenario comfortably/meaningfully spreading optimism/positivity, reminding self and to bystanders around, to live life to the fullest and let live.The basic foundation/theory reminds us that life only sustains life, plants/animals both linked/chained together towards each other for its/their metaphorical state of being/physical experience called as living into. Thus the option of life when perceived to be living in faith endlessly, has some relevance when viewed from this kaleidoscopic angle.
    Fear often experienced simply as 'face everything and rise'/'forget everything and run'. In a being..plant/animal..I often wonder..what on our planet is not depended on life for normal survival.. carnivorous/herbivorous..each depended on each other for survival..life needs life..for support/survival..as seen in our nature..plants need animals & animals need plants..for existence..with very rare exemptions..once being classified alive..falls into..one of the category as.. species/genus/family/order/class/phylum..finally into.. its/the.. Kingdom..its a game of timing/circumstances..to be alive/reproduce/sustain/propagate..within once normal ampere/limitation  of understanding/observance.. as a spark/shock.. is the key to starting/working a machine..so to is the rush towards understanding/unwrapping the mystery to life..en wrapped into a coined phrase accepted as science.. by the.. classified/segregated..few..called intellectuals/nerds.
    In.. my/our..living political intervention is an absolute necessity towards order/peace..basically coined to work towards human needs..food/clothing/shelter..easily.. polluted/diluted..with spirituality/racial Pandora's..two soft easy targets, needing only 2 basic qualifications.. verbalism/personality..to be a politician now..the later acquired/polished..the former inherited/refined..hoping politics remains political towards its basic core objective/ideology basically formulated/directed..now.. towards a non practical/unsustainable.. ideology/dream..as i wonder often then, why the need of law/regulations??Is it not better to be a back bencher to the front..as can see/observe without causing hindrance, to others and be free from the gaze/crutches of wondering critics..waiting for a chance to sharpen their vocabulary. Meaningfully conveyed on a post which said.."At this age everything is changing, day by day we don't notice,but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you taught were going to be there for ever aren't,and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense,and the more we grow the less sense it will make.so make the most of now before it all changes once again,because in the near future,all of this is only going to be memories."
    The very..survival/existence.. of being.. explained/understood.. to the majority is spiritual interpretation of their being. Basically all saying the same..out of nothing/a word..turned to life..like a spark needed to kick start a scooter..basically all talking  about these key indicators.. spirit/mourning/humility/desire/mercy/purity/peacemakers/persecution..being explained/understood/interpreted/applied..per convenience..praying/hoping.. for.. good/truth..to prevail. As shown in how to live, by various avatars of his creation..to questions/definitions sought out in lively hood. As understood by the many. The one fascinating/interesting to me, is the way how different /unique the philosophies are to us..The one 'I' am born into..shows/explains.. how the bread/wine..transformed into flesh/blood..daily/weekly..to be attended to be reminded, that man is imperfect, within his flesh and life giving fluid..whose limitations surpass the possibilities..showing how to.. treat/care.. for.. his/others.. body/life..only gifted..towards.. perfection/purity..the principle of which is founded on.. forgiveness/caring/sharing/respect..to all humanity, irrespective of once roots/origin. My master born to an ordinary family,showing how to live..his earthly father being just,mother being faithful and himself.. leading/showing.. humanity how to be responsible within.. human flesh/blood..seeked out through time. The foundation of which tells us not a hair/sparrow falls to the ground, without the heavenly consent..the argument being, why not possible.. if a single penny/object.. be traced down now with human technology any where on the planet,when we are created in his image..happening 'all together' when approached to a dream with a unified vision..happened/happening.. for a greater cause, when approached with a.. humble/dedicated spirit. Is it not the story of successful.. personalities/individuals??Who learned what not to do in the process of doing.. The final.. impact/memories..created/left..at each..moment/stage..of our life at the  kurukshetra /battleground (schools/workplace)..of once life..is the mirror/reflection..to reflect on self..on once impact in self/others..to cherish/correct..to be..repeated/denounced. The fact in reality applied/observed is..trying to.. trim down/shave out.. the beard of the person.. postulating/bowing/kneeling/bending.. down to/before..and trying to teach/mold the teacher/master..to once advantage. In an era where spirituality, is taken out of the definition/equation of health/life.. once added into its definition..as ..'Health is defined as a state of complete..physical,mental,social,emotional and spiritual well being'..the spiritual context is deleted out of the current definition/equation of health..may be due to fear/history..in the making. I often/sometimes ask my gurus/spiritual leaders..What would he have done in the given situation..did you ask/question him?? I am sure the answer, will/would..be let go and be focused on the greater right/virtue's. Arguments leads only to arrogance/determination to prove self as correct..do something in life, even the saints analysed for..what/when/why/how?? do nothing one is ..ignorant/socialist/communist/capitalist..is life.
    The clash of.. science/spirituality.. in our life is a never ending drama of.. principles/idealogs..linked often to its abstractness principle/theological understanding. The SWOT(strength,weakness,opportunity,strength) perceived within by self, within these hemispheres is the truth. After all, life is an unexpected gift. Cherish/nourisH.. and open its.. windows/doors.. for a.. brighter/cleaner tomorrow.. of/with.. faith/hope/trust. Praying for these vital minerals to lead once path. As in a capsule,with 2 ends..to.. let in/let go.. good taughts/kind deeds..without which the integrity of once, life is.. tilted/diluted..after all in livelihood, knowing that, if egos are met/personalities respected..fools remains satisfied/bright get brighter..would help..and praying with a folded hand, one hand representing self, to be connected to the other divine to fill the vacuum within with integrity and poise. Life is often interpreted/understood only as addition/subtraction;  multiplication/division.Worth remembering the fact that 'Ask and thy shall receive,knock and the door shall be opened,seek and thy will kind'..is the only magic mantra of life..and may my..mind/sole.. be like..air/water..floating/flowing..with no fear/boundaries to timE .

meanS..

    The sight of a wagging dog..reminded me of 'carrot and stick approach'.. towards achievement of objectiveS/meanS..shot across my mind yesterday, when I saw some people rushing towards a car..praising/dribbling.. with never ending praises/words..never actually meant from the heart, for/towards business drive..the mantra of success, in life.. derived mathematically as..efforts/works.. directly proportional to rewards/remunerations..irrespective of the..ethics/means..chosen towards, the fulfilment of.. goals/desires.  Is the world.. i/we.. live in.. applied/polished..by.. business/individuals..towards the reality of achievement of ..boundaries/horizons.. of never ending..'wants'..in an era of lust/greed..manufactured/drawn.. basically of ignorance..finally, broiling down to one question/with only one objective.."what is in it 4 me"..'I' predominantly replacing the once prevailed 'Us'..as eminent in the ways business/dealings are done today, in bonus/privileges..in this perceived world of 'give and take'
    Dog/Human..how/where.. are they different now?? will love if loved/wag tail with a bone/cookie..favours/words.. used now.. determine.. proportion/exponential..reaction back..be in any human hemisphere of livelihood..the path chosen/dignity of self..deprived/diminished..with time/generation gap..is the complexity of.. my/our..life..What should our gurus/ leaders ..choice/means..be then..some make the choice, others live in the choice made for all..foundation being..'a size should/will/must..fit all'..result = suffer/prosper.. in the path chosen.. What is the choice made?? live in fear/ ignorance.. blood / cruelty..love/acceptance.. sharing/caring.. What is the best for..self/ future?? Is the choice to be.
    The psychology of creation marvels me often..How.. could/can.. a minority, amongst the majority dominate.. perspectives/perceptions..in mear/shere.. countable minority.. in/within.. nations..is it the power of creation..oR..Is it the.. injected/calculated/observed/refined..psychology over time of the calibrated few?? Next..slim/average..ordinary human.. controlling the actions/behaviour of.. lion/eagle/wale.. in a.. circus/show..What way is the king of ..animal/bird/fish.. inferior to the human race in built/agility?? Is it the discipline/adamant/persistence/resistant will power..taking over/submerging.. the other.. individuals/creations.. is the wonder/charisma of this kaleidoscopic nature. I am reminded of the days, of my childhood,when Limca/Gold spot/Thumps up, ruled the soft drinks industry, of my generation and would look around/snip in.. slowly 2.. show off/cherish in..the rare privilege of my budget..and would cherish the..egg/meat.. puffs.. longed for/craved over..for days, with a lemonade drink with soda, acting as an icing on the cake..now considering my merry go round circle, of so called survival, running around for..objects/desires..of no real.. intent/desire..to.. please/impress.. people of no real value.. to/for.. me..has now become the order of life cycle..not cherishing/really loving..what 'I'.. sip/eat..gulping down/being interrupted..by/in.. command/taught.. of 'wants'..I never intent/need..is the facT.
    Let me learn from the..birds/aquas/animals/insects.. to be together.. respecting/harmonizing..together.. not.. begging/being submissive.. under the other..learning from the..colony/group.. of.. ant/goose..'nature'..to be 'one' devoid of..struggles/positions..but to contribute maximum within once limitations..understanding one self first..leaving the creator/nature to the complexity as in its perfection/imperfection..history of mankind is like a cycle/circle..First becomes last.. last becomes first..called/named..as cYcle ..of.. yug/karma..so true when extrapolated to..nations/civilisations..I guess life must go on.. Is.. his/this.. chess game of..humanity/creation.
    Let minds not be intimidated by..tricks/mayas..of deceptions/calculations..as the saying goes..flowers/pearls.. not to be presented/given to a monkey/pig..it does not know its value..has to be changed/redefined..'now'..which is the deceptive/calculative/submissive/intimidating..game of words played by the classified.. given/few..to keep the..slaves/majority..under..as understood by them, well that the tongue.. is sharper/powerful to.. any means/weapons..ever designed..carefully/strategically..placed between two sets of teeth..but to be given..after all..monkeys/pigs..live/associate..them self.. better/responsibly..to.. flowers/pearls..to manipulation/greed..of humanity..unconditional/uncompromising..education/exposure..to ALL.. is the only..magic mantra/silver bullet.. for this change/attitude..unfortunately/fortunately?? controlled/manipulated.. by the few/classified.. as rightly pointed out ..'people who worry live in the past,who are anxious live in the future,at peace within live in the present'..may 'I' dress up/tune up,  to my best..in..poverty/excess..without being..grumpy/complaining.. praying to thank, and make me strong to face the world to timE